Oh boy. Things are getting confusing. =( Even though there's less stuff to handle now, everything is rushing in, all the deadlines and stuff all in the same period and EVERYTHING is equally important. I have given up on prioritizing different tasks because they're all about the same. Now it's all about which deadline is earlier. Sigh. Next week is going to be hell. Let me get everything sorted out.

On Monday we have ergo and remotes, so I have to finish my remotes by TODAY, or else there won't be enough time for us to finish. Ergo is also in progress too. By Tuesday, I have to finish my sketches and my marketing assignment. So I had better try to do my marketing by TODAY as well. Sketches, not so urgent. Wed I have modelling so I have to start on Mon when the wood arrives. So Mon I have to work on my model + finish sketching. Thursday is final submission for my handle!!! So in between all that I have to work on my handle. Where do I find time? Maybe Mon or Tues or Wed. It's like there's not enough time to finish attending to everything.

It's like you're standing in the middle of a crossroad, and all around you are several trains heading towards your location. If you don't control them well, you're going to end up crushed and mangled in a massive trainwreck.

As the sem ends, I'm losing my drive and motivation. I think it's because I'm getting worn out from the constant work. The constant pressure. The constant weeks in school. The constant lost weekends. The constant lack of sleep. The neverending chain of tasks. It's been wearing me down since the beginning of school, and I can only maintain it for so long. To just keep working and working and working non-stop week after week after week. I've lasted pretty long ESPECIALLY juggling hall stuff along with school, but eventually there's only so much you can sustain, and all my drive is getting worn away. 3 more weeks to the end.

Still no mood to work.