Saturday, February 06, 2010

"Time's the thief of memory."

-The Gunslinger
, Stephen King

Went to meet XW today at PS. Getting tired of eating at the food court every time le...haha. So we decided to take a look at this new...Society Cafe. Which happens to be deserted on a Saturday afternoon. Why? Because in addition to the usual astronomical restaurant prices, all they served was really light food like snacks, sandwiches, dessert, and salads. Not viable. So we went to Secret Recipe instead. And talked. About stuff. Really important stuff. Like people and money, and jobs, and stuff.

And man, I feel old. I didn't use to feel this way before. When tak and val complained about it, I, well, could reason it away. We're not that old yet. We've got our lives ahead of us, and there's still a lot of things out there waiting for us. It's HOW you make use of it that matters. I know all that stuff. But sometimes, you just can't control the way you feel, know what I mean? I don't see any really major issue right now, but I still feel out of sorts, and kinda strange like there's something bugging me. And I can't identify it.

And thanks to me, I made XW emo too, after we left. And it's all my fault. Damn, I am such a jerk. That'll teach me to keep my mouth shut about my shit next time. I didn't mean for this to happen. Sigh. And now it's all my fault. Need to fix this. I'm sorry!

"The goodbyes we speak and the goodbyes we hear are the goodbyes that tell us we're still alive, after all..."

-Wolves of the Calla
, Stephen King

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