Right it's gone on long enough. =X On the advice of everyone and because it's getting a bit strange in class since a lot of people know, I decided to ask her out for dinner today. She was busy today but when I asked about this weekend, she said: I let you know. So, everybody pray for me and hope for the best?
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How about a minute for quiet introspection? Usually I might have stuff todo, or things on fb. So I end up rushing out a blogpost, either to make it quick or for the sake of doing so. But since I (not that I don't have anything to do) don't feel like doing much now. Maybe a longer post.

I was initially kinda excited when school started. New things to learn, new things to do. Interesting. But the sudden deluge of projects is just crazy. I have 3 projects to work on now and 1 piece of modelling before next week. And it's only Wed. My brain feels like scrambled eggs from all the thinking and brainstorming. I just want to STOP and NOT THINK for a moment. Literally just send it to sleep or hibernate mode.

It feels like i'm processing so much information all the time. Tuesday we worked from 11-7 (Remotes project)with only a short 20 min break or so. That takes a toll on you. We finished 80% of the project but I pretty much went back mentally exhausted. Then also had our History of ID project that I did come up with a few suggestions for us to work on. When it comes down to it, everything is designed, therefore our choices for projects are nearly infinite. This means that it's even harder to find a good product that provides us with good material.

Hopefully,it is something that:
1)Nobody has thought of
2)is bloody interesting (Linked to 4.)
3)can provide us with a decent amount of material (I bet the history of thumbtacks is not as well documented compared to chairs)
4)is also 'weird' or 'funny' or unconventional like sanitary pads, condoms, kayaks. (ALL real projects that have been done before.)

We have yet to start discussions on that, but probably tomorrow. Going to school earlier. =\ Today's project focuses on ergonomics. We have a few ideas but dammit I don't feel we have a good enough idea for it. Sigh. I hope one of us has a brainwave tomorrow. I don't want to fall behind.

All of the above plus current circumstances (Re:dinner) are contributing to make a very stressed out me. D: