For the past 13 weeks I have lived life non-stop from one moment to the next, always with a series of goals in mind. The next assignment, the next project, the next meeting, the next review. Life was a series of obstacles, hoops to jump through, tricks to perform one after the next so you could proceed to the next level to do more tricks. Now that the term is ending, the sudden slowdown in objectives and to-dos is leaving me breathless. It is as though I am running...but the floor has disappeared below me.

Now as the holidays roll about what do I do? I am running but I don't know where do I head. Find a job for a month? I certainly hope so but the initial agony of looking is painful and time consuming. I should probably take a look at some competitions still on. I feel that it is about time to get some work-related experience, but the first step is the hardest. Tomorrow I shall do up some scans of my old sketches. Maybe see what I can upload to Coroflot. Where do I start finding a one month job?