Last night went for supper with YM and the twins at Gluttons Bay near Esplanade. Food was not bad. Then went to walk a bit before leaving. Went to play pool at Bugis till 3am. Reached home at 330, slept at 4. Thought I'd be tired but I held up surpriusingly well. Must be Friday. Good mood. Next week will be my last. =)

Ben asked me to go Twilight with Val at Tamp. Oh. Nice. Too bad I have OG dinner arranged since a few days back. And I won't cancel at the last minute. Strangely this is one outing with my friends that I don't mind missing/won't feel disappointed at not joining. I wonder why.

Oh well, lucky Ben got to watch a movie with the elusive girl. So good. Watch movie at last minute still can succeed. I really need to learn more. Can you all share how you all convince her to give up her time for you all? Cos I can't. (Oh ya. Sick so she left union camp early. And found enough time to go out with other people.)Last minute somemore. I bet is ben ask if I wanted to come along, not her. Why would she want to invite me right? Much less think of me in the first place? Tsk.

However because I missed his outing, I did feel like trying to arrange another one. Must be my old reflexes. But upon thinking of having to scour through her packed calendar to find a date and the fact that my last 2 weeks will be packed is putting me off. Ok. I disappoint myself. I looked. Why did I bother? She's got camps the entire of next week. Week after that I got orientation and O week. Not worth my time. I must learn to stop caring anymore because apparently she doesn't. Must learn to get used to seeing her. Online 'friends' only.

So much for just passing by X shop and stopping to pore through the whole array of Y items because there was the chance I'd find Z that she'd like so I can get it for her birthday because I know she would love it. And finding Z and buying it because I'd stumbled on a great gift and I wasn't even gift shopping at all. Well ain't life sad. Boo hoo.

SDE CORS talk tomorrow. Then Zouk with my OG. I'll be SO lucky to run into her but she'll prolly be busy with other ppl so I better not disturb her. I nv book her time. Cannot steal from others. I'm sure they're working as hard as or even harder thanme to ask her out. Why? Because they've succeedeed. So lucky!

Off to bed. Needa head to NUS tmr.