Nothing much today. At last we didn't have to go down. They refitted the cues in the mess with new tips! =D Nice. Anyways I was supposed to go down to RCCC (Raffles City Convention Center)but in the end they said one of us could opt out. After much delibaration, I decided to. Well although I could go out, and go town and also have dinner outside, I would be in Smart 4, doing stores, and spending money. So I finally decided to heck it.

Turns out, they got no-move time till 7, which means they could only leave (for camp!)at 7, whereas I could just leave at 1730 and stay out till tomorrow. Guess I made the right choice after all. Now just going to go RCCC tomorrow around 1, do my job, leave in the evening, and meet XW in the evening to go out! =D Thurs got dinner in the evening, then Fri is off hahaha. Rainnie, Timbre how? =D

One more thing...ben is not going M'sia, which I just found out today. I know it's now your fault. So...like 9? Great. We make one pretty Lord of the Rings party now. Frodo, Sam, Merry, Pippin, Legolas, Gimli, Boromir, Aragorn, Gollum. Bendalf fell into the Mines of Moria. I'd like to call dibs on Aragorn, him being the good guy and all, but I'm not really feeling it. More of like, I don't know, Gollum perhaps.

Only, I don't have a precious(sss). What I do have is a magnificent suite with two complete strangers with whom I am not in the best of moods to make friends with even with the original arrangement. Well, I can lug along my camera equipment. You can pay me in fisssh. We likes fisssh. Gollum take picture for fisssh. Click. Yeah I'm making jokes, but this doesn't mean anything.

Seriously. Great. Just when I was halfway up the greasy uphill marble slope on to convincing myself to try and enjoy it. It's not that I don't want to. It's just that it's really hard. See now, you have someone. They're your boyfriends. You've known them for what? Months? Years? You have each other.

I have nobody. I don't know those guys. I'm staying with them for a week. They're GUYS. (Like I haven't seen enough for my past 1 year 8 months.) You guys are in ANOTHER room. With someone whom you'd rather spend time with. I see you all probably once or twice a few weeks. Like I said, just when I thought we could spend some good time together...Where does that leave me?

Am I being unreasonable now? Tell me. I come expecting a nice holiday with my closest friends and end alone up in a room with two random guys, with the rest of them shacked up two by two living the life. I don't want to kick this up. It's not good for us. I really really REALLY and I MEAN IT don't want to. But I don't know. I just don't. I want to say fine, I'll just live with it. I'll try. No promises. But are we going to sweep this under the Rug of Problems or are we going to address it? Though I'm for the latter, we can probably do jack shit, amirite?

I not going to be mean, I don't want to be mean, I hope I wasn't mean earlier. If anything offends, I apologise for it. Because I am not entirely pleased with the proceedings. If anything, maybe my emotions got the better of me. I'm just trying to say how I feel about all this. Which is, not very happy. Still, I get the feeling I going to hear "We're sorry you feel that way but we can't really do anything about it, so, sorry."