My Story.

Chapter 20

Friday, March 31, 2006,
3/31/2006 11:10:00 PM

Wad can i say today. Couldn't wait for school to end. I didn't go to CG outing. Met with with some old SR frens at Tampines...Sarah and Gina. Marcus got Sports day which he pon wahaha..by jumping from the 2nd floor. And yeah Celine which was their fren and like..very complicated matter. So in the end was like. A bit weird ok. Not really anyone fault but I can't help feeling out of place. Its like 1 guy and 3 girls... =SSS And whats more all 3 are very good frens, and there I am so...yeah. Thats why. Den like became a bit unhappy at the end w/o knowing it cos I felt like I didn't belong. And the outing was like so short...I can't tell if it was good or bad. Guess mayb is my fault. For feelling the way I do.

Performed really badly in bowling today. Spin is screwy again. Sucks. I went to sch to find there's no transport. Blew 10+ on cab fare. What with all the spending on bowling stuff and notes in school, I'm gonna bankrupt the house. Touch wood. =S So I got there and tried and got pretty crappy scores and style. I'm gonna buy a ball tml, but it doesn't leave much time for training. And I NEED to get used to my ball AND improve my spin fast cos I have a competition on Sunday. I starting to regret joining the comp cause they were encouraging us, or not buyin my ball earlier.

Thanks to Calven. he couldn't go last saturday, so I couldn't get it. Also partially my fault when I coulda brought $ to Yishun before. Too late now. Try to get used to it in 1 day before the comp. Gonna suck realll bad. And it's team play. Sorry guys...(whoever's gonna be in my team.) =[ Life is pretty much like...all these activities sped up, and compacted into a short timespan. Like i had to learn something like spin in a coupla weeks, stuff my tutorial immediately after coming home and eating, etc. its a lot of stuff to do. I still can cope, but its all like just right. End it all 11, 12 go to sleep, wake etc. include training, where I hafta improve my ball.

Now there is a fear in me. That I may be asked to leave this team. That i may be kicked out. My ball is really inconsistent. It was ok the session before last, but sucked real bad now. I don't know what to do but to keep working on it. There's 3 training 3 times a week at $40, which is quite a strain, + 2 shirts and a jacket. Wednesday's training has been upped to 4 hours, and stress whenever the coach is around. He hasn't said much to me till now.

Am I so bad that he doesn't bother to help me? I tell myself that I may be just ok, so he doesn't need to say much, or he wasn't watching me...but...throughout my crappy performance he was beside my lane, and he never said anything. Whatever I've been telling myself, its all delusions. Lying to myself. There is something seriously wrong and I need to fix it quick. My happness is at stake. It encroaches on my time and a lot of my money, but I do have fun at this CCA. Or am I? $40 a week, 8 hours of training, and having to improve my style and all that. I really don't know. Is it the right one for me? All I know it that I cant bear to leave it. And that I really want to bowl despite these inconveniences.

I can only hope for the best. Getting my ball tomorrow, and I'll have to practice. I hope I'll be satisfied at least, by my ball. I won't have to use house balls for a very very very long time. The problem is in my spinning. And 1 day to improve it.

Thursday, March 30, 2006,
3/30/2006 08:53:00 PM

Back to blogging. Have a splitting headache. Result of not enough sleep. Read before that one of the symptoms of sleep deprivation was headache, and other pains, including eventual death. Interesting thought. JC life could be lethal. I recognised my own sleep deprivation, because I've experienced it before during holidays when I slept at 3 or 4 or worse to wake at 11 and start READING, stressing my eyes for the most part of the day. Now its probably gonna be constant.

Still hard to understand some of the chem lecture. Think I practically switched off. Benedict fell asleep next to me. Lol. Finnaly after an eternity the teacher saw him. PE was like warm up, 20 push-ups, 40 crunches, 2.4 km jog and then pull-ups. Nearly wiped out. Was sweating so much even after I changed, it looked as though I had just bathed and put on my uniform without drying myself. Whole class got it in Bio tutorial. Mr Yeow seemed sarcastic, mocking and disbeliving when he was told he only asked us to do concept maps for di and poly saccharides. I only half completed mine.

He berated us, which left a deep psychological scarring upon some members of the class. The normally humorous and entertaining man metamorphosed into a fearsome teacher. He scolded Danson the most, I expect because he probably knew he was the CT rep. then he gave us till Tuesday to produce concept maps on Carbohydrates, Lipids, Proteins, and Enzymes. I've been sitting here doing them ever since...maybe four plus and I've only just started on Enzymes, with the outher 3 just completed. Need to borrow 1 carbos concept map. I cant find/recall any points. Doing the maps, i had no time to do Chem tutorial or Maths tutorial.

Cannot wait for tml. My shortest school day. Probably going to TM to meet with old SR friends. So, I can't join my CG to go play pool. What's more, I have to be back by 515 pm, so i can't go too far. TM is still ok. Can't wait to play bowling tml. Then I can buy my ball on saturday, and train with it. Luckily I persuaded my mum not to go to the parent's orientation. Those who have parents going will have to accompany them. =\ Means no training. Shawn's parents insisted on going, so he can't train, and is quite pissed by that. I have a comp on Sunday. Shawn too...

Getting back to work..that's mostly what I do nowadays. Don't think I cant complete the enzyme map by today. I can't believe how I survived the MONOTONY of doing these concept maps. Even before the O's, we did concept maps together often, and even if solo, I only did one or two. Now i'm chionging 4 maps in 1 day. Must be the new JC mentality. I need to have a life on the weekends. I don't even have the time or energy to cycle to the bike shop to buy the rack/support thing. I'm spent. I have the right amount of energy to go to school and home and do homework, and go to CCA. That's all. Check out what my life revovles around nowadays.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006,
3/29/2006 10:55:00 PM

You know there is something seriously wrong with your life when you have to deal with a screaming kid at KFC with 10+ spectators watching you, you go to a shop to find it's closed on that specific day of the week, you have a near-accident on your bike and hurt your foot, and you consider that a good day. Seriously.

School ended earlier today. Skipped the house talk and came to school at 825am. Ended at 1345. Good day cause I only had 3 different lessons today. A reprieve from my now packed schedule, which is as I quote my MSN nick, "Wake up. Go to school. Return from school. Have Lunch/Dinner. Do HW/ Go CCA. Go online. Sleep. Repeat." Had the science fiesta thing after school. Attended the compulsory F1 engineer talk, which was not so to many others. i.e. They pon.

Hung about watching for the egg drop competition to start. Watched Castor 8’s drop and went home. And that’s when it became worse. Walking to the gate, we saw the 89 at the busstop. There were a few girls and guys in front. One girl pressed the “open” button, and the other used barely enough force to tip an ant over to try and open the gate. =.= HELLO? The gate! Is not! MADE OF MING DYNASTY CHINA, or porcelain, or a 500 year old manuscript or any other precious substance. USE FORCE. IT IS A STEEL GATE MADE FROM SQUARED STEEL PIPES WELDED TOGETHER. There is no need to treat it like its made from the canvas of the Mona Lisa. I was there, and inside my mind, “WTF! It my bus! MY freaking bus! Hurry up and open the gate and get the hell outta my way! Bugger off! “

And you know what the girl did? After using that tiny amount of force, she turn around and grinned sheepishly at her friend. GRINNING WILL NOT OPEN THE GATE. Her friend pressed the button again, and she used more force this time, thank the power(s) above, and finally opened the gate. It is a simple metal gate locked by an electromagnet. It you cannot understand that concept, I think there is a question about how u got into JC.

The “50 tonne porcelain cum glass” MJC gate was opened, and they walked out as though their shoes were made of glass. An ant would have beat them in terms of velocity. I tried to get my way to the bus while they all blocked my way like blocks of slow moving cement. Rush forward, dodged to the right, darted in front, turned left so to see the bus leave.

What’s even more infuriating its that the people who inconvenienced me and made me wait for the next bus got their bus first. Right then, I had this urge to shove their head underneath the bus’s wheels. Want to know why I’m so irritated, that’s because the lovely bus 89 comes once a century. =.= Then, I managed to get home without further incident. Later I cycled out to Rivervale Plaza to have dinner. Met up with my mum and sis there. Planned after dinner to go to the bike shop to find a rack to fix on the back of my bike.

As my mum started queuing, my cousin started crying, my sis got pissed, tried to placate him by carrying him. When that failed, she violently tried to shove him into its baby chair like...shoving a square peg into a circle hole? This attracted a lot a gawkers and spectators. =.= Never seen a baby crying before? I carried him, and gave him my poor hp to play with. Then, after dinner we found the shop closed, and found that it was closed on Wednesdays. Thanks.

After htat, I cycled back, went down a slope, made a tight turn at the end and didn’t notice the wall in the inside of the turn was slanted, and the bottom protruded out. Somehow, my foot like slammed head on with the wall, moving at the same velocity as the bike, the pedal jarred by the shock was flung backward, and the reverse swinging motion combined with its velocity crushed the pedal into the back of my foot as I struggled to maintain my balance.

Cursing my luck, I just sped all the way home. Seeing the flashing green man, I intended to burn rubber all the way there, when it turned red abruptly and I screeched to a stop. Considering my luck, I’d probably be run down if I tried that stunt. Life is crazy when this is called a good day. It’s a helluva lot better that yesterday, at least. Tomorrow’s gonna suck compared to today. 505 release, no bowling, although I don’t really like the price of training, and PE too. Need to train my upper arm strength for NAPFA. Ugh. =[

Tuesday, March 28, 2006,
3/28/2006 11:16:00 PM

I love JC life. Right now I don't believe I even have the time to blog. Thanks to the great authorities somewhere up there, I have one of the shortest days with the least amount of different lessons on wednesday. So, My chem tutoral is not on-demand tomorrow, but actually Thursday. I hardly have the energy to blog now. Not to mention time. Wanna know why I love JC life?

I get to stay OUT 17 hours!!! Woowww! I sure dislike staying at home with my comfortable bed and sofa, Plasma TV, 3 square(and yummy) meals at home, cold water on-demand and, internet. Boy do i "hate" it. Right now I'm spending 30% of my time at home, and I'm lovin' it. did I mention? 30% means 7 hours, and out of those 7 hours, 6 or less are devoted to sleeping. Which equals to roughly 1 hours plus of being WIDE AWAKE at home. Wanna hear about my day? Here it goes:

12AM last night: Went to bed.
615: Woke up ate and changed
630: Left house
7+: Spent about half-hour in transit
1705: Release from school
1710: Wait for rest of bowling team to arrive
1740: Arrive at alley. spent 2 dollars in cab fare to arrive on time.
1800+: After admin matter, Start bowling
2030+: end bowling
After ad min matters and meeting, went to KFC to eat, and I had to wait extra long for my shrooms, because when it was done, the girl gave it to someone who ordered it! Thanks a lot. On the other hand I got a free box of cheese fries.
2155: Reach busstop
2300: Reached home after taking bus, LRT, and walking.

Don't you wish you could have a day like mine? On a side note, even better, I improved a lot on bowling today. The teacher told me to slide my leg forward before swinging, which greatly improved my aim and consistency. My spin is improving. Can't wait to get my bowling ball on Saturday. I CAN'T WAIT.

Monday, March 27, 2006,
3/27/2006 10:45:00 PM

Will be back tml with blogging. Hopefully. Or Wed. Rushing Chem HW now. no time to read blogs or blog. Dammit. =S Suffice to say, I absolutely hated chem practical today. Major screwup. Broke a frickin filter funnel. Plus I havent done titration in over 6 months. Helluva time I'm having here. Tug of war was cancelled. Waste my time. Have it on tml. Sorted my file, but its still heavy. Gonna buy a metal rack to instlal on the back of my bike so i can strap my bag on, without slinging it. Anyone know how much 1 costs?

Sunday, March 26, 2006,
3/26/2006 11:11:00 PM

Hmm...supposed to do hw with Anmari today. Got slight problem with Maths and Chem. Lol. Den my mum suddenly have to go visit ancestors. =\ Den its like a lot of pressure which make me cancel with her. Den make me kinda pissed. Cos its a hot humid day, I have homework to do, I can't go out, and I get stuck at the maths questions. Eventually she relented and said something like, "If you want to go out just go, cos I don't like to force ppl to do things they don't wnana do." =.= That's what you were doing earlier..its was slient pressure. =X Then this ended up in a huge row between my mum and dad. =X I smsed back but She already made other plans then next time then. =S

- Oh goody now my mum is like pressuring me to go and play basketball. When I don't even have a b-ball. Well, truth be told , I'm not really into b-ball, more of cycling or bowling actually. And then she starts thinkin of many many ways to counter the ways I tell her why I cant play. These include calling up people who live nearby and I used to know. I say used to know because I haven't spoken to them in YEARS. Seriously. I see them only occasionally around the estate. Wow. Great idea.-

Anyway, ended up going with them to this huge temple and helped set up the usal prayer stuff. Passed thru hougang and saw lots of construction along the way. Lifts that stop on every floor, new coats of paint, covered linkways, etc. Looks like *ahem* gahmen trying to win back Hougang eh. I shall not discuss too much, because of a certain act out there..don't wanna get sued..lol.

So help to unwrapped the hell notes, chopped the "address" on the ancestor on them, can stacked them up neatly. No offence, but on the lgiht side, the exchange rate is phenomenal. A few buck for a few millon dollars I guess. Biggest note I saw was 50000000. Yup. $50,000,000 dollars. Yeah, btw I'm christian. Lol. Cos its my maternal side, so I have to go as a mark of respect. Not that I dislike it or anything. Have to some some degree of respect for religion. We paid our respects. (A repectable amounts of "respect"s in these sentences, aren't there? XD) Then we "remitted"(no offence) the money by burning it.

Went to another temple, and then for dinner. Food was ok. But the stir-fried beef was exceptional, and we had something like CANDY APPLE! OMG. It rocks!!! This (American?)delight could be found on our sunny shores! Plus, the apple was cut into small chunks and dipped into caramel, so the apple to caramel ratio was higher. Ahhh! Sweet! Crispy! Well you were supposed to dip it in a small bowl of water to soften the caramel, but who cares? Yummy? The moment I took a bite, waves of pleasures rushed from my tougue to my brain, releasing endorphins. For a moment, my moth was a centre of sublime bliss. SO delicious. I cant wait to go back there again. With frineds. Muahahaz. Its near Serangoon MRT btw. You HAVE to try it. After that, went home, bathed, went online, and prepared to have my bone structure massacred for the next week.

See, I have to bring a thick plastic file with foolscap, important papers eg. timetable, my GC, and pencilcase. I have another file with several slots, devoted to each subject, and I have to bring that/remove the papers of the subjects I don't need. Hmm..had a brainstorm. Will try it out tml. Also, throw in an umbrella (emergencies), 750ml waterbottle, keys, coffee sweets(emergencies: Use only in lectures), MP3. And..for this monday. @ sets of PE shirts and short for tug of war. 1 set to lend calven.

And on tuesday,its a thick plastic file with foolscap, important papers eg. timetable, my GC, and pencilcase,file with several slots, devoted to each subject. Also, throw in an umbrella (emergencies), 750ml waterbottle, keys, coffee sweets(emergencies: Use only in lectures), MP3.And 1 set of PE shirt in case, because accordin to my time table, I have PEconomics. Yup, not a typo error. I have PE and Economics tutorial at the same time, so...o_O? Then, I have to bring my black orientation tee for bowling training. And when I get my bowling bal, I have to drag a bowling ball bag along too. Whoo-pee. I need a Harry-Potter-magicky-thingy-charm to make my stuff lighter. =.=

Saturday, March 25, 2006,
3/25/2006 08:10:00 PM

New blogskin. Comments? Not realy good. Mainly messing with brushes and fonts, but I expect it'll be nicer as I do more. Must find time to learn some coding, hehes. Spent today at home. read the paper, watched TV, ansd used the computer. Of course, being the sensible person that I am, =D I also did my homework. Wow. Still unsure about the econs one. Gonna get my bowling ball next week, I expect. Can't wait. Finally no more using house balls. ^^ Hmm..nothing much. Had Seaweed chicken+mayo for dinner. Yummy. It was adapted from the receipe of a cafe. xD When I ordered the chicken chunks meal at the Gaililee Cafe at Sengkang Library, I found all they did was to cook 5 pieces of chicken, squeeze mayo and chilli sauce on it, and sell it for a bomb. Nice strategy. Since the chicken they used was essentially seaweed chicken minus the seaweed, I fugured the seaweed wouldn't make much of a difference. =] And so, a yummy meal was created. =D Moving on to other stuff, I was watching the diving competitions on the Commonwealth games on TVmobile the other day, and was wondering how strange our society is. I mean, no offence to the divers, but isn't it weird to award people point for how prettily they can jump into water? Or how many spins they can make before hitting water? And we give them medals and prizes too. Weird huh? Lol.

The dark figure of disillusionment casts its shadow over the world.
The skies are grey, the world is black.
Pressures closing in all around you,
as you envision echoes of the past.
You fail to break away from the invisible threads of gloom,
their fetid strands clawing away at your everyday life.
How did you become so gullible?
What high hopes and dreams you held;
glimmers of light or ghostly illusions?
Leading you on before you fall,
the higher you go, the harsher the hurt.
You cannot leave the past behind,
it doggedly follows your every step.
Your life has been tainted by what was once thought to be,
and what never came.
Why did this have to be?

More about my timetable. Mon Tues Thur all released at 1705 hours. Wed is 1345, Fri is 1205. Whee...how late I get to go home. Next. CCA. CCA on Tues and Wed. Tues CCA will probably end at about...8pm hopefully, and maybe 7pm for Wed. Friday...may be like today, where I reached home at ELEVEN, or 2300 hours. So my timing to go home (go home, not the time I reach home) are like...5.05, 8pm, 7pm, 5.o5, 11? JC life is so fun right? Can stay out so late. Wheeeee~ Love it. (Note thick sarcasm) On Tues, they've cleverly glued 2 breaks together so I have...surprise, surprise! 5 PERIODS TOGETHER! Nonstop learning action. Hmmm... 5x50mins = 250 mins~4 hrs 10 mins of 1 practical, 1 lecture and 2 tutorial? Wonderful. Reminds me..I still have homework to do tomorrow.

Hmm...wat can I say about today? Start of perm timetable. Figured out that the CSI Meridian game didn't acheive its goal of accquainting me with the school when I lost my class and couldn't figure out where the 1st class I was in was.(LOL) Hmm...no choice but to go off and ask a teacher. Kinda embarassing. Haha. Anyway, I found out the block, and who says men don't ask for directions? =P Ahahahaz...1st lesson, Bio tutorial... Turns out the tutorial I was chionging was not gone through, and 1st the teacher got to know our names, then took a picture of us, and then Calven told me that his class said you only have to do till page 2. I did up to page SIX. =S Mr Eugene Yeow is a funny man, but quite strict too. =
Next was maths lecture. Played with GC, did funny graphs. Something weird going on. Wait. I really want to blow up now. I would like to announce that Blogger OFFICIALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE. yOU KNOW WHY? IT LOVES TO SCREW WITH MY POSTS. WHY SUDDENLY WITHOUT TOUCHING ANYTHING, MY ENTIRE IE WINDOW VAPORISED. RECOVER POST ONLY BROUGHT BACK HALF OF IT. HALF. THE OTHER OH...500 OF 600 WORDS WERE LOST! DAMN YOU BLOGGER. DAMN YOU. Anyway, to prevent blogger from screwing up anything , I'm gonna wrtite everything again in POINT FORM IN WORDPAD. Ass.

Next time I will blog everything into Wordpad before transferring into temperamental, PMSy, crappy, unreliable, buggy, lousy, ass program called BLOGGER. Fug u blogger. 1st time I've used the F word in my lbog. You have the honour of receiving it. I simply cant take it anymore. Readers be assured this point form crap won't happen ever again. Sucky blogger. Right. Now I've finished flaming the lousy program...I've lost count of how many posts I've lost. Seriously.

A function that I had seen before in my GC dissappeared into nowhere.
I cant find it.
Went for recess
See more interation in the class
Went for Gp.
Mr Conrad appears to be a pretty good teacher
He will judge our work, with a passing grade of 28 for the average and 30 for the better ones.
Considering the luck I've been having, i'll probably fall into the 28 mark category.
Who cares about the fact that..."We are pleased to inform you that your child/ward..."ah nvm. I say le ppl say I'm hao lian or arrogant. Nvm.
I'll probably fate fate take its course. Considering how blogger's been screwing with me, I think fate's the same. Went for bio lecture. Nothing much. you guys would be bored.
Went home. Ate, logged on.
Met calven at bustop.
Missed the bus.
Nearly was late.
Side gate was locked, nearlyw walked around half the school when I spotted 2 girls headin for the gate.
They unlocked and we entered.
1 of the girls turned out to be Anmari. What a coincidence. Lol.
Dashed to general office.
Reach about 6+
Bowled, didn't do too well in the later matches.
Played an extra game.
Ate and talked in KFC.
reach home at 11+. That's it. I'll be trying to shorten my posts next time. Stupid blogger...the less words I write, the less my heart hurts. All my hard work gone.

Astonishingly, when I closed my IE windows. The old blogger windows popped up again.Window htta I had thought closed by themselves. Crazy stuff. =.="
The dark figure of disillusionment casts its shadow over the world.
The skies are grey, the world is black.
Pressures closing in all around you,
as you envision echoes of the past.
You fail to break away from the invisible threads of gloom,
their fetid strands clawing away at your everyday life.
How did you become so gullible?
What high hopes and dreams you held;
glimmers of light or ghostly illusions?
Leading you on before you fall,
the higher you go, the harsher the hurt.
You cannot leave the past behind,
it doggedly follows your every step.
Your life has been tainted by what was once thought to be,
and what never came.
Why did this have to be?

More about my timetable. Mon Tues Thur all released at 1705 hours. Wed is 1345, Fri is 1205. Whee...how late I get to go home. Next. CCA. CCA on Tues and Wed. Tues CCA will probably end at about...8pm hopefully, and maybe 7pm for Wed. Friday...may be like today, where I reached home at ELEVEN, or 2300 hours. So my timing to go home (go home, not the time I reach home) are like...5.05, 8pm, 7pm, 5.o5, 11? JC life is so fun right? Can stay out so late. Wheeeee~ Love it. (Note thick sarcasm) No Tues, they've cleverly glued 2 breaks together so I have...surprise, surprise! 5 PERIODS TOGETHER! Nonstop learning action. Hmmm... 5x50mins = 250 mins~4 hrs 10 mins of 1 practical, 1 lecture and 2 tutorial? Wonderful. Reminds me..I still have homework to do tomorrow.

Hmm...wat can I say about today? Start of perm timetable. Figured out that the CSI Meridian game didn't acheive its goal of accquainting me with the school when I lost my class and couldn't figure out where the 1st class I was in was.(LOL) Hmm...no choice but to go off and ask a teacher. Kinda embarassing. Haha. Anyway, I found out the block, and who says men don't ask for directions? =P Ahahahaz...1st lesson, Bio tutorial...

Turns out the tutorial I was chionging was not gone through, and 1st the teacher got to know our names, then took a picture of us, and then Calven told me that his class said you only have to do till page 2. I did up to page SIX. =S Mr Eugene Yoew is a funny man, but quite strict too. =\ Next was maths lecture. Played with GC, did funny graphs. Something weird going on. a function I found in my GC at SR and in the GC a while ago, disappeared when I quit the program. Its supposed to the the (a+b) formula thingy for drawing circles. I saw it ONCE in my Gc. I quit and went back and it was GONE. =S

Recess...had fish fillet, with rice this time. More interaction among the class now. Then, went for GP tutorial. =S Quite ok. Mr. Conrad appears to be quite a good teacher. Tells us his passing rate for the paper is 28 for the normal students, and 30 for the better ones. With all the luck I've been having lately, I'm bound to get into the 28 part. He told us to write a self intro, through which he would judge us and place us in the 28 or 30 passing mark band. So we did. My first line was "My Name is Kenneth Ang." Splendid. A-level work. YOU are going down to the usual 22.5 passing mark. Prepare to suck. What if I really do suck in GP. The entire meaning of my life will end. What's the point of scoring well in O level if I suck here? Argh. Die . Just tried my best.

Life's already been ironic so far. Dunno if I blogged about this, but I received a phone call askin me to return to school etc. went back, missed the rehearsal, but received a letter stating "We are pleased to inform you that your child/ward (ME) has been awarded the Academic Award for being the best in English in GCE O' level Examination 2005." At first I only skimmed, and I thought I was just top in the school. On further inspection, it turned out to be possibly, nationwide. But who cares? I can't even make GP rep. How ironic. Yet, it may be no surprise as GP is a lot different from English. Maybe I'll just let fate take its course. If it wants to give me a 28, or wants to bring me up at the O levels before sending me crashing down in a flaming hunk of twisted metal there's nothing I can do about it. Nothing. =\ Hafta remember to go back to school on the 8th to collect my prize.

Next was the bio lecture. Listened, went thru a revision, and watching something like a collection of short animations on the structure of protein. Stuff, you guys wouldn't wanna hear about. Pretty now as I type. I went home straight at 1205, had lunch, went online. Calven wanted to come over to help my sis's maple account with jupming quests, but he had to wait 20 mins for the bus. I left at 4.45, cycled to the busstop. As I was lockin my bike, the bus came.

Oh no..I quickly locked, and left, but as we turned around, we saw the bus drive off. -.- Great. We had to wait for the next bus and were gonna be late soon. Reached school exactly at 5.15 to find the gate locked! Fate was our to torment us today, when...as we were leaving to go around half the school, I spotted 2 girls walking to the gate! Whew. We waited till they pressed the button, then came in. Thank goodness. They were the only ones leaving school at that time, and one of them happened to be Anmari. What a coincidence..lol.

Dashed to the general office, to find the team there. I didn't bring money today, but gonna buy my equip soon. 1st match was ok..11, 2nd suck at 75, 3rd was halfway. =\ Perforimng badly near the end. Mayb better when I get my own bowling ball...+morale +connection with the ball..^^ Settled admin matters, then play 1 more round, before going to KFC to eat and talk. Left at 1030, reach the place where I parked my bike at 11. Psed shanw and clavne on the bus. Technically it shld be the minority that is separated from a group that is the one being PSed, right? Anyway, unlocked, cycled home. Watched my sis play O2JAM, logged on at 12. So tired.

Thursday, March 23, 2006,
3/23/2006 08:46:00 PM

Got my timetable today. Go home at 5 on Mon and Tue. Ugh. Latest at SR was 4+. =S Anyway, start at the beginning of the day. Rained last night, so I had to remember not to cycle too fast. Don't wanna stain my "Blutack" uniform right? Lol. 1st up was the Compass talk..blah blah...nothing much...Library talk was by Mr. Nathan, a short fiery Indian man who I saw kicking people out from the library before. =S He was quite a funny man though, what with people "receiving messages from nepal"(meditating/sleeping). Lol. 1 break. Class sat together. Has $2 WYSIWYG(what you see is what you get) chicken rice which consisted of chicken and rice. No more. Had chem...still can take it. Was really nodding off, when Vroooom!!! Whoa. Not startled or anything, but surprised. That ringtone made me alert for the rest of the lesson. The girl next to me kena shock cos she got kong ju gan after her phone rang in lecture b4. Lol. Then bio...we watch this great video about ecology. The cinematography was stunning. Static shots of islands and coral reefs, time lapse photograhy, and beautiful settings. A well-appreciated biolgoy period, buyt the lesson had to end when they were getting to the good part...filming sharks...awww. Lol. Had econs next. I forget Rule 1 of Econs is not to sit on the outer rows or you'll get called on to answer! Dang. I noticed the teacher's method was to call a person to answer, then she would continue, elaborating, and asking the next question to the person after. i.e. skipping the guy in the middle for the 3rd person. Then, I noticed the guy she was asking the question was 1 rows down. Oh no. Sure enough, she came up to me, and that's when Sarah sms me. Vrooom! Thanks goodness the lecturer was asking the questions at the very instant. I was surprised she never questioned me about it. Whew. Luckily I had the more unusual "Grand Prix" ringtone and not the quintesstial "peep peep!" Then I quickly answered the question while she (pretended to?) wait as though she hadn't heard anything.
"What was the 'Vroooom!!' marginal cost of the little pig building a house made of straw?"
"His house got destroyed by the wolf."
"Thats right...blah blah..."*walks away* Whew...lol
Then break, PW lecture which was totally unfunny, and BORING. Nearly screamed, just to break the boredom. Drummed my fingers, tapped the table, tried different postions of resting, all of which were slightly less uncomfortable than squeezing oneself into a yoga position. Pissed, I took out my Math, pondered a question, finally understood it, doodled,and prepared all my Maths stuff. When the lesson finally ended, just shifted down, carrying all my stuff with me. lol. Break, then Compass lesson. Played a short game to remember names. *Thinks super far ahead into the future and become kiasu Singaporean* Tried to be nominated at GP rep but failed horribly, miserably, and pathetically. Oh gawd I love English and I cant be the GP rep. Sucks. Now I don't have a single position. Which makes for a pretty portfolio.
"I would like to apply into [insert name of university]"
"Oh certainly, may I see your papers?"
*rustle*"Nice scores. May I see your portfolio now?"
"Of course."
*rustle*"Its...empty. You never held a position?Class? house? CCA?"
"Nope."*Grins*
"Okayyy...we'll contact you soon. Thanks for coming."
*rots*
Yay! Dead end. A' level cert and NOWHERE to go! Whoopee! A disgrace to the family name! A failure! Go back to take poly! Waste 2 years! Waste money! Yippee. All of the class positions are taken, and I have no illusions about my bowling skills. At most, I will be average, or slightly above. I will be a lowly member at most. No accomplishment. Nothing. Who feels like this blogskin now? I do! I do! But I mustn't give up right? I must further foray into politics! Wtih skin as thick as a rhino, yet thin enough to put on a defamation suit when insulted. Time go start working the ground! Time to start ~~kissing hands and shaking babies~~ kissing babies and shaking hands. Lol. Power to the people. Elections are coming! Let me updgrade your desks and chairs! How bout some economic restructuring drinks? Milo for everybody! *grins insanely* Whatever. At most, I will be another of the nobodies...stuck in the gutter, the grunge of society. The downtrodden. Trapped in the rat race, forever futiely trying to crawl out but never succeeding. The never-ending cycle. And that's the story of the future of my life. A nameless figure. A consumer. Held in place by the market economy. Buy buy buy, earn earn earn, work work work. At times like this, I wonder. It life really such a gift? Or is it just a torment. Competing day after day after day. Well, i'm talking to my friends, and I feel a bit better. Keyword: abit. Mayb I'v delved too deep into the "kiasu" role. What is a post? Something unis look at too! Ugh. If I cant go far in CG or in CCA, I cant do crap except study. Its temporary, but in the end...it may be a popularity contest or whatever. I've already lost round 1. I don't grudge Ariffin for winning. In fact I don't mind. Its just that I wanted that post, and now I dont even have a single one. In all my crapping I haven't done my bio tutorial. Damn. I don't even know why I am thinking this way. No offence but it may have come from my aunt. She encouraged me to join those good cca, join student council, and try and get a post in my CG. Subconsciously, I must have adopted that mindset. Am I myself anymore? I think not. Yet I cant get rid of the idea that I want that post. What's going on? What can I say? I was EL rep from sec1? of was it Sec 2? In sec school, I bet without volunteering, the wohle class would've sabo'ed me. Even Calven confirmed today on the bus. Ha-ha. Fat chance. We're all separated now. No point in thinkin about it. mayb that why people often get the impression that I'm very quiet. I don't waste my time in makin up illusions to make myself happy. I face it the way it is. No "If only I had..." or "What if..." or "If this happened..." When I know it's impossible, I don't waste my time fantasizing. That's one way to bring you down to earth. It seems so stupid. In secondary school, had I been "sabo"ed, I would've rejected the offer, unless under great pressure. What has changed me? The cruel competitive world outside I suppose. How sweet the innocence of childhood seems. Unawares of the cold harsh world outside. A dog-eat-dog world. Eat or be eaten. I'm just totally crapping now. I don't know what to do with my Bio tutorial now. Should do it now. Must force myself. The rat race beckons.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006,
3/22/2006 10:14:00 PM

Today was a short day, but I had a lot of incidents and revelations to post. So here goes...
Thought of the Day.
I realised today that MJC's uniforn is the same exact shade of blue as Blutack. What were they thinking? I realised this while holding a small lump of tack in my hand. Now I know why the uniform is so uncomfortable. It was derived from blutack. Blue and thick. Oh, then, the thickness makes it sticky. Lol. Welcome to the Blutack brigade.
Joke of the Day.
Well, actually, joke of yesterday. Calven and I were having our break in the canteen. Incindentally, we had bought Milo. I bought the packet one (70 cents) and he bought the canned one. ($1.10)This is how it went.
C:"After drinking the Milo, I think it SUCKS. And it cost $1.10."
K:"Huh? $1.10? Mine only cost 70 cents!"
C:"Yeah! Thats why!"
K:"Hey, wait wait wait...lemme check how much Milo there is in this thing."
*Rotates can*
*Checks packet Milo*
*Hysterical burst of laughter*
K:"Ahahahaha! Ahahahahahaha! There's only 240ml in that thing! Mine's got 250ml! Ahahaha! You paid 40cents more and got 10 ml less! LOL!"
C:"What the f***?! 240ml? I paid 40 cents more for the metal!"
K:*Trying to stop laughing* "Ahaha...you got conned and conned good man...lol..."
Now here's my attempt to depict the scene in photoshop. Looks quite crappy, but hey, I'm still learning..lol. Plus I have to draw with mouse! NOT. EASY.

Now, for today...nothing much. Assembly at 8.30. Tried to meet Fiona and Luther but she was LATE. Calven left me for breakfast with his CG, but he never went in the end. PS. Lol. Managed, barely to stick to my class today for the 1st lecture, CIP. Turns out MJC is anti-flag day. PWNZOR! xD Next was bio...I bought a highlighter during lunch. Stretegically chose yellow, so when it was mixed with my old blue one, it would create green! 3 highlighters for the price of 2. The blue one's due for retirement soon, then i'll hafta buy a new blue one. Went for chem...went thru SPA manual..learned what we often did in sec school was often WRONG. Here comes the revolution! Everything you ever did before was totally wrong! =D PW lecture, or as I like to call it, Psychdelic Wandering, where the teacher taught us brainstorming, and was accompanied by his turtle animation. Today was less of a trip into an alternate dimension. Couted his OKs with my GC. 200+ a bit low, but then, I did start about 5 mins past the lesson's beginning. Anmari concluded he was quite clever, only a bit eccentric. I concur. Lol. Next was Maths, also in LT4. We were butt-warming the chairs in there for 2.5 hours. Pity the H2 Maths Group 2 ppl. During Maths, I wondered why this place seemed more of a place stuffed full to the brim with screaming, high, pubescent teens, than my high school ever was. Interesting. The students (mostly female?) sreamed, shrieked, whistled, and cheered upon the introduction of every JC 1 Math tutor. It was as as though F4, 5566, Mayday, and whatnot were in the house and holding a joint concert. =\ They soon quietened down upon the severe beratings by the lecturer...so envious when I saw the lecturer using tablet pc...damn. (>.<) Lol. Think every teacher has one. After Maths, go home! Wahaha...uh read some bio lecture notes. Felt a bit guilty about slacking. Wanted to do tutorials, but some bio qns I wasnt sure, and I needed some help with chem. Havent attempted, but if I wait till tml and try and do in a group, I may be able to get it done quickly with minimal fuss. Gonna get wasted tml...5.05pm release..ugh...nice..finished bloggin exactly at 11..ciao.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006,
3/21/2006 10:42:00 PM

Today was ok. Survivable. Lost my class in the morning madness. Crap. Imagine a sea of a few hundreds humans packed too close for comfort shuffling up 3 stairs to 2 LTs. Why they situated the LTs on the second floor is a mystery I'll never know. There's not enough floor space for everyone to wait outside, and during the changeover of period, there's this horrible scrimmage all over the entire floor. Lost my class so I sat alone for the Leadership & Enterpise talk. I'm gonna be a student councillor because it'll leave a pretty mark on the portfolio that I can show to the universities! Such honesty! You're in! Ha-ha. Fat chance. No leadership roles in secondary school so there's not the faintest glimmer of hope. Well, back in sec 2 Miss Ng wanted to nominate me to try out for conucillor but I insisted no because the TIC (Tyrant-In-Charge) of my CCA back then was Miss ~~siao~~Seow. She insisted on none of the multimedia club members having and involvement in being a coucillor. Well, some people still did, and one day, she called us all together military-style and violently lambasted those who dared to stand up against her. Well, they upped and left, and thats the last I saw of my P6 friends for a very long time. Everyone of them who entered the same CCA as me became a concillor. =S She's gone now, so good bye and good riddance. I remember serving as EL rep...back in sec 2 I think...long time ago..haha. Time passes so quickly when you reflect on the past, but ever so slowly when you sit in a lecture. Haha. Entered H2 biology to lose my class because by some mysterious arrangement, all the seats allocated to my class were taken. -.- Ended up sitting separately again, in front of Calven. Didn't talk much. Psycho-ed myself in to mug-mode, and managed to remain attentive, and wide awake. Got into Maths and fiddled with the GC while doing some lecture notes. When it finished, bought an econs book, econs wb, and H2 Maths notes. Heavy, Thick and Ex. My bag is full of notez now. =\ Dunno how I cycle everyday. Attended Econs lecture. Still know noone there. Enjoyed it more today. Has MJ included "young and funny comedian" as part of the job requiremtns to be an Econs lecturer? There seems to be an unusual amount of humor in these lectures. Had 1Hr 40mins break...entered mug-mode with Calven(surprise, surprise!) and read up on Bio in the library. Saw this Indian guy (dunno what post he holds) kick several people out for talking. Well, my MP3 died halfway, and I went to my bag to take my batteries to find someone had splashed/spilt water on my bag. Grr... at least it was just water. Cold water at that. Went back for chem. Starting to understand a bit more. Turns out Anmari is combined chem student too...just as clueless as I am...hahaz. Next was PW lecture. Or should I say X-files period. Took as 50 minute trip into an alternate dimension, where the lecturer rrrrrolled his "r"s, walked like a penguin, used a lot of "ok"s, ok? And "right"s, right, and talked about brainstorming tools such as SPERM. That's right, you heard me. SPERM. In case you're wondering, that stands for Soical Political Economic Religious Military. Its used to think of what effect a certain development could have..or something or other. No Chinese, so went home. Wanted to get an extra few hours of sleep, but ended up dowloading Adobe Photoshop. Finally! I have it on my com! Muahahahaz...funness. Experimented, played about with it, before going for dinner. Watched my sis play O2Jam a while, then took over to read blogs and blog. Gotta go sleep now. Need my rest..nearly couldn't wake up today. Zzz...amazing what I tell myself early in the morning, but can never accomplish. Extra sleep..lol. Well, tml's another day of thick-shirt-wearing, staying-awake-during-lecture, school. Still hate MJ's shirt. =S
PS. I apologise for spelling errors. No time to check, or I really won't wake up tomorrow.

Monday, March 20, 2006,
3/20/2006 09:29:00 PM

Today was pretty bad. Rate it a 2 outta 5. Fizzled and burnt out; crashed and burned; wasted and pwned. Sucks. High expectations of making it into a class along with most of my CG. Good news! Go away! In 06S305. Damn. don't know many people there..3 ppl I know. Anmari and Ariffin(OGL). Sad. Calven went to 306 and Ser Min in 304. No Castor 8 ppl in there but at least she has 12 EX-classmates! I got a raw deal and it pretty much sucks. So grateful there's Anmari and Fin. Honestly, I'd dunno what to do without them. Lol. Totally dunno anyone. At least Calven has plenty of OG people in 306. Majority of C8 went to 308. Great. At least the CT was quirky Mr Conrad. Brightened up my day. A little. Don't really like MJ's shirt...material is like a coupla times thicker than the NC one. Was sweating all day. =S Still not used to it. H2 Maths was nothing. They showed us the basic thing to do with a graphic calculator. The guy even showed us pictures he DREW on it. There was a bug, a frog, and a HUMAN FACE COMPLETE WITH SHADING. Guy must have a lot of time on his hands. Now I know what maths professors do all day in a room alone with their calculator. Well, I'm not sure if he's a professor, but with his skill at GC, he's pro enough to be one. XD 2.5 hour break spent in the library. Spent the 1st 50 mins or so attempting to read a H2 biology book for fun. =X After Calven left for Chinese, swapped to a book called Lonely Planets. Pretty good. At least I had something to do. Figured I was one of the few who was actually reading and not slacking off. Went to chemistry where I couldn't find anyone. Bumped into Sheng Yang. P6 friend..cool. We both did combined, and were pretty jammed. Came home and I managed to figure it out. Whew. I can't slack in Chem. Went for bio..w/o notes, so she just did admin matters only. Learnt Calven was ACCEPTED into..uh..SP right? cant remember. Anyway he thinks he should continue with JC, since he's alr bought the uni and has to do 1 month of it. So what should he do now? Went for PW lecture. It was a sleepfest. I tried to fight dozing off as Mr. Hon was a coupla rows behind me only. =S Still didn't make it. The teacher is kinda funny...keeps on using "ok" and "right". Then went on to econ, which was a total f***up. Tired, I tried to interpret the sitting arrangement AND SAT IN THE WRONG EFFING PLACE. I tried again, and went to the wrong place. Right one was opposite. The teacher started counting down and I rushed over, and couldn't find my class. Well, kinda..I went to the place and realised I couldn't recognised anyone, wth. Everyone was settling down, so I just gave in, gave up, and surrendered. Surrendered myself to the vagaries of life, surrendered myself to this sucky day, and I just sat down. Away. In a corner. As far from another human I could find. I sat there emotionless, expressionless,unfeeling throughout all the jokes which everyone laughed at. Waiting for the lesson to be over so I could go home. The teacher dragged on, but the moment it was over I just upped and left. Finito. Met Fiona outside so I went with her to the busstop, and then Calven came. Along with Luther. We all took the bus home. Got off, got to my bike, to find a pleasant surprise waiting for me. Either deliberately, or by accident, my bike was off angle. the metal on my chain which was just nice in a tight loop about my bike and the post, had scraped several portions of the decal off and some paint. On reflection, it was probably deliberate as there were several horizontal scratches in the same direction suggesting some one had repeatedly, tugged or pulled at my bike, causing the metal part of the chain to scrape against it several times. Great. CSI Kenneth. A great end to my day. of course there was no way to take that MF down, so I can only do this. On second thought, forget it. I had orginially written down that I had cursed him/her and etc. to an incredibly detailed and horrible fate, but what's the point? I'll keep it within me. You see, I do believe in Karma/Good Deeds, or whatever you call it, so i'll just do the short version. The point is, it'll catch up with you, and when it does, I hope I'll be up there laughing while you rot in hell for the rest of eternity. Douchebag. Thanks for putting a nice end to my incredibly sucky day. It's made worse now after I came online...but thats nothing I'd like to talk about. Feel the urge to make a darker, more depressed, and morbid logskin but I lack my fonts. Crap. Next time. Really feeling like it now...all my cool fonts in the infernal hunk of junk. My pentium 4.

Sunday, March 19, 2006,
3/19/2006 12:58:00 PM

A day of surprises. We found the pro shop closed when we got there, so we didn't know what to do. We decided to go to Bugis, and I dropped in on Joanne..lol. Then we bumped into Shawn and Calven wandering about...later we went back to the store and admired the new Xbox 360, before she went back to work again. I joined Shawn and Calven and we went to play 1hr of pool at hougang. Had lots of fun recalling our days in secondary school. Lots of funny stories. Came home to find my sis playing O2JAM. She's improved quite a lot, which is nothing considering she was palying the same song for about 3 and a half hours. =S Also had a surprise when I went to MSn, or as I know it now, PENGUIN MSN. =.= Whoo-pee. I saw a deformed MSN icon and was surprised when she told me she had downloaded PENGUIN MSN. Now all I see are penguins, and virtually all icons are penguins! What the? I'm very unused to it...-.- Let's play count the penguins!

Thanks a lot sis...=S Oh, and I'm not sure how to install it, so if it has spyware or adware, and anything malicious...you are so dead. Lol. Let's se my sis's computer capers.
1)Asked me to download maple which took all of 1 hour or so, then, she played till she became a level 11 archer and gave up. =S
2) After that, she asked me to download Little Fighter, again, which I wasn't sure she was gonna play. She did, along with the aid of 7 of the most powerful charactyers in the game, all AI controlled, fighting for her while she hid at the back and drank HP and mana potions. ^^3) Discovering the joy of downloading music, she went wild. I woke up the next day to find assorted Lion King songs, The Simpsons quotes, and Spongebob songs on the computer. Of them all, there were about 20 Spongebob songs, one of which had the exciting title of Spongebob and Squidward Party Remix. Ugh.
Luckily another repeat of that incident hasn't happened, lol. Anyway, that's all, ciao! ^^
[UPDATE]
Another day spent at home again? Probably. Lol. Mayb going out ot check out bowling equipment with Shawn and Calven. What I know about purchasing a bowling ball could be placed on the back of a postage stamp with space left over for a 500-word essay. =S Lol. So may be going out with them later to check it out. Played com till 3AM last night. Lol, my sis discovered the joy of O2JAM. Tried it out also for fun...doing pretty well on the NOOB SONG. XD Eh..first-timer, whaddya expect? Then I realis Calesta wrote a WONDERFUL testi for me on frenster. Can't believe it....*muscle spasm* Thanks ar...^^*twitch* So I also repaid her...with a proper one this time. =P Hmm...trying to get that Lazy Ass Calven(LA) to come online. I was spamming+nudging him like hell..and he didn't reply. Turns out he was sleeping! Com was on cos of the music..=X I claled him and he told me he just woke up. Aw man..he got Shawn's sms but never replied..lol. Those late nights will be the death of you man...I otld him to come onlie so we could discuss what time to go out but he never did. Probably fell asleep upon the throne. Lol. Now he's here..lol...

Saturday, March 18, 2006,
3/18/2006 11:23:00 PM

Boredom. It's amazing what you'll do with too much time and a Graphic Calculator in your hands. Haha.

Ugh...spilt water over the kitchen. Because the washing machine is next to the fridge, I often use it as a "table" for my cup, while I get the bottle of cold water from the fridge. This time, the machine was on the spin cycle, and me, the genius that I am, put the cup there. The cup vibrated all the way until it tipped over just as I poured water over it. Great. Then I relised why this never happned before. My old cup was shorter. =X . Lol...so I had to clean up...
[UPDATE]
Zzz...day spent at home. Rejected Shawn's offer of pool cause I wanted to save money. =X Spent my day watching a rerun of Mythbusters on cable...and installing MapleSEA for my sis. She also dl-ed O2JAM. Became test subject for a new dish. Well. Its supposed to be macaroni and cheese. Sorta. And with prawn and egg inside plus chilli and cheese it doesnt really look like mac and cheese. =X

Appearances aside, it was pretty good! I even had a second helping. =p Ah, and so is my dad now. =D Hmm...
watched my sis play maple, and had a small argument with over over why she...HATES FRIENDSTER? AND BLOGGING? I'm like whats wrong with it? And she's like I hate all the writing of profiles thing. I'm not generalising, but don't MOST girls LOVE friendster? Many add friends like their life depended on it, and collect testimonials as though each contained the answer to all of life's questions. =D No offence...jkjk. So I think its a bit weird that she detests it. Also? I thought many girls like to blog too? Ahaha..each to his/her own...=S May have to wait till secondary school. She resists the idea of learning to cycle too. How much fun are you gonna have at a class chalet/bbq if you don't cycle? Cycling is one of the greatest fun activities you can do with your friends. You won't die witihout it, but wouldn't it be a fun experience? =S I think that oh, mayb she'll realise the importance of so-and-so and will try and learn/change in the future. So I wait. And I wait. And I think...maybe I'm wrong. hmm...had a "debate" with my mum. Because her friend thinks "I should join the arts stream because my English is so good". -.- I already chose the subject combi! Whaddya want me to do? Back in SR, the same thing happened. AFTER I selected computing as my course, she went "oh, why did you choose computing? computing is not a good course....blah, blah." Well yes, fine! I didn't choose it now, but what's the point of going on after I have chosen already. Now do you expect to to return to MJ and go "Excoose me hor, I hor, want to change my de course leh, cos hor my de mummy de friend say right, my de Engrish is belli de good leh, so i can change not, ar? "And...the person will go on and let me change to the Arts Faculty when I haven't the FOGGIEST idea what to choose. Hmm...Engrish literatre? To be or not to be? That is the question. Economics? The demand curve and the supply...I'm already taking that as H1. How we came to this topic was by...
Her:How many H2 you taking ar? How many H1 you taking ar?
Me:[Counts]3 H2 4H1 la...why you wanna know? so impt meh?
Her:No la..want to know how many subject and wad you taking ma...
Me: =Her: you is take 3 H2 or 4 H2 ar?
Me:[get irritated cos she alredy asked the same thing less than a min ago]Of course 3 H2 la...I where got so clever can take 4 H2...
Her:IF you know you not so li hai den why you never choose arts? You still choose science? My friend say you should go arts ma...
Me: *Peng* =.= Cannot take 3 H2 that means must choose art stream la?
--END--
I really buay tahan at this point. So it roughly ended there..with me defending why I shouldn't go Arts. Not that arts is in any way "bad" of course. So I came here to blog...outta boredom..chatting levels at 10%...gonna read other blogs soon. I choked while drinking water just now, and the keyboard is wet...haha...=S

Friday, March 17, 2006,
3/17/2006 08:57:00 PM

Hmm...back here again. Learned blogger suffered a minor breakdown resulting in some blogs being unable to be viewed. =\ WeiHao and Sarah tio. I didn't know what happened when I visited her blog, until I saw WeiHao's new blog. Tough luck...need to chg blog addy. Quite troublesome to inform the rest...good luck..haha. Yeah...today at Kbox was fun. Went to sch to miss the rehearsal, and just came back with the letter inviting my parents to the prize-giving ceremony. Bathed, then rushed out...met them at 12. See, not so late after all! Lol. $18.10 for 2-7pm...sing sing sing. Ah..my $$$! =S Lol...cos we were early, we ate lunch at Mac's, randomly took pictures, and randomly took pictures again in the Karaoke room...haha. At Mac marcus wanted to "wait till the queue is short to buy icecream". Its the lunch hour leh! The queue won't be getting shorter until past the next hours or so! lol. Before we ate, I bought a milkshake to try out...its not bad...quite thick..but oso very sweet! =X For me, I have to share with someone...cos I also had an upsized Coke. Hmm..nothing much else to say, except we had a lot of fun belting out Linkin Park, although the MV totally sucked cos it was those lame pretty scenery + 1 woman doing provocative poses video, instead of the totally awesome totally pwnzor MTV ones. w00t. Some of the LP ones had, and they totally rocked. Chioness. We had fun with "F**k it (I don't want you back)" by Eamon, where we had no qualms about emphasising the "f**k"s and "sh*t"s loudly. Well, it was only me and Gina, but it was so funny! ahahaz...=PPP Okay...pics now.

Took this for fun I guess...who needs to care aboutr film in a digital cam? Muahahaha...I LOVE technology.

Rushing to pose creates a blurred picture.

Tou pai my lunch!

Sarah zi lian

Official Pic of my lunch. Mcwings is so ex..but its yummy! Once in a while...

My milkshake

Shared milkshake. Actually They only took a sip lor. Bleah..when I needed help to finish...

"Buy Mcdonald's milkshake now! Its shakelicious!"

Candid 1

Candid 2

SUPER Candid..bwahahaha..tyco shot.

Marcus unawares. lol.

Pose.

Gina. Damn, she so pro. Cannot believe her voice...I'm so envious lor..go join Singapore Idol or Campus Superstar! Amazing. =X

lalala~~~zzz...had to install shockwave palyer earlier, but the thing froze and I ended the crap. Then I tried again, and it failed. Thnak goodness for Firefox! I used firefox and it managed to install the shockwave. Boo to you IE! I seem to be supporting the underdog lately these days. And winning. Muahahaz.

Is there a fly in my drink?

Lonely...I am so lonely...I have nobody...

Thursday, March 16, 2006,
3/16/2006 05:48:00 PM

Back online again with my P3 and its still going strong! Who says P3s are junk! Lol...it's saved my life. The average teenage body can only last 1 week without the internet. =P Thanks goodness I had the presence of mind to load all my 300+++ songs inside. With internet, it runs like a charm. Lacking some programs, its almost identical to my P4, except a tad slower, but who cares! Cant wait to go out. I was very tired yesterday night, but the sleep was good enough to recharge me. Didn't go out today..=[ Gonna bring my cam to fill my blog with pics again. Ppl who want the Seoul Garden pics have to wait. I have them on my infernal pentium 4, which is currently disconnected and sitting in a corner. And I uh...erased the pic earlier before I remembered I could load them on this com again. So...uh...yeah. Oops. So anyway, guys, Pentium 3! And Pentium 3, guys!

Oh yes, btw, I have moved the links to different parts of my blog about, and added a photogallery, where some of the nicer pics I have taken will remain easily accessible, instead of stuck in an old archive. I expect they will soon need archives of their own too..=P I haven't uploaded all of them, cos my com keeps crashing now..I'll see what I can do to get my pics outta that infernal hunk of trash. -.-
[UPDATE]
Woo-hoo! Thank goodness for Pentium 3s! Never. I repeat, NEVER insult a Pentium 3 within earshot of me. You hear? This old restored Pentium 3, orininally sitting in my sis's room, was unusable cos shortly after we repaired the CPU, the monitor BROKE DOWN. Stupid right? Oh well, cos the P4 outside which I was using kept crashing like, a minute after it started up, I got SO pissed, I unplugged EVERYTHING, removed the "Pentium 4", and dragged the P3 out, connected EVERYTHING back up. Done and done. It's a downgrade, but at least it doesn't CRASH. A non-crashing Pentium 3. What a relief. That pathetic Pentium 4 is now rotting in the same place where this belvoed Pentium 3 was. Phew. And that's the end of that! Sayonara, Byebye, Au Revoir! Why didn't I think of this sooner? Its not lagging that much...nvm, off to dl MSN now. Ciao!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006,
3/15/2006 11:56:00 PM

Today is the day. Seoul Garden. Muahahahaz...haven't been there in a really long time alr. Gonna stuff myself full. XD Arranged to meet Pik Xuan and Yenwei at 1115, ended meeting up with 20 members of the class before we went off. Lol. Arrive late at Orchard where they all stood around and caught up with each other on stuff, and played with cameras. Lol.Zzz..Blogger refuses to upload my 1st pic which is in JPEG. -.- So I changed the format to PNG.

They were all around this escalator being repaired, talking, which was a pretty bizarre sight.

Then we went to Taka, and up several escalators...

before arriving at Seoul Garden. Woo-hoo!

Where we had marcus acting cute...

And Lincoln spinning his Beyblade"bowl"

and a Bey"Bowl" tournament. The blur on the extreme left is Lincoln's, the one in the middle isYenwei's.

We starting cooking, (and gorging)

and soon after it became...

The girls over-filled their soup bowl and created a mini-moat...lol

And the rest posed for pics...

I couldn't get the ice to fit into my cup,

so we punished it on the hotplate,

and scraped off the nasty bits.

Seoul Garden rocks.

Left at 2.30 with Calven to go for bowling trials together. Psed my dessert, but made it 10 mins early.

Wish we could spend the day with the rest, but the trial were impt. Still ok tho. 110 and 111 in 1st and 2nd games. Whew. I'm IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ Wahey! Yes...^^ So played 1 more game, before leaving with Calven. Met...surprise, surprise!!! Alden, Nic Lee, Lincoln, Luther, Pik Xuan and Yvonne. Joined them for drinks. Took pics of Lincoln and PX eating..lol. Talked about stuff, then went home to find my new Ti-84 Plus. Yes! ^^ Tested it out. Installed 2 games for fun. =P Not bad. 1 ball game and 1 racing game. =P Then wrote testi for Jasmine OGL! =P And started blogging. A bit sleepy now. Must be all the going out these days...dozed off in the bus back from tampines..zzz

OK. I have officially lost it. The com crashed after I had finished typing out a blog post. (Think 500+, 600+ words) See why I lost it. I always crashes when I blog, never before or after. That’s why I couldn’t stand it anymore. I just lost it. The whole thing was gone. I attacked the CPU with the fury of a person about to vomit blood and who has been containing his anger for the past few weeks without ever letting it escape. I never hit the com once. Until today. I just cracked. That was the final straw. Snap. I just whacked the side of the CPU with a few times before I cooled down. That was so not me. I really lost control back then. I tried writing in Word, but even after the crash, my document wasn't recovered. Great. So what I do now is so save every…oh sentence or so? How time efficient. Ya…um, sry Kryztilia.

So ok…here it goes. Went out, s'posed to meet Calven at 1pm, but we met at 2pm we waited for him to drag his lazy ass outta bed and haul butt to CP. Haha =D He slept at 4. Then we went to bowl. 5 games each. Whew, finally got spinning. Took about 2 games before I got it right! ^^ Hope it's enough to enter the team tml. I was supposed to meet Kryztilia at Raffles Place at 6.30, so I rushed home to get the neoprints and rush to RP, arrived a bit late only. Whew. =D Her friend had something on and cancelled so I joined her and we walked about. Wasn't much to see at RP, so we went to City Hall. Walked about the Citylink mall, before going to Raffles City. Went to Marks and Spencers and bought expensive snacks. Ahahaz. We each bought a pack of biscuits cos if you buy 2 u get 15% off. And we also bought Turkish Delight. She said it's nice. I can't wait to try. ^^

Then we tried to find the nearest Macdonalds, which meant walking all the way to Funan. Bumped into wenming there, which was a big coincidence, cos I just bumped into him a coupla days ago at Hg Mall. We went to Mac's, shared a 6pc nugget meal and had a sundae each. Yum! And I thought I was the only one who finished off the entire sundae, including every drop of chocolate. We heart chocolate! ^^ Lol.

While eating I saw a kid happily riding those $1 machines. Ah, the innocence of childhood. It took so little to amuse us. Yet as we grow up, all we want is more more more. The best, the newest, the latest. No more no-name squeaky shoes, its either Nike or Adidas. No more Giordano Kids, give me Ripcurl or give me death. We want gizmos and gadgets. Pieces of metal and silicone whose user guides are often larger than the item itself. I saw an ad online on the MSN main site. “Flirt with sms”. Technology and debauchery? What has become of our society? If you sat these people use such programs as they know they are flirting and being flirted with, may I ask when did feeling become so fun to play with? To be hawked online and fooled around with? Really…

I'm trapped in this techno web. Look at the amount of the electronic stuff in my wish list, lol. I'm not materialistic. No, seriously. Don't you dare give me that look. Lol. Yeah. Can't judge a person by his/her wish list. I add these things, cos they are my wants, but I won't die without them. I know not all wishes come true, but I do know it would be great to have the listed items…so, interpret it however you like, but My recommendation...interpret it as my future birthday present list! =P Ahahaz. So yup..that's it…still got a lot of un-cancelled stuff on the list. Anyone willing to help me cancel out a few? Your help is greatly appreciated, haha. ^^

Oh, and btw, Gina. Concerning your recent post...did you read the paper today? Sleeping too long kills, you know... http://www.todayonline.com/articles/106441.asp check it out...

Monday, March 13, 2006,
3/13/2006 09:39:00 PM

Yeah...found sth to do today. Went out with Joanne. I would have been bored to death at home. Went to PS, and wasted 40 cents to leave the station AND enter PS lvl 2 to go to the toilet. How truoblesome. Yes, I know, don't tell me about the magical invisible toilets of the MRT station...I couldn't find them. XP Went back in to meet Joanne, and took the wrong train. Super blur today. LOL. =.= Took it to Orchard and took all the way back to City Hall. Because I took the wrong train *bang head* She went to Bugis 1st then we met. When did meeting someone become so difficult? Ahahaz. So went to The Wallet Shop WHERE I FINALLY BOUGHT MY WALLET NO THANKS TO YOU GUYS. XP I really couldn't wait after these 2 or 3 week you guys made me wait...-.- finally man...

My wallet is now $33, thankyouverymuch for all your dragging. =X $7 a lot leh..my money...T_T Only consolation is a 15% discount voucher. Hmmm *thinks* an excuse to buy a bag! xD So after that we went to walk about and Joanne bought some stuff, as I excitedly transferred my money and stuff over...by-by, stinky wallet. We also took plenty of pics at the Bugis fountain. We also tried free neoprint,s but most were blurry. =P Then we went to bugis village to look at stuff, went back, transferred trains to go to Clarke Quay, where we exhausted 2 two pairs of Energiser Rechargable NI-MH batteries with our phototaking. =O Photo flood coming up later. We walked and we took, and we took some more. I was really interested cos I've only been to Clarke Quay a few times before, and the place is really different. I was thirsty by the end of it all, and thank goodness for a 7-11 that was there when I needed one. I bought a Pepsi Max, and we shared a Slurpee...yummy! ^^ As we walked back to the MRT station, well you know Clarke quay is supposed to be a place with hot nightspots, so...one of the restaurants we passed has a tv on the wall, and it was screening dirty jokes. Woo-hoo! Conservative people be warned. >:]
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Lol...anyway we went to the station, and we separated when she went for her job interview. Good luck! =D We did lot of stuff and saw lots of places, but I'll just let the pictures do the talking...hehe

Goody. My super crappy gay pentium 4 crashed while i was using Blogger and MSN. Re-uploading 20+ pics again. I NEED A LAPTOP. NOW, DAMMIT!

Our slurpee...

Artistic scenery shots...
Then when I got home, I practised shooting cards again, with some orphaned UNO cards I found lying around. Cos they were lighter than playing cards, I stapled 2 to make a throwing card, and voila! Pics...The timing was hard since I had to coordinate my throw with the auto-timer, instead of getting my sis to take the pics for me(human reaction time) Also, without the flash, the card was too fast to be captured, in the end, flash was used and I got the hanging-in-the-air movie special effect. Yeah, ok I think I look stupid cos I was concentration on the timing of my shot. Damn. Lol.

Sunday, March 12, 2006,
3/12/2006 11:53:00 PM

I was reminded of this incident when I was chatting with my mei abt about career stuff. I recalled I was at this ATROCIOUS freaking scammer career talk back in Sec 4. Bah..wasted my $10. 5 plates of chicked rice(10 in sec sch), 1 movie ticket, and 4 bowling games, or 2 hours pool(roughly). Wth. It was a while back so the details are not so accurate but this is what roughly happened.Ok...So this is what was promoted to us.(PS: Behind this post is the blog for today, 12 March)

1)Confirmed 100% seating
2)Beverages
3)Lunch
4)A CAREER TALK

This is what we got: When we came, the entire place was flooded with lots of other students and people. They were all buying up tickets.We had already "pre-ordered" ours so we flashed them and just walked in and sat down. As the talk started, we saw the hall was filled with students from different schools, and at the back were the people who had just bought the tickets. Its like being in the last few rows.(Which was good for them)

We were served bottles of NEWater, and some packet drinks. They looked positively inviting. The NEWater came from dusty boxes, and the bottles looked as though they were from the last millenia, with dust on them and grime stained caps. Fearlessly, I opened up one and attempted to kill myself with what was in it, but fortunately survived. My other friends(cant remember who) were not so lucky. They drank from their 50-year old packets of soy bean milk. (yummy!) One took a sip, and redecorated the table top with soy bean. Seriously. The others reached for tissue papers, and did CPR on the paper with the milk. Apparently they had gotten the "Extra-Strong" and "Chunky" edition of the milk. you know, like chunky peanut butter, they had "chunky" curdled spoilt soy bean milk. How appetising. Nevertheless, we attempted take a risk and attain more "edibles". Then came the breakfast provided, which was sandwiches.

Great right? WRONGO! They distributed them from the back,and all the (pardon my langauge) LAZY-ASSED INDIVIDUALS who decided to come in and buy last minute tickets like this and paid less than us cos FOOD was not s'posed to be provided for them GRABBED OUR BREAKFAST. Nice job, ~~a$$ho~~ organisers. Because we chose to be nearer the front the food never reach us. Oh goody. The career talk ended up as a preview of a JC lecture, and was a total sleep fest. Before lunch, they just gave us a form to fill, and a booklet to check our "score" to see wad job we could be in. Sixu learns wushu, and is very skilled in fighting. A perfect "nanny" right? Don't ask me; ask the mighty booklet. =.=

I still cant believe I wasted $10 on this. In sec 4, it was half of one week's lunch money. When lunch came, the people at the back rushed out as though the very hounds of Hades were snapping at their heels and got OUR food. we sat near the front and was among the last ot get out. Thanks guys, you paid less and took our breakfast AND lunch. I'm sure we'll survive without the first TWO meals of the day, right? Right? We walked out without bothering to queue for the food because the FREELOADERS were having ours. Jerks. In the end we decided the whole event was a rip-off, the freeloaders were, well, freeloaders, and we could probably sue for fraud. Lacking the monetary recourses, we walked out on the entire show with the "Booklet", and went somewhere else for lunch, skipping the post-lunch sleep fest. In case you're wondering, I can be a "blacksmith". Oh wow, reaaalll useful. I can get a job when Peter Jackson directs "The Lord Of The Rings(Singapore version)" One word. Scammers. Hahaz...

As I was sitting down to blog, I saw a green and pink jewel on my wall. Nice. If you're wondering what it is...
It's one of nature's works of art, and one which I have never seen before...haha. I took a couple of shots, and can't decide which is better, so...

So anyway..also have this shot of this morning's sunlight peeping thru the curtains in my parent's bedroom..lol.

Ok...today's my mum's birthday, so we're going out this evening. Joined the old guard out today. Lol. Me, Shawn,Calven,Sixu,and Siwei. We wandered about trying to find the stuupid Far East Plaza.Lol. Know why? Cos there's a Far East Shopping centre, and a Lucky Plaza,when all we want is Far East Plaza. =S And these places have the Far East Organisation Logo. -.- We wandered about, "found" Far East Shopping centre, and walked back tryin to find it. Went around in a great big..uh..L-shaped loop, and ended up back in front of Far East Shopping Centre. Owch. Went back again, and tried to find it, retraced our steps, to find we had missed Far East Plaza behind us. Lol. Went to Zinc, and watched SiWei buy his bag before returning to dhoby ghaut, cos we couldn't think of anything to do. (All too ex/no time eg. Movie, Pool, Bowling)Throughout it all I was really preoccupied by this sms conversation, cos it was screwing up my plans for next week, yet I remembered our route. Ok here's WAS my EX-plan. I think need a PDA now or mayb a secretary. LOL!

To Go out List:
Buy wallet (Bugis/ Marina Sq./Mon)
Eat Mango Ice (Bugis/Mon)
Sec Sch Class Outing (Orchard meet, den Seoul Garden/Wed)
Tentative MJC OG Outing (thur of Fri?)
Bowling Training (Tues)
Kbox with SR OG (Tues)
Tentative crash of SR, cos of Eliza lol (Thur of Fri?)

So these are the changes i received today:
Monday cant make it cos of mum(Sarah), SO I CANNOT BUY WALLET. *pissed off mode* Please. Can stop changing and dragging or not! I RLY CANT TAKE IT! First u sick, den Gina PS me, and now u cancel tml. Give me a break! You guys give me hope then snatch away. Its cos after March hols I won't be seeing you guys for a rly long time, thats why I bin wiating for you guys to be free! OUR LAST CHANCE FOR A LONG TIME!!! PLEASE. STOP IT. Or I'ma freakin kill you guys. =.= I've been waiting for that wallet for 2 to 3 weeks le! I don't care. If we go and the design's not there you 2 owe me a drink. Big time. All your fault. :P Only Marcus haven PS me or wad. Yet.

Bowling Shawn don't wanna go so early, so at most I'll be spending a measly 3 hrs with them in Kbox. I don't know why I'm still goin. Waste money. Atm ost I'll reach Hougang plaza at 4! 4!!! Wed class outing so I had to say no to MJ OG outing on Wed. Either Thurs or Fri. so either I crash SR tml, or Thur or Fri, or buy wallet on Fri, Or mayb go out with Joanne tml if she free, or stay at home.
ARGH. So messy. *bangs head* I . Need. Help. And wad abt dear old TUESDAY? I wanna go with OG but I gotta train my bowling cos I need to ENTER THE TEAM. Oh and wait. Wad if MJ OG outing on Fri, and Sarah free on Fri? AHHHH....I'm going crazy here. =.= Seriously. When did fun become freakin messed-up schedule? *mental breakdown* If MJ OG meets Buy Wallet on FRi. It's like Super Enthu OG I love VS Wallet I wait 3 wks and enduire PSing for. I dunno which to choose. Argh. Freak.

And my new schedule?
Mon: Stay home/Crash SR/go out with Joanne
Tues: Bowling with Shawn and Calven->rush to Kbox to find SR OG. =.=
Wed: Sec Sch Class outing, so MJ OG outing
Thur: MJ OG outing? (Hopefully..Not friday! not friday!)
Fri: MJ OG outin (now what?)/ Go out buy wallet (which now!?)

Damn, damn damn. Anyone can fix my schedule for me? If you're confused, don't worry...you're not alone. Crap la. So anyway, I went to PS to meet my family as the rest left for Calven's house, had a solitary $6.25 cent cuppa coffee at starbuck. Sigh. I seem to be having quiet solitary coffees alone pretty often lately. I can't possibly be anti-social, can I? I mean, lookit my schedule? Lol. So went to Pizza Hut, stuffed myself SO VERY FULL, I lose my appetite(in a good way) when I think about it. Walked about, Checked out Laptops in Carrefour and Best Denki, before heading home and blogging. It's not so often that TOO MUCH fun activities during my holidays makes me sad. Its always too little...until today. =[ Hmm...oh yeah regarding a conversation I had ytd with my mei, we were talking abt career stuff , and I had this funny story about a career talk I attended. Cos I was leaving, I'm gonna blog it now so she, and you guys can see it....lol

Haha..I must be a pro at this or something. I shld try for a part-time job at the CIA. Because guess what I found at http://maps.google.com? MJC! That's right! A few seconds after deciding to find it like I found SR, I did it! Check out my proof. CLICK TO ENLARGE PIC.

A - Park View Primary School. Mayb they should change it to Meridian View Preimary School, lol.

B - Cerebral Palsy center, next to MJ. Could MJ's proximity to it signal a sinister bond between the 2?

C - Track and...uh...um...Field. Where IS the track anyway? LOL.

D - Hall

E - Sports Block

F - Lecture Theatres and Atrium

BTW, SCROLL DOWN 4 TODAY'S POST, THIS IS JUST AN EXTRA.

Saturday, March 11, 2006,
3/11/2006 10:24:00 PM

Yeah...today was a pretty weird day. Ok..so had pretty much nothing to do in the day...went online for a while, surfed, read blogs, den went off. Still pretty wasted from ytd...I remember last night I heard the loudest rendition of the college anthem ever, cos everyone was so high! Now I know what the anthem reminds me of...an NDP song! lol. Okay so I met shawn and Calven at CP to go to Tampines SAFRA for bowling. Got there and learned I may not get into the school team. Wahoo. Finnaly assessed my ball wasn't quite of a spinner at all. Crap. calven's the lucky one. He's got a natural talent for spinning, and he never uses it. -.- Spent a while deciding and chose spinning. So..trials in 28 March, and I have to learn a DECENT, CONSISTENT, SKILLED spin in 2 weeks. Shawn says its possible. I hope. Or I'll get in photography. I love photography...but I CAN DO IT AT HOME TOO! (>.<) Dang. Okayy...next practice session is on next Tues. Hope I'll do something decent then. So after that we decided to leave..as we did, the lights over all the lanes went out, leaving a row of bright hollows where light splashed out over the rows of pins. It was such a magnificent tableau. As Shawn put it, midnight bowling. Ppl were bowling in the dark, aiming for quite literally the light at the end. lol. Wonderful. We walked to the entrance to find it raining. We went back and wanted to try "midnight bowling" to see the light were turned back up. -.- Playing with us izit? lol. Then we just ordered 2 plates of fries and watched MJ bowling capt play. We left some time later when we saw the rain had stopped. Incredibly as we left, the rain grew into a drizzle again. -.- We just walked under it all the way. So I reached CP, went to KFC, waited for my parents so we could have dinner together. Had Fish Ole. Went to check out this Cold Storage display out in the concourse. Stnding there, this old lady came and asked me in dialect how much is this product. I was speaking to my sister, so I was like Huh? Whadda? WTF? *Blur* Den my parents told the lady I wasn't working here and I was like diao. -.-" my parents and my sister laughed, and I like like half wanting to laugh and half wanting to be indignant. =S Must be my black shirt, and me leaning on the cart like I owned the place..HAHA! Anyway, went to Popular where I got "The Five People You Meet In Heaven". Heard it was a good book. I may read it tonight or tomorrow, since I've got nothing much to do tomo-oh right! Mum's b'dae...lol. Ok, anyway I havent started reading it yet. So as we were walking, My mum asked my sis to help her carry a plastic bag, and I got a demonstration of how calculating and lazy my sister is. -.- First she complained, then she took it grudgingly(lazy), and retorted that my novel(5 people in heaven) was inside too, so why couldn't I carry it. My mum said her storybooks were inside too, and my sister attempted to take her story books out, so she could carry them only(calculating), only to get reprimanded by my mother. Didn't like her attitude, so I had an argument with her too later on. LOL. So we came home, now online, blogging, and not doing much else. =X Thats all. Oh. Yeah. Wait. Michelle! OGL y so paranoid? lol...we give you present you scared of us. Now I wanna tag your blog oso cannot...relac a bit la. Haha. Still wanted to make u guess who I was..=P Unban me or something la..lol. Jasmine tag me le..lol

Today is the last day of the orientation...hopefully most of us will be in the same class. =( Today was pretty great. Except for a few stupid errors. -.-
Problem: I forgot to bring my handphone. -.- I realized it only halfway while cycling to the busstop. I didn't wanna waste time, so I didn't go back for it.
Problem: Came home, went online, as usual some areas of my life are still pretty crappy (don't know why I still check) and probably will stay that way forever. Whoo-pee. I ain't sayin what it is. I prefer to keep my own problem to myself and drown silently in my own misery and pain. Its great. =D You guys should try it sometime.Anyway, enough about that. Life sucks and always will. On with the tale.

Went to school, and saw Fiona! She appeal in and so lucky, she's in my OG! First calven, now her..lol. After assembly, changed and did 2 mass dances, learned a third one partially. Next came Wet and Wild, 2 and a half hours of hot wet fun. ;) Went abt school,and doing various crazy stuff, and also Mr. Bush's favourite activity! Bombing! ^^ Waterbombs PWN! We tried to defend squares of toilet paper from attack, smashed, blasted, bombed and squirted each other, played mass scissors-paper-stone and pwned the other side with waterbombs. ROXXOR! We got so soaked we were saturated with water.

We tried to kill opponents by bombing squares of newspaper on their waist, bombed a moving group of people protecting a member wearing a newspaper suit of armor a la Iraqi Insurgent Convoy Ambush Style, transferred water from the 2nd story to the 1st w/o using hands, played filling up a pail with sponges passed through mouth, wet ourselves to gain points, did crotch to crotch passing of a waterbomb in a circle of people, answered 1v1 math questions where losers gets bombed, and play Captain's waterbomb. We lagged behind by 2-0, before running back to finish with 4-2!!! Actually, all the time, we were using our own team cos we were split into 2 to play the games. so lucky, my team kept winning a lot. but so tired now. I need a nice long nap. But I'm afraid I may forget some stuff. after that..oh no I forgot ytd sentosa, we played telematch! Allow me to recap...

1 person from each house must use his/her mouth to grab a toothpick taped to the inside of a container filler with seawater. Then, they must dig about in a plate of flour to find polo mints, pick them up with their toothpick, and eat it. after the students played, the student council took up the challenge. Who knew...the Ali guy was being set up, as he reached the seawater, 2 council members restrained him, others came back with the flour, BAM! BAM! All targeted at him..hahaha. The seawater tray also were tipped over his head. Then, Mr Hon was in the race too...as he walked back, the OGLs started yelling "Cheap shot! Cheap shot! Cheap shot!!!", as some council members slammed the flour plates nito him and tipped the seawater over his pants while his back was to them...wahahaha...funness.

ok back to today, after playing all those games and much more, AND cheering like hell, we were dismissed for the campfire, and went to change. Met Shawn, Luther (appealed in thru Wushu), Calven and Fiona. 4I NC meeting..lol. So I went to White Sands with Yan Ling and Ser Min to buy presents for our OGT and OGT. See? So enthu. haha. Bought some funny keychains, and some keychains that correnponded to their b'daes. rushed back to school, discussed a lot, and I recapped on shooting cars with Mr Lau. (OGT) Went back to learn I was in the skit! Anyway, I screwup. Forgot to use the mike. But b4 all the skits, I saw MJ's kewl way to light a camp fire.
A) Light torch
B)Get person to run with torch up 4 storeys
C) use torch to light one of 5 pieces of wood, each representing a house, and all attached to a cable running from the 4th storey to the campfire
D) Light the pieces 1 by 1 and watch them come gliding down like a fireballs. OMGOMG IT PWNZOR. Coolest way to start a fire I've seen.
we watched all the skits, cheer like hell, and we did the impossible. WE CHEERED EVEN MORE. We cheered at every single thing! We jumped up and down like at a concert mosh pit, we clapped, waved. We were so HIGH, we coulda been on drugs and it wouldn't have made a difference. All screaming, shouting, enthu peeps. Jumping, boucing about, doing mass dance, we just went along, shouted, cheered did everything we could. We yelled, jump, cheered, clustered togeheter to partaeee, and we put our arms around each other to do the can-can...you know, the one where all the peeps kick their left/right legs up together all at once.In short, we JUST LOST IT! Woo-hoo!

Then came the...uh...couple dance...thing...yep. Ahem, so...the...uh...music started, and there I was without a partner and all around me the plaza was full of dancing peeps. Hmm...mayb thats the way it'll always be. How freaking sad. 500+ ppl and me w/o a partner. Standing there, putting on a happy front and grinning stupidly like its prefectly normal to stand there doing nothing as 250+ other couples step forth and back, do the tango and twirl around. Poor old me. Funness eh.Better get used to it then. =S Well, its not too bad, near the end I just joined Yan Ling and Ser Min, so it was the three of us. Lol. We later rearranged the canteen to its original form. (Tables were removed for wet weather plan)

Gave the presents to our OGLs, we went all the waaaaay to the busstop to give our pressie to Michelle and she was so afraid of us cos she thought we had waterbombs lol. So paranoid of your own OG for wad? xD Waited for the bus, dropped off at 11, and cycled all the way back home. Alone. Again. In the dark. So darn tired...Castor came last but I still got wasted by the competition. If there's noone to chat to after this, I'ma go sleep. I'm bushed. Phew. Now...picture time! yup yup, I brought my camera.

Joanna the terrorist. Don't move! Now the pic's blurred. =X

Human Dustbin

The puzzle our OGls made for us. how great. Loved it. Who got our "I" !?!?!

Ser Min and I

Everyone HIGHing, while the OGL, students coucil, sang a song they composed to remember our houses, wihich will not be used next year.

Looking ghastly cos of the flash and cos its at night.

Thursday, March 09, 2006,
3/09/2006 10:41:00 PM

Went to Sentosa today. MJ Orientation! Woo-HOO! Getting owned was never so fun. My house came in last -.-, but no matter! As long as we had fun, all's ok! ^^ Today would have been perfect except for
a) the route
b)the thirst
c)when I came home and turned on the com and went online...nevermind. =X
We had fun at each station, but the transit SUCKED. We got to the ferry terminal, cheered like hell, discussed tomorrow's skit for the campfire, cheered like hell again, den set out. Oh ya, OGL told us our route sucks, which later became apparent. 1st stop, artificial island which I BELIEVE IS THE SOUTHERNMOST POINT OF SINGAPOREAN LAND. Took a cool green line bus(open-topped) to Siloso, traipsed all across the sand, crossed a long and narrow bridge to get to the Game ICs. 1st game: Capture the flag. Me camper! Bwahahahaz! Camp in front of the flag, to see an opponent come running. Block, grab, both tumble and eat sand. LOL! Stand up again, den dunno where he was..I still a bit disoriented at that time, cos just fell, den not sure wth I was doing, haha. Then before I knew it, we had got the flag! Woo! Do cheer, say goodbye, den station 2, which is ALL THE WAY back behind the sentosa visitor centre. -.- Ah...station 2 we did some lying down on some REALLY itchy grass, some interesting game, and went off again. After that we went to the 3rd station, which was uh..I think all about stepping on paper plates with numbers behind them. Wow. It was the one with the longest distance btwn station, so we took the bus. All we knew was that it was some where Underwater world. So we went there, we went to the back, we looked, nothing. They claled, and waited, and recce, nothing. I tihnk we wasted like 10-15 mins there. In the end we got the directions. All we had to do was to go REALLY behind UW world, off track, cross a grassy verge, down a gass slope, an asphalt path, up a grass verge, between a row of trees, avoid a muddy track, down a path. Voila! 3rd station! Easy right? Right? We did the stepping of plates, then I played a game of bridge. Turns out, the teacher with us, teaches Chem, so I might be under him. AND, he's in charge of Bridge CCA. lol. I pair with him but still lose. Nv play with "dummy" de bridge game b4. Then they asked for 4 guys to hlep carry lunches. Since only a few volunteered, I went along. Euthu eh? Wooooo-crap. Guess wad happened? We walked like 1.5 km (or more?) along the edge of the island from near the bottom to the top! (Ferry terminal) We got there, learned there was a comms screwup, and the food was supposed to be delivered. WTH? Took the bus all the way back, got off, and walked "behind UW world, off track, cross a grassy verge, down a gass slope, an asphalt path, up a grass verge, between a row of trees, avoid a muddy track, down a path." Again. Oh, and on the way, I accidentally leaped in to a patch on mud. How lucky. My New Balance shoes are now a tasty chocolatey colour. Yum. -.- On the bright side, luckily I DIDN'T wear my Converse sneaks. ^^ Got there about 12.40, but lunch was extended to 1.30. Feeling a bit >:[ over the cockup and my shoes, but not REALLY angry. lol. Just annoyed. As for my shoes, pissed at myself cos I only have myself to blame for that. Then we had to walk all the way NEAR the top of Sentosa again, for the next station, which involved, passing rubber bands using straws and mouths, and straws using your upper lip and nose (HARD.) Next, from NEAR the top of the island to down to the bottom near underwater world again, for a game which involved our legs being tied together, and moving about to find ~~our balls~~ newspaper balls. Then, we had to run all the way back to Siloso , to the SOUTHERNMOST point again, (Station1) To end the game. I also wanna mention that our group had like 20 people, while others had like 10+? =X The caterpillar thing was done with tying 20 ppl together also. This made it harder, with the larger head count, but we made it thru, and managed to get full marks for everything! WOOOO! Now I'll try and find a map and mark out our entire journey for my dear readers. routes I makred are "as the crow flies" direct. Take into account...winding roads, corssing of roads, ups and downs and u turns.***Route also includes my detour to ferry terminal for lunch.

Nice web right? Anyway, after htta went to Habbourfront's Mcdonald for OG dinner. I ahve to say, I TOTALLY LOVE THIS OG. Disclaimer: I love my old OG too. Well, most of it. Ok fine, the people who actually joined us out more and went for the "OG Sentosa Outing" This OG is so on, and enthu! We had dinner, talk about lotsa stuff, discuss the skit till the OGls came and just talked! Great OG dinnner. And we were only 1 of 2 OGs that had such a dinner. So many OGs, so little dinners, haha. Then we went to shop for snacks and chooclates for tomorrow! Yum! Then went home. OG outing pending for Sun. Whoopee! We lose in points but PWNZOR in fun~ ^^ Dun worry my (select)SR og ppl, I still love you all..lol. Don't forget Monday AND Tues. =D

Wednesday, March 08, 2006,
3/08/2006 09:12:00 PM

Ddddddaaayyythreeee! Funness returns again. Well, for the most part. Went there...Calven is pretty late. Again. Lol. There was a crowd checking out "The Sorting" result. Haha, Harry Potter reference there. =P I was posted to Castor 8, Bear house. Calven's in Castor 6. Ah, didn't have enough luck like before..lol. So we went in, ah, not sure if i remember correctly...at...10.30 we went to play C.S.I.: Meridian. Like scavenger hunt cum crime solving caper. Lol! I cant rmember what we did..oh yeah! Ice breakers at the bball courts. Since I thought, hey since I'm gonna be here for the next 2 years, might as well get started now, everyone roughly had the same thought, and we warmed to each other pretty fast. Everyone of us is very enthu, even the OGLs thought so too. lol. After the C.S.I. thing, I found I was in aeither a pretty scary class or I was in a police academy. They polt thew worked out was VERY close to the correct one, with (minor discrepancy, lol) After that we learned the college anthem, and the song is like so..wow. Like so glorious and etc and etc. O_O After htat had lunch, got the OG package. There were no more "L" sizes. (To save money could have used the L sizes for a few more years, no nid to buy more shirts) Fortunately, M will do quite find. Contents are as follow: 2 pad of foolscap. (woo!) 1 pad of post-its (wow!) 1 white and 1 black orientation tee, 1(must be) made in China crappy radio. The only reception its gonna get is a very very violent one. Twist the dial and a beautiful brief burst of static floods your earpiece, followed by the delicious sound of silence. Thank goodness for MP3s. After that a exciting CCA talk during which I nearly caught some Zs, and we were otld what to bring tomorrow. Yeah, I couldn't buy my GC today. I told my mum I needed $205, but she kept askin abt the GC, so i told her stuff about htta, and forgot abouut the $30 to be paid to the OGLs. =.= Hafta wait till Fri. Signed up for bowling as a CCA, maybe putting Photography as 2nd choice. Hope I can get it. Shawns appears to be really popular there. There was some commontion about my left-handedness, and one of the girls asked if I was "Shawn's friend", lol. Calven singed up too, and we went home. On the way, we wlaked by the business club booth, and we saw htem screening a clip that was so OMGWTH-AHAHAHAHA funny. Its like the view from a shooting game (first-person) and you have the health and status in the bottom left. Also you have the hand holding the weapon, which in this case is...a spoon! ROFl, ya like the plot is this guy wants an ice cream, so he does alot of stuff, and the stall is closed, and the whole thing is done like a game. Then he proceeds to go to the biz club's new cafe, using melee to PWN a couple of other "players" with his spoon, and get ice-cream to restore his "health". We were like laughing all the way. Great one guys. Think I'll be putting biz club at 3rd. lol. So...went home, slacked about. Hey! its the orientation! =D Watched my sis try to beat this game we installed on the 2nd com cos it had no internet. It's called...Lego Racers! Woo! Tried it outta boredom. Anyway, she says she beat my time, but the game didn't update, so she wasn't pissed. She was FLAMING RED HOT ANGER. She spent the next coupla hours chasing my "ghost" (term for a computer simulated image of your car earlier as you race on, to show you where you were in the previous lap) Even I havent beaten that score. =X So came online about 5 plus, discussed Monday and Tusday with Sarah, then with the rest. So Mon buy wallet, eat mango ice, mayb walk about, den tues go Kbox. REMIND ME BRING CAMERA! Wahahaha..pics are gonna reappear on my blog realll soon. =D

Tuesday, March 07, 2006,
3/07/2006 10:46:00 PM

Ok, Day 2 of JC. Calven came today. Started the day off with some short talks on school discipline, and then came the fun and games! The OGLs were super-extra-amazingly-ultra-enthu. Wow. They were like WOOOoooOOOoooOOOooo!!! I bet even if they annouced they were gonna kill all of us in the hall right then, they woulda gone WOOOoooOOOoooOOOooo!!! too. First came the exciting Choir FORCED audition! WoooOOOooo! Stand in front of a piano and go lalalalala a few times and you're in, unless you screw up yourself. I tried. I think. I'm not sure if i screwed up enough, cos if I get it...ARGH! No, I don't have anything against guys being in a choir, its just that I have TOTALLY no interest in joinin, so if you dont screw up enough in the Choir FORCED audition, who knows what'll happen.=X Looking forward to the bowling trials tml. A bit nervous. =S After that, we did this charades game, and had this circle of trust where everyone is in a circle and everyone sits on everyone's lap. WoooOOOooo! It pretty cool, cos you see the force of the weight goes down in a spiral which is neverending, its just transfered around. Then we had Mass dance to the tune of Mambo No. 5, before a long and boring break. (Didn't get accosted by any TIME magazine vendors today) Next learned part of Livin da Vida Loca dance, and before a short rest and the quintessential...couple dance. =X There were 8 guys and girls in the group, but 4 of the guys decided to...uh...vacate the premises (AKA. go AWOL). Lol. Yeah, so we danced the dance, which still was pretty messed up by us. =S Like halfway, hey where are we? or What do we do now? Or Oops! wrong! Ahahas...after that was REALLY REALLY tired. All the dancing +the couple dance in a pretty confined space made me look as thought I had badminton training for 3 hours. =X I was drenched. Then, we still had to recap the previous dances too. =S So tired, I did the last dance with the enthusiasm and action of a zombie. Or a half-dead one at least. Ahaha...tomorrow looks to be a very promising day too. Funness. Still manages to cycle home, do some stuff, and go online. Blogging ends here! =D

Monday, March 06, 2006,
3/06/2006 08:57:00 PM

AHAHAHAHAHAZ! Woo-hoo! Never felt more relieved in my life. My prayers worked, thank goodness. ^^ Found it! Ahem, ok now starting from the beginning. Cycled to the busstop, and took bus to sch. Totally boring day stuffed with admin stuff..X_X Bought 3 sets of uniform...and listened to subject talks designed to cure incomniacs. Started dozing...dozinggg...bam. Asleep, before jerking myself up. strangely, after I dozed off into that real sleep once and dragged myself back, I felt more energised. Sat thru the rest of the talk, rushed home on the bus, cycled back, and relectantly went to the pool place to check if my IC was there. Reluctant, cos noone was there to go along so I probably just snap and go looney if I couldn't find it, and as my Shawn said last night, there was "99%" chance I'd hear "mei you kan dao". HAHA...so lucky I got it. The woman took out a stack of lost ICs, about 2 inches thick! The amount of ICs lost there..wow. Calven gonna appeal to poly so didn't appear today. So lucky he's in the same group as me! But he's going to poly. =X Some areas of life need to be improved still, eg. THE ULCER THAT'S BEEN HIDING BEHIND MY LAST TOOTH FOR ALMOST A WEEK OR EVEN MORE! (>.<) Ow. It hurts whenever I eat. I've been bearing it for so long, yet it never goes away. The pain, the agony...considering going on a liquid diet. Hahaz. Sian. The generation gap really is great. My father told me to back up whatever stuff I have on the com, cos he's goona get the com guy to repair it. I'm like wth? No, its the hardware problem, reformatting won't do squat, but he told me not to care, and just do my thing. o_O Who knows more about computers? Just cause the com guy say reformat has a high chance to fix the problem, He's gonna allow him to do it. I say fine, its your money, reformat won't do anything. And he just insists on remormatting. In front of me is a crash report, which states the crash was caused by an "unrecoverable HARDWARE ERROR" which "forced the operatiing system to stop functioning". See? I'm gonna show it to the guy the next time he comes aruond. Hais. Stupid com. I'm gonna die from it someday. i tell you, I must be superhuman or something. Its like when I'm doing something important, it chooses THAT EXACT time to crash, and I'm like ARGH! WTF! WTH! ARGH! I raise my hand to just smash it on the CPU outta frustration, but I always stopmyself how I can do it. I don't know where I get my self-restraint from. Good thing it, it proves I can gaincontrol my anger, even when I lose it suddenly. Or mayb, its my personal dignity speaking. After all, I once scolded my sister for hitting the com, and even if she noticed, she probably wouldn't remember the incident, but I can't lie to myself. I would be a hypocrite if i ever did that. She's also cured from her problem, so if she can do it now, I can too. So there. :)

Sunday, March 05, 2006,
3/05/2006 08:42:00 PM

You think life is screwed? You havent ever been screwed until you've lost your IC. I am so dead. I searched my pouch, my wallet and my sling bag. Zip, zero, zilch, nada. I dunno..I'll haf to go to the pool place. That was when I last used it. A few days ago..I need to check my blog to see when. OMG no. Please let me find it...oh man..this sucks. I tihnk after getting my cards back, I tried to slot it into my wallet while my wallet was behind me in the pouch. It slipped in so easily I thought it was in the wrong place, but when I opened up my wallet, I thought I must've gotten it in the pocket, cos I couldn't see it. It probably dropped on the FLOOR. I didn't think of that. Die...I'm gonna go back there tomorrow after sch I think to check.

Forget
Cherish what you have now, this is what it's gonna be.
Forever.
Forget all your hopes and dreams, forget all your wishes.
Figments of your imagination, illusons of reality.
This is how it's gonna be, it can't go forward, only back.

Keep it this way, and it'll be ok.
Dreams fade into nothingness, wake up to the harsh reality.
As the bright light stabs into your eyes, you know it can never be.
You wish so hard, no matter how possible it seems,
in the end, it is all a dream.

Yet it is so hard to forget.
forget what you once thought,
forget what you once wished.
And still nothing can change the stark painful realization,
and you have to accept it.
Sadness rules the world.
-=[K]=-

Decided to try taking the bus to my JC today. 45 cent LRT ride of one stop, to the no. 89 busstop. Figured out I should probably ride to school...haven't used my bike in a long while. Took about 20 mins to get there, but I hit the button too late, and I get to get off at the next stop. Nevermind. As I got off, I watched an 89 leave from the opposite bus. More waiting. That's how life is. You wait. And you wait. And you wait. But what you want hardly ever comes. Sat there in the scorching heat for about 20 mins. I was grateful for the shelter of the busstop. Strangely, there was quite a strong wind blowing. I sat there, and watched the heat waves rise off the asphalt, and the trees rustle reluctantly in the heat. Watching people. Watching traffic. The bus eventually came, and the air-conditioned inside was a relief. Not too cold, not too warm. Sat there, watching the world roll by. It felt really peaceful and calm. There were very little vehicles on the highway, so it was pretty quiet too...just the trees, and the fields of grass. I felt so at peace. In transit, away from the rigors of school, and the boredom of home. Just me, myself and the bus. As the bus approached sengkang, I watched the neighbourhoods go by. The playgrounds, the sculpted gardens, the blocks. So many familiar places Compassvale Sec, where I attended Chinese B lessons for a couple of months, before choosing to be exempt XD. And of course Compass Point. In my secondary school days, there was hardly a week when I did not visit Compass Point at least once. I took the LRT home there after school, went there for dinner on weekends...I HAD to go there whenever I wanted to take the MRT. Also the busstop outside, where I used to take the bus to Pasir Ris or East Coast *flash of anger* with my class for BBQs or chalet. Times have passed so quickly, and we ar all going to separate JCs(or polys) remaining in contact electronically, or not at all even. Which reminds me, Gina you ps me go buy your wallet le. I nv ask my fren to go buy wif cos cos I dowan ps u leh! >:[ lol...anyway I'll see when it the next best time I can go get it...haixzs. Reached home at 2.25, exactly 1 hour after I set out. Riding my way to the busstop tomorrow...thats should give me sonme exercise everyday. =D

Saturday, March 04, 2006,
3/04/2006 10:57:00 PM

Life is good. Pulling my arm back to stretch earlier, and knock over my cup. =.= It must be magic, for what seemed to me was 1 litre or water came flooding out of a max 4300-400ml one. Had to clean it up with a big cloth, which used to be an old towel. The whole thing was sopping wet. Luckyily this happened at night. Hopefully, it'll all have evaporated tomorrow morning. If my mum had seen this, I woulda gotten hell from her. (>.<)
[UPDATE]
Alright. Here it goes. Uber-boring day. Slept till about 11.30. Woke and had prawn noodles for a sorta brunch. Prepered to be bored to death. Watched Mythbusters on Discovery.(my fave show=D) The moment the show ended, I was hit by an awful realization. Oh sh!t. I got nothing to do. Walked about, sat about, and tried to survive. Went to my sis's room to "borrow" this deck of cards (which used to be mine) and spent a while flicking the cards about.Discovered new ways of throwing. Too bad cant meet Chalit again. Lol..I remember we just kept shooting at each other before the final lesson on Friday. Flick, flick, flick...separated the cards and arranged them by number and suit. Yep, that's how bored I was. Discovered some cards were missing. Walked out. Damn. 1.30 only. Got out my PGR and gamed for an hour. I'm still crappy/intermediate. Wish I had Burnout...the objective is to CRASH into cars! Woo-hoo!*Adds to wishlist.* Okay..so the com guy came, installed a sound card, finally! The 2nd com has sound. I spent about 1 and a half hours using my little 128mb Creative MP3 to transfer 300++ songs between the 2 coms. Its like load in, go to the next com, cut and paste, go back, load in...Had a game of Pinball, Managed to get 2 hi-scores before I was satisfied..1mil++ and 2mil++...not bad eh? Had a game of Worms 2, "Counter-Terrorists" win. Again. Went to the lving room, watched a docu on Dubai's ski attraction thingy and its largest shopping mall. Near the end, went out to meet up with Sixu.(Owe him $10) Paid up, watched them blow a few bucks on the arcade.(I didn't bring cash so I wouldn't waste $$) Went to KFC, they ate and we tok crap till my parents came. We went our ways, then I headed up to the top level for dinner. Had this Japanese Katsu Curry thing. So little meat. -.- Went to Harvey Norman, and looked at laptops and other stuff. There's this Compaq model..so chio..pure white..kinda like an ibook. Wow I just scared myself..I skipped sch ytd, and thot today's Sunday. Luckily tml's a Sunday..almost thought had school tml..how horrific.=X Later we went home..came online, and the rest is history. Checked mail, chatting levels are at ten percent, and Clint Eastwood from the Gorillaz is on...read blogs..and stuff. Hais. Trying to free myself from the grips of this evil emotion...but its not easy. Trying to wake up and realise the impossibility of the situation. Sucks. So motivated to change back to the black and red blogskin cus that's how I feel now..by-by.
Blogged, posted and wasted.

Friday, March 03, 2006,
3/03/2006 08:57:00 PM

Sarah suggested i try and chg my blogskin to one of the picture i took, so I tried it out. Also I can hao lian my photography skills, LOL. Sadly the picture's quality is too good, and to keep it under 250kb (so photobucket will publish it in original size, I had to crop it. A lot. Nevertheless, It'll be up there for a few days, before I switch to the old one...I'll be working on another idea of hers later...

Arguments, the spice of life. Just had one with my mother a few minutes ago. It was over a call from my grandmother I took earlier. My mother was out, and I took the call, which something like this (translated into english)
Me:"Hello?"
GM:"Is your mother there"
Me:"No, she's out"(what i said was ta chu qu le)
GM:"Oh,*suddenly distracted* aren't you supposed to be at school today?
Me:"No, I'm getting my results today."(Actually I skipped school for today^^)
GM:" Oh, oh...did you pass?"
Me:"Huh? Yeah...pass."
Soon after, we just ended our call.
A few seconds later, she called back.
Me:"Hello?
GM:"Didn't you call your mother to the phone?"
Me:"Huh? She's out.
GM:"She's out ar? Oh, okok..."
Me:"Er..yeah...ok"
A few hours later she called my mum back and they talked for quite a while. After hanging up, she told me, "Just now when ahma called you never call her ar?" By that she meant I didn't greet her with a big spontaneous enthusiatic "AHMA!^^" when I took her call. Then I was like huh? I thought only meet her den haf to jiao(call) her? I never meet her personally wad...so she said it was wad courtesy, and I was what? o_O *Imagines...*
Me:"Hello?"
GM:"Is your mother in?"
Me:"AHMA!^^"
GM:"Oh, guai...guai..."
I dunno, but to me its like so weird to just go wayyy off topic in the 3rd line and return back on the 5th...then my mum say i never talk properly, she say my grandmother was on the phone waiting for her to pick up, then she had to call back and ask again...so "huh? mayb she heard wrongly?" So she says like NOOOOOoooo...you say wrongly...cos you say "chu qu", so maybe she thought I was outside, as in just outside the house, like watering the plants. If life were a comic, there'd be this great big sweat drop at the back of my head. She also said next time you should say I chu men la..and I was huh? Its all the same right? Ok I wont go into the details but basically she reiterated the plant point and said there was this big difference, so I was ITS JUST A PHONECALL. A PHONECALL. I said she kept repeating what she said earlier and she said I was so loh sor -_-"...Yeah, so we had a row over this. =.=Pretty stupid huh.
[update]
Went out for breakfast, then to the SK CC's post office for a look at my future laptop. =D But they had no display set.Earlier I walked out halfway through a documentary on the technology of the Romans...=S So I forgot to take my EZ-link out, and you need to produce that for the Note to self: Bring EZ-link out!
[UPDATE]
Today is the day of the posting results. -_- *glowers* Was woken up in the morning by a phonecall from my aunt. Listening to the my mum's side of the conver, I figured out that the posting results were released already, instead of at 8am as I thought. She asked about my posting, my mum said i was still asleep, and I went back to sleep. Some time later, the phone rang again...(>.<) Oh forget it..I abandoned the idea of morre rest and hit the com. So...here I am now...zzz...oh and I went to MJ.

Thursday, March 02, 2006,
3/02/2006 11:41:00 PM

Life can be fast at times. Times when it just rushes past you, leaving you disoriented and unable to react. Then again, there are times when it just slows sown, and stretchs out, into incredibly long periods of monotony and inactivity that seem to last for an eternity, when all seems to slow down and almost stop. In suspended animation, everything loses its importance, and you feel the hated emotion of boredom. Of having nothing to do. I was gonna buy my wallet like yesterday, like the last time we JC frens gonna meet up. Gina also wanted to buy a new wallet. I skipping the last day. =.= SO I was supposed to meet Sarah, then go out to bugis to look around then Marina Square. Then she had to go and get sick...=S Yeah I know its not her fault but, I cant help feeling oh so BORED!!! So I got nowhere to go to tml..=X Hais....I was so looking forward to getting something new to replace the old, you know, crappy one. (>.<) Mayb next time...IF we can arrange something. T_T Anyway, that just took the kick outta my day and since my com keeps crashing I have absolutely no motivation to stay online, partially cause I've got NOTHING to do. And NOTHING to do tml. =X Anyway, get well soon...mayb we can fix something up...Life sucks. At times. Off to bed. At 12AM, when I've got no school tomorrow. =S Lol...yeah, so nvm,not ur fault..its jus boring..lol..unless! We go look at laptops tomorrow! Tee-hee-hee! ROFLMAO. Funness. Get well soon. I'm off...

Today was supposed to be a real long day at school. Ended up skipping Chinese =X and a lunch period to go home at 1.30, instead of 4..muahaha. Slacked at home until I got a call at 4 pm from Calven. Oh I forgot! Go play pool..=S So I went. Reached at 4.30, and played till 7.30. Was about $10 argh...if cost evenly split, but the rest came at like 2.30. =X Anyway, I thought I wouldn't have enough $ for dinner, so I owed Sixu, to find out I had brought $20 out! =S So went to eat black pepper steak at the coffeeshop near Hougang Plaza. YUMMY! Came home and used the com and it crashed like 5 mins after it's turned on. -.- I gonna get a wife soon..muahahaha my laptop. *evil glint in eyes* The 1K plus student offer from post office. Cant wait to get it. Look so nice in the pic! ^^

Wednesday, March 01, 2006,
3/01/2006 08:01:00 PM

[Random thought]
Out of boredom, I am drawn to blog again. Haha. As I write this, I fear the end is near. The date of the JAE posting results draws near. Where will we be sent to? Most likely we will be separated from the friends we have made in the 1st 3months of JC. Alas friendship too, may be a fragile thing. But every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and as bonds are broken, so too are they formed. Hopefully we still will remain in contact with our old friends, and may we never forget them, even though we have made new ones. I have gone out with my OG friends SO MANY times over the past months, and they have given me great memories that I will cherish forever, eg. the Super High V-day pictures we took, (a MUST SEE, in my archives). Totally spectacular. Watched FD3 with them, took pictures, played pool and arcade. Total funness. Sadly those days are soon to be over as we enter the 2nd intake. I loved going out with you guys. We HAVE to go out together even when we're separated, ok? Hey, at least we gonna go out in the March holidays, go Kboxing with sad songs..lol. May we all remember each other till the end. Cheers!=D
[update]
Luckily my com held out yesterday and enabled me to fully edit and customise and make my new blogskin. For 3 hours! Wow! Ah...still feeling really good over it. Oh goody. =.= Blogger just PMS-ed and said "The blog you were looking for was not found." WTH is your problem BLOGGER!?!?!?!?! Anyone have a virus I could BORROW? -.- So pissed at blogger frequently screwwing with my posts. My words (in red) were vaporised into the cyber trash at the side of the information highway, apparently. =.= Anyway, to continue I had 3 and a half hours of free time today!Was considering skipping physic, cuase the teacher like has this magic voice that sends you to sleep in 5 minutes, and its gonna be 2 hours of non-stop droning. So I decided to go to library. Watched Dark Water with Sarah. Not scary at all. =.= Lol. So after that we went to study area/"Aquarium" so-called cause of its glass facade. Found out the phys teacher had something on, so he gave us free period. Illegal skipping became legal ponning. Woohoo! ^^Went out again today, since skool ended at 1.30. Went out to use my my last bowling ticket. (1 match, then Elizabeth left us) Me, Marcus, and Sarah went to meet Gina at Somerset MRT. We went to cine and walked about for a while. Had lunch at KFC. Then, we left for Heeren. Went to the wallet shop. Ahh...nice designs! <3><

This...

or this.

My current wallet was bought a few years ago in..Gold Coast I think. Can't remember. AU5.95 I think. Its old and stinks real bad now. =X Been meaning to get a new one for some time. Wish me luck! I hope I dun have to sponsor all of it myself! (Still saving for that laptop.)