I got to thinking that all persons are but pathetic sacks of flesh and gristle and disgusting fluids. Our delusions of cleanliness and nobility are the basest of lies, the world teems with hypocrisy and falsehood and loosing the pitcocks of humanity in order to free the fluids is the greatest honesty of all.

-Twisted, Johnathan Kellerman

I have had to just about up to here with some of you people. -Takes a deep breath- This is some of the SHIT I have to put up with from some of you.

Conversation with groupmate:

A: Me

B: Another guy

C: Wonderful groupmate

A: So since we wanna discuss project, we go watch movie le go Starbucks discuss lor!

C: Ya ya ok!

B: Agreed!

-5 mins later-

B asks C if she confirm going.

C: [sullen] No , no not going le, movie more important that project...you all go watch movie. Tonight no need discuss le.

WTF. =.=

I ask her why she not going then she repeated the same sarcastic line to me. Wah change mood 180 degrees. So later we decided since we had free time, let's discuss the project first.

I went other to groupmate D and B came along and C eventually. We tried to discuss a bit. C just kept quiet. Since we were like waiting for someone to start, I decided to go and try and talk about stuff we needed to do. C still kept quiet. Then halfway I said:

Cos since no one wanted to start I thought I'd get the ball rolling.

C: WAHHH You get the ball rolling wor! Go go, now the ball with you.

A: [complacently] Yes I get the ball rolling la. Of course.

I admit it willingly and confidently because it's true NO ONE was starting.

I'd go into more but I don't wanna want to step into personal grounds here and it's not right. Oh and after that, C started discussing like nothing new happened. WAH happy happy do work not happy then show black face. Win liao lor.

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Oh yes by the way, I just fucking flared up in class. This is why I try to control myself always. I try not to scold people. I try not to get angry. I try not so show I'm angry. It's for the good of us all. Some of my classmates get easily agitated. I try to keep things laid back. I remember that whatever happen, it's not in the here and now, it's for the NEXT 3 YEARS, and with the SAME 30 people in this SAME small space.

My group mate is here. I'll go on later. Bye.