Spent my day playing Silkroad, did some work, gonna finish the rest of it tomorrow after tuition, then I'll probably return to the Nokia store again. Anyone wanna come along so I won't make a wasted trip if something crops up again? =.= I got some screenshots but I might be posting them tomorrow...can't be bothered to turn on the main com now. I hit lvl 20. Now I can kill and be killed by other players. While there's still some time I might design the CCA tee or osmething. Tuition really screws my mood, sigh. Especially when he see my results tomorrow. Pah. Sigh.

I feel sorta ok now after escaping into Silkroad for the entire day. It really took my mind off things, so I think (and HOPE!) it was just a temporary thing. Silkroad really took my attention away because I was so irritated that I kept dying due to stupid things like my bow about to break, meaning I couldn't attack, or my shoes spoiling =.=, meaning I couldn't run. Both happened at different times so I had no choice but to run a bit and then die cause one thing about the realism of Silkroad, you can't outrun monsters clearly faster than you. And...I was fighting tigers. =.= Plus I couldn't scroll my way out cause I was on this special quest. Used a lot of horse summoning scrolls to ride about today. Learnt some new skills.


School was pretty ok.I forgot to get bio tutorial for the class. Sigh. My fault. I was pretty distracted internally today...I'll have to get it Mon...I might be going Tamp tomorrow for my phone again, which is still not repaired. Was this ad for some tour in a CSI lab like z0mgwtfbbq I wanna go! When I went to the library it was already full up. Sigh. GP was some P1 stuff...[yawn] Then math lec where I found out I failed again. I don't know what the hell is going on. After that was CLB, when the teacher got pissed because...
-Ben and Edison came late
-Eugene was going for some NUS Econs talk so he left w/o green form
Anyway, the teacher wasn't too excited by all of this so he kp about the 3 of them always not being around and ordered Eugene back ,and got him to get a green form...=S I just went home later to play Silkroad, but not after sorting out my work which i'll be doing tomorrow. I know when to stop and when to start work and play (Though it sometimes is hard to stop play once yuo've started...=S)



842 damage.
New skill: Autumn Wind- Flame. Sounds so cool! ^^
M.A.G.E. this is for you. You wanted pics of tigers ^^
Yes, its a White Tiger Giant
Me cursing the NPC after completing the stupid die-a-lot quest.
Here we go,

oh here we go,

riding through plains of tigers...

plains of tigers...

I learnt that skill. Crystal Wall-Ice
Die White Tiger!
Rawr. Bandit Giant.
Hewp meeeee!

This pic looks very cool. The BG too...
Killing Chakji Workers. Boom!

Bang!Bust.

Oh yeah I chged my armor to osomething that suits my pure INT character build.

[UPDATE]
yes it's happening all over again what an ironic way to mark my 400th blog post but what the heck this way of typing without punctuation was introed to me by ben and i find it oddly symbolic of the utter turmoil my life is in right now i hate this i don't even know why i try i'm cursed i think that must be it why do i even try or even think this is stupid it will never ever happen to me not like most other people sigh i sense everything going down the drain again and i'm going to feel very f-ed up for the next few weeks or months while i get over this hurdle and i don't know why it always turns out like this the only thing stopping me is whatever sanity i have retained and that my mum is in the living room so i wont reach for the stupid plaque oh the irony ha ha thats it i'mgoingofftobedsigh...life is tough and its a miracle we aren't all dead yet.


Sorrow bites deep, rending soft flesh.
Dim the lights, here approaches Death.
The endless descent into chaos has begun,
the cruel wicked fangs of Life spare none.


Thankfully I have chnged address so my agony is at least semi-private ha-ha. I weep. Oh, I weep.


[BEFORE]
No doubt you may have noticed my absence from MSN the past few days. This is because of SilkRoad. Lol. However, This won't last for long, for I sense a sharp increase in homework again after this dip at the end of the block test. Today was as usual. Math lecturer was SERIOUSLY some kind of professional hypnotist...ever since he started lecturing, I've been fighting low power mode every single math lec. =.= CCA was so-so...nothing interesting...today seemed damn long...by the way, anyone out there need a Math TYS? Stupid Math dept conned me! First they flash the pic and say its compulsory, then later Mrs Wong told us if we bought last year, no need to buy. Fraudsters! =[

Why is hardly anyone tagging? =[... Anyway, still on Silkroad, cos there's no hw given yet. Lucky I started after the blockies, which mean there will be a temporary dip in homework levels for one week or so. Today in GP we did something wonderful. WE MEMORISED an entire passage of say 162 words and had to reproduce it exact, no more than 7 mistakes. THey were guessing he probably never planned for this lesson and gave us this crap just to buy time.


35 mins to memorise, then collected it at the end of the period. =.= So he says the people who pass can read their novels the next period. Wth is this? How does memorising a short pasage help our GP skill??? He even said that this was to "get our minds working." My mind was working alright. Working on why this torture, and an exerceise in futility should be dumped on us. Totally pointless. Inside I wanted to scream WTF are you doing?!?!?! Teach something! Show us a GP-ish movie! We're not in Primary 6, making pacts to slit our wrists in toilets and doing dictation!


GP teacher. Huh. He can't even handle a book properly! He took MY "Catch-22" novel to show to the class, and later went I let Dan read one section, he borrowed it and OPENED MY EFFIN BOOK 180 DEGREES. Nos there's this monstrous ugly crease down the middle of the spine like some brutal battle scar. It was a battle indeed. Sacrilege. If he handles all his books like that, I'd hate to see his books at home...ponned CCA to go home and game.


What the point when we've conducted the trials? I found our CCA amazing in its own right already. One, our CCA board has not been completed since the J3s left. *Gasp* Almost a year. Yes. Exactly. Two, with zero publicity, we got 12 new members (Some from 1st 3 mths...!!!) into the CCA. No announcements no word-of-mouth, nothing. Only a little piece of paper stuck to our empty notice board and we got new members in. Wow. I wonder what this is coming to...Anyway, back to silkroad. Some pics later.


The 3 Greatest Mysteries of Life:
1. Do we really exist?
2. What lies beyond the edge of the universe? Is there even an edge?
3. How the hell do those 4 get there so FAST?!

[UPDATE]

Ice River skill.

Frozen Bandit. ^^

Frozen in time.

Return Scroll

z0mfg its a tiger!!!!!111

Same big old guy.

I open up shop. =]

I sat down beside this dead guy for fun.

Now that's what I call rape.

Boo.

This is one bigass tiger.

Rawr!

Can I have one for my Christmas, Daddy? Pleaseeeeeee?

=]

1hit kill.

New skill: Summon pretty hawk that looks harmless, and IS kinda harmless... ^^

School as usual...came home, did whatever work there was, and then took a nap before starting on Silkroad. Hit level 13 today. I think the 1st pic is like totally awesome. Almost perfect timing. Oh yeah, wearing emo socks tomorrow. =D
[Blogger is taking FOREVER to upload my pics...lousy crap.]

Heheh...

Foom! Ice shield!

Taking on the Giant Bandit Archer. Solo.

Remember that old Chinese legend about some guy who beat tigers up on mountains for kicks because they hadn't invented gyms?

Archer! Freeze! (Next to it is the Giant Archer.)

Using the Speed Scroll.

Hmm today was as usual. Found my notes, thank goodness. Outside my exam venue. =X Well, I inadvertently slipped into the Holiday Mood, which meant I woke up today morning feeling totally like shit. Half dead, and damn tired. I spent most of the day in a semi-daze, stoned half out of my mind. Began to have my sleep deprivation headache during the later half of the day. Got my socks wet and wonderfully digsuating during PE in the rain =.=, so I went about the rest of the day sockless. Training was ok. 150 average, but room for improvement.


Oh yeah. I scored badly for GP test. NOT block test, but...30 for essay and 25.5 for compre. I feel totally sick and disgusted with myself. Just sick. This sucks. I hate myself. This is total bullshit. Why do I suck at GP? Damn. I feel so disillusioned and dead. I don't want to live anymore. Why do I suck at GP? I find it highly amusing I topped English in my school for the 'O' levels. How ironic. Goodbye world! I shall now shatter my plaque on the floor and use the bitterly cold fragments of wicked flashing glass to slash my wrists and die. Technically, if you REALLY wanted to die, you'd slash the base of your forearms, so the artieries will retract into the flesh. I shall go do that now. Farewell.

Sigh. Let's see. Discovered last night I lost ALL my math notes. From Partial fractions to probability. And the file containing them too. Maybe I left it in school. Maybe not. Dammit. Cancelled tuition. I hate to think about what I couldn't find them. SPent my day reading, and playing Silkroad. Lagged, and probably died ingame. Probably died. COuldn't reconnect. Was trying for like 40 mins. Too much traffic. Got severly pissed. Went out for dinner. So tired. Came home, online. Sigh.

Didn't come online cos I was too busy slacking on SilkRoad. Pretty fun, and wonderful graphics. Thank's to Alvin's old account. Lol...I took a lot of screenshots. Went out with the folks today to Hg (not mercury...) Mall to have breakfast. Bought some stuff. Anyway, went to Tamp later to find they didn't have the stock for my phone's LCD screen, hence I would have to come back next week. =.= All that for nothing. Went to Metro to buy socks cos mine were getting too loose to wear. =.= There was this entire section filled with bright gaudy coloured ones, so I settled for some moderately bright colours. I got emo socks to match my emo shoes! Red and black! ^^ Bought a t-shirt at IPzone cos they were having a clearance sale.
[Damn blogger is PMSing...hang on...lousy piece of problematic crap...]


Of course, all these were taken when I just started so don't expect any uber proz0r skillz. Lol.