AS USUAL when I hit my blog, it's INTENSE PERSONAL SELF REFLECTION time! Yay!!! So. Today I was in school meeting with my group mates, and again it's the same classmates playing table tennis. HOW. HOW are you people so free?! Gosh. I haven't played it in dayssss! Hand itching to play damn badly but I have to meet with my friends. How can u all be to free to play for hours daily? Truth be told I was so jealous but I couldn't play. Fuck it, the next time I get some spare time I'mma play all the way dammit.

Is it my time management or is it you all are slacking off? I think , well, granted u all come school earlier so more time in school, plus I did relax a bit during recess week so that was table tennis time gone.But damn! I wanna play! Never mind. No chance to play, I will work. Fuck yeah. Even if I cannot satisfy my id, I will remind myself I am doing the right thing and put myself to work cos it's a decent way to use my time and damn if it isn't the right thing to do. Work work work. While people relax and I cannot I will chiong my project. At least it's for a worthy cause. Sigh.