AS USUAL when I hit my blog, it's INTENSE PERSONAL SELF REFLECTION time! Yay!!! So. Today I was in school meeting with my group mates, and again it's the same classmates playing table tennis. HOW. HOW are you people so free?! Gosh. I haven't played it in dayssss! Hand itching to play damn badly but I have to meet with my friends. How can u all be to free to play for hours daily? Truth be told I was so jealous but I couldn't play. Fuck it, the next time I get some spare time I'mma play all the way dammit.

Is it my time management or is it you all are slacking off? I think , well, granted u all come school earlier so more time in school, plus I did relax a bit during recess week so that was table tennis time gone.But damn! I wanna play! Never mind. No chance to play, I will work. Fuck yeah. Even if I cannot satisfy my id, I will remind myself I am doing the right thing and put myself to work cos it's a decent way to use my time and damn if it isn't the right thing to do. Work work work. While people relax and I cannot I will chiong my project. At least it's for a worthy cause. Sigh.

I'M SO GLAD. This week is over. A huge collision of presentations and submissions has passed along with this week and I could strike off 3 major times on my to-do list! In that sense sometime it's really better to get things over and done with. On Monday I had a elevator pitch and presentation for Biz which I totally bombed at, but fuck it. I can't change it anymore even though it was total complete fucking failure and I hated that day so much. I did the presentation and all but when nobody voted for my idea at the end or everything, well fuck all.

Tuesday I had to present for studio, and today I finally presented for my History of Science mod and Materials. YES. Don't have to bother with group presentation for the former anymore. Materials is over...for now. Now on to other stuff to do!

It's rather annoying when all you want to do is to drink yourself to sleep. But you can't because you have work to do. Sigh. It's been one of THOSE days. The morning was alright. I even gave $1.10 to an escaped NUH patient who was begging for money to take transport. Some poor sod even gave him his Mcmuffin which the escapee wolfed down in one mouth.

After classes for the day I really wanted to go home and do work, but I have a project meeting ongoing. WHICH I had to put off because I urgently had to settle stuff for tomorrow. Spent some time agonisingly trying to draw out the side views of a table frame before I gave up and thankfully found someone with a Mac who could save the Rhino 3D file for me because my com couldn't read.

Next I went up to print and realised my EZ-link card had no cash. I took bus all the way to NUH to top up my EZ-link and back. Got back, called the person in charge of the print shop, got it printed and went down. Remembered I left my thumb drive upstair and went up and down again. Joined my group for discussion. I wasn't able to contribute much. I hope they were understanding. I don't know why. Maybe it was because I only slept 4 hours last night.

Sadly this blog appears to have become one of those where I have a particularly out of the ordinary day before I type anything. Sigh. Another sleep-less night again.