School was ok. Sigh slept only 3.5 hours last night. I totally forgot about subject pool. Had to wake up at 7am to get to school. Ugh. Gave out chocolates to the girls. Well, some of them. -Cough- LOL. Our project was...so-so. I guess. More work to do. I was so damn tired, during class I was just so tempted to go to sleep right there and then. Which I did. Just found a nearby table while others were presenting and KO-ed.

Quite a a few people are staying back to do work but I have hall stuff to do. Zzz. Went back to hall. I walked in to dinner and to my surpise the aircon was on. That was pleasant. But what I couldn't stand was the onslaught of vday songs. Ugh. I really couldn't take it at all. I ate my food, and left as soon as possible for my room.
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Turning off my mind to the barrage of work has worked quite well so far and carried me through the past few weeks, finishing all of my work on time. Compared to some of my classmates who just didn't do some things at all, I've completed all that was requested by going full speed ahead.

But it's taking a toll on me. Lack of sleep aside, I'm feeling like I'm running out of steam. UGH. I have my last sketch to shade but I'm a bit unmotivated. Maybe it's because I'm still new to Copic markers. Everything that comes out looks like crap. Seriously. Crap crap crap. It looks so bloody ugly. I'm damn disappointed in myself. I guess while I can do it in pencil, marker is a whole different ball game altogether and I just can't get the hang of it. Sigh. I'm totally lost at sea. All this is probably ruining my mood and motivation.

Maybe I need to be around people. Maybe later once I'm done with hall stuff I should pack up and head down to studio. There's people staying. sheisstaying But that's not the point. The point is to try and finish 3 more handsets and to refine the rest. The point is to finish sanding the metamorphosis models. I must finish it soon! Or maybe stay over tomorrow night. Hmm.
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I really might go back to sch. That's all what my life revolves around now. Work,work, and only work. Ever since channeling everything I have 100% into work a few weeks ago, I've barely stopped since. I finish up my work, and more work comes along non-stop. Note, I'm not exactly unhappy because I do enjoy what I do and learning all this, but when my entire life has been sucked into this black hole of work day in and day out for several weeks(including all weekends)...things start to feel a little crazy. If there's a time to break down or crash and burn, that time might be soon.

Nightmares 4
Nightmares are becoming a problem. Some nights you hardly dare sleep. If this reaches 5, bad things may begin to happen. Don't let it reach 8.
-Echo Bazaar