I am average. That is disappointing

So morning went to ECP to wash cars to do fundraising for our Orienation Camp. However we overshot the bus stop and walked to ECP from the interchage which was FREAKING far away. Lol. Think we took an hour. Arrived damn late. In the end still did get to help out a bit and it was kinda fun. Lol. After lunch we stopped working though.

Went to Marina Sq to meet up with a couple others, we eventually had dinner and walked to MBS for a look see and headed around the bayto One Fullerton to chill at Starbucks.

Anyways. There a lot of CAP above 4 people. This is highly disappointing. Because this means I am somewhat average. Average is not good enough. I can't screw up anymore. I have to pull up my CAP. The B- is simply a disaster and what if...the A-...was I dare not say it. But this can't go on. I have to work like crazy next sem. Grades may not matter as much in this course but I'll be damned if you can take the Singaporean out of us.

Highly distressing. Granted I had to juggle hall stuff but after I quit most of it next sem....it SHOULD be better. CAN BE SHOULD BE MUST BE BETTER.

I cannot fuck around anymore. Not like I did with AR1221. Grr.