[UPDATE]
yes it's happening all over again what an ironic way to mark my 400th blog post but what the heck this way of typing without punctuation was introed to me by ben and i find it oddly symbolic of the utter turmoil my life is in right now i hate this i don't even know why i try i'm cursed i think that must be it why do i even try or even think this is stupid it will never ever happen to me not like most other people sigh i sense everything going down the drain again and i'm going to feel very f-ed up for the next few weeks or months while i get over this hurdle and i don't know why it always turns out like this the only thing stopping me is whatever sanity i have retained and that my mum is in the living room so i wont reach for the stupid plaque oh the irony ha ha thats it i'mgoingofftobedsigh...life is tough and its a miracle we aren't all dead yet.


Sorrow bites deep, rending soft flesh.
Dim the lights, here approaches Death.
The endless descent into chaos has begun,
the cruel wicked fangs of Life spare none.


Thankfully I have chnged address so my agony is at least semi-private ha-ha. I weep. Oh, I weep.


[BEFORE]
No doubt you may have noticed my absence from MSN the past few days. This is because of SilkRoad. Lol. However, This won't last for long, for I sense a sharp increase in homework again after this dip at the end of the block test. Today was as usual. Math lecturer was SERIOUSLY some kind of professional hypnotist...ever since he started lecturing, I've been fighting low power mode every single math lec. =.= CCA was so-so...nothing interesting...today seemed damn long...by the way, anyone out there need a Math TYS? Stupid Math dept conned me! First they flash the pic and say its compulsory, then later Mrs Wong told us if we bought last year, no need to buy. Fraudsters! =[