Astonishingly, when I closed my IE windows. The old blogger windows popped up again.Window htta I had thought closed by themselves. Crazy stuff. =.="
The dark figure of disillusionment casts its shadow over the world.
The skies are grey, the world is black.
Pressures closing in all around you,
as you envision echoes of the past.
You fail to break away from the invisible threads of gloom,
their fetid strands clawing away at your everyday life.
How did you become so gullible?
What high hopes and dreams you held;
glimmers of light or ghostly illusions?
Leading you on before you fall,
the higher you go, the harsher the hurt.
You cannot leave the past behind,
it doggedly follows your every step.
Your life has been tainted by what was once thought to be,
and what never came.
Why did this have to be?


More about my timetable. Mon Tues Thur all released at 1705 hours. Wed is 1345, Fri is 1205. Whee...how late I get to go home. Next. CCA. CCA on Tues and Wed. Tues CCA will probably end at about...8pm hopefully, and maybe 7pm for Wed. Friday...may be like today, where I reached home at ELEVEN, or 2300 hours. So my timing to go home (go home, not the time I reach home) are like...5.05, 8pm, 7pm, 5.o5, 11? JC life is so fun right? Can stay out so late. Wheeeee~ Love it. (Note thick sarcasm) No Tues, they've cleverly glued 2 breaks together so I have...surprise, surprise! 5 PERIODS TOGETHER! Nonstop learning action. Hmmm... 5x50mins = 250 mins~4 hrs 10 mins of 1 practical, 1 lecture and 2 tutorial? Wonderful. Reminds me..I still have homework to do tomorrow.


Hmm...wat can I say about today? Start of perm timetable. Figured out that the CSI Meridian game didn't acheive its goal of accquainting me with the school when I lost my class and couldn't figure out where the 1st class I was in was.(LOL) Hmm...no choice but to go off and ask a teacher. Kinda embarassing. Haha. Anyway, I found out the block, and who says men don't ask for directions? =P Ahahahaz...1st lesson, Bio tutorial...


Turns out the tutorial I was chionging was not gone through, and 1st the teacher got to know our names, then took a picture of us, and then Calven told me that his class said you only have to do till page 2. I did up to page SIX. =S Mr Eugene Yoew is a funny man, but quite strict too. =\ Next was maths lecture. Played with GC, did funny graphs. Something weird going on. a function I found in my GC at SR and in the GC a while ago, disappeared when I quit the program. Its supposed to the the (a+b) formula thingy for drawing circles. I saw it ONCE in my Gc. I quit and went back and it was GONE. =S


Recess...had fish fillet, with rice this time. More interaction among the class now. Then, went for GP tutorial. =S Quite ok. Mr. Conrad appears to be quite a good teacher. Tells us his passing rate for the paper is 28 for the normal students, and 30 for the better ones. With all the luck I've been having lately, I'm bound to get into the 28 part. He told us to write a self intro, through which he would judge us and place us in the 28 or 30 passing mark band. So we did. My first line was "My Name is Kenneth Ang." Splendid. A-level work. YOU are going down to the usual 22.5 passing mark. Prepare to suck. What if I really do suck in GP. The entire meaning of my life will end. What's the point of scoring well in O level if I suck here? Argh. Die . Just tried my best.


Life's already been ironic so far. Dunno if I blogged about this, but I received a phone call askin me to return to school etc. went back, missed the rehearsal, but received a letter stating "We are pleased to inform you that your child/ward (ME) has been awarded the Academic Award for being the best in English in GCE O' level Examination 2005." At first I only skimmed, and I thought I was just top in the school. On further inspection, it turned out to be possibly, nationwide. But who cares? I can't even make GP rep. How ironic. Yet, it may be no surprise as GP is a lot different from English. Maybe I'll just let fate take its course. If it wants to give me a 28, or wants to bring me up at the O levels before sending me crashing down in a flaming hunk of twisted metal there's nothing I can do about it. Nothing. =\ Hafta remember to go back to school on the 8th to collect my prize.


Next was the bio lecture. Listened, went thru a revision, and watching something like a collection of short animations on the structure of protein. Stuff, you guys wouldn't wanna hear about. Pretty now as I type. I went home straight at 1205, had lunch, went online. Calven wanted to come over to help my sis's maple account with jupming quests, but he had to wait 20 mins for the bus. I left at 4.45, cycled to the busstop. As I was lockin my bike, the bus came.


Oh no..I quickly locked, and left, but as we turned around, we saw the bus drive off. -.- Great. We had to wait for the next bus and were gonna be late soon. Reached school exactly at 5.15 to find the gate locked! Fate was our to torment us today, when...as we were leaving to go around half the school, I spotted 2 girls walking to the gate! Whew. We waited till they pressed the button, then came in. Thank goodness. They were the only ones leaving school at that time, and one of them happened to be Anmari. What a coincidence..lol.


Dashed to the general office, to find the team there. I didn't bring money today, but gonna buy my equip soon. 1st match was ok..11, 2nd suck at 75, 3rd was halfway. =\ Perforimng badly near the end. Mayb better when I get my own bowling ball...+morale +connection with the ball..^^ Settled admin matters, then play 1 more round, before going to KFC to eat and talk. Left at 1030, reach the place where I parked my bike at 11. Psed shanw and clavne on the bus. Technically it shld be the minority that is separated from a group that is the one being PSed, right? Anyway, unlocked, cycled home. Watched my sis play O2JAM, logged on at 12. So tired.