Some final thoughts on camp. After the recent bouts of colourful language on here, figure it'd be time for something more serious.

Coincidences: My roomie happens to be the only guy who plays Portal. He mentioned my ringtone was awesome. I thought it was because it was cute. No, it was because he played Portal too. Didn't find that out till later. Funny thing huh? So cool. Another fan, the only one in my OG and my roomie.

In a way, I'm somewhat envious. Smart, cool, an occifer and from RJ. Things that well, at least I think I'm not. The last two go without saying. =.= Lol. I get the vibe that he's like me, only much cooler... We clicked well on day one and tada! Roomies.

Friends: In a way, I had a truckload of fun. More fun that I did in the first camp. I'm not saying the first one was bad. It was good! (Also because of the aircon hall.) The people were good too! They're not bad. Just that for this one, we were blessed with more hyper, energetic, and high people. The (lame) comedic delight of G and the funniness of H helped spice things up.

Everyone was much more open and high. The first camp, I felt sorry for the OGLs so I had to zi high for them. I guess everyone then was pretty shy/quiet? This one, everyone slipped into camp mood much more easily. Having fun is easier when you don't have to coax people into it.

DE Camp lost out in certain ways. Meals in the foyer = hot. Mass dance bein the foyer = hot. Briefings in the LT = hot and stuffy. Mass dance = Was way too hard and fast to pick up easily. (Appreciate the effort though!) But despite losing out there, overall I had more fun. I was worried that such a large OG of 20 would be too big, but I was proved wrong. =)

Connections: I feel really attracted to someone. Maybe we'll meet up during rag. We can get along and talk to each other but can we take this somewhere further? I don't know. I sure hope so. In the meantime, I'm going crazy. =X

Giving up: I'm on the verge on giving up. Asking you all out is like asking Singapore to win the World Cup. Sure, Brazil, England, France, Italy, all can fail. But Singapore win? Neh. I try to find a time but you're full up. When you're finally free, I have camp then. I have to scour your Google Calendar for dates to meet, like a secretary.

Like we've become your personal service crew for the past two years. Eh ya that time why so weird? Your family went to pick you up and have dinner. You work super near me. I took bus down, was told you'd be late and waited like an hour and had dinner near your place before you all drove back. It didn't occur to anyone to give me a call first? MAYBE I could have had diner with you all? I don't even need your dad to treat me. But at lest I wouldn't have had to sit at a coffeeshop for almost an hour. But I'm ok with that. Just wanted to bring it up. A bit 'huh?' wouldn't you think?

Places people! All got your Mugalo polo tees? Keep that smile on! Back straight, chest out! Grin! Remember! SERVICE CREW DON'T GET SAMBAL! HOO-AH!

And you..."I confirm with you", 80% of the time means no one. You also have a lot of programs. That's why the other day it came to me, damn, being in army hard to ask u all out, ORD le also no better. Have to go through so much frustration and disappointment in thinking there's something on only to be told its off.A few times too. This is why I'm thinking of giving up.

Ben, good for you. No matter what you still have NX. I ask the rest out sometimes feels like I'm asking them to give me an arm and a leg so I can run my shady human body parts smuggling business to China through a front of shell companies to fuel my market of cannibal psychopaths and paedophiles. Tiring. I don't have wonderful happily-ever-after lives unlike all of u and your other halves, so I got nothing else to occupy me with. Sorry?

And...you often bring others along. I dunno how the others feel but you can't always just mix 'n' match us like its half price off jelly beans at Candy Empire. Sure you know both of us, but do we know each other? No. I have nothing against meeting new people, but when the time and place is right, like a new environment, a party, or orientation.

See, when people ask their friends out, they expect an outing with their friends. That's all! No need for more. They don't need an outing with friend (+1). Life is not a game. And I don't want to hear 12 hours before that oh, Johnny Twoballs will be coming too. I reiterate, you know both of us, but do we know each other? I'd pull out, but for what? It wouldn't serve any other purpose plus I haven't seen you in two weeks.

And I've got no vodka. Total bummer. But it's not your fault so, whatever.

I'm prolly gonna turn it down a little. FYI, I quit 16 July. Before that, free after 5PM and on weekends, After that free pretty much everyday except 20-23 and 27. NUS stuff. Call me if you wanna see my face. Ciao.

PS: Its not I don't wanna see you guys. (Why else would I be asking?) It's more of: I'm tired. Call me if you're interested. Bye. MAYBE HOPEFULLY WITH LUCK we'll meet. Meanwhile I've still got that stupid Photoshop job to do. I'm sick and I've been puttin it off. Not necsssarily in that order. Ugh.