Hmm today was as usual. Found my notes, thank goodness. Outside my exam venue. =X Well, I inadvertently slipped into the Holiday Mood, which meant I woke up today morning feeling totally like shit. Half dead, and damn tired. I spent most of the day in a semi-daze, stoned half out of my mind. Began to have my sleep deprivation headache during the later half of the day. Got my socks wet and wonderfully digsuating during PE in the rain =.=, so I went about the rest of the day sockless. Training was ok. 150 average, but room for improvement.
Oh yeah. I scored badly for GP test. NOT block test, but...30 for essay and 25.5 for compre. I feel totally sick and disgusted with myself. Just sick. This sucks. I hate myself. This is total bullshit. Why do I suck at GP? Damn. I feel so disillusioned and dead. I don't want to live anymore. Why do I suck at GP? I find it highly amusing I topped English in my school for the 'O' levels. How ironic. Goodbye world! I shall now shatter my plaque on the floor and use the bitterly cold fragments of wicked flashing glass to slash my wrists and die. Technically, if you REALLY wanted to die, you'd slash the base of your forearms, so the artieries will retract into the flesh. I shall go do that now. Farewell.
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