Saturday, October 31, 2009

So. FUCK. I failed my TP. Apparently I drive too slow. And I didn't know the IN gate had two lanes. So DAMMIT. Probably need to wait like 4 months for another test, and spend a truckload of money AGAIN. The feeling of walking away from the test knowing you've failed and spent over a thousand dollars in the past 3 months and all your weekends to no avail. That feeling sucks big time. No offence, but girls have it easier in this respect. It's not exactly a big secret. But the world is unfair. Sigh. At the cost of my time and money of course.

My circuit was quite ok actually. Only when outside did he take away a shitload of points. The 2 lanes when coming in was the most infuriating of all, especially because I have never driven into that stretch before. Gave away 4 points like that. Fucking expensive way to learn. After all that shit I booked into camp again because I don't want to waste half day off on this. Came back for some professional development day. Talks and stuff. Had to attend. =.=

Dragged to close to 6, then the men were told to be ready for stand by area at 0615. CDO came down to inspect, saw that the place wasn't really clean and threw a hissy fit and stormed off, leaving them with a new timing of 1900. OH I forgot to mention, we didn't have dinner at all. I suppose they didn't have much time to clen but no one mentioned that. So off they went to clean again, then had a cursory inspection at 1900.

After RO, I left at 1917. =.= Hungry by then already. Luckily JR was kind enough to give me a ride to Kallang where I took train to Raffles Place. Went to UOB Tower 1 and took the lifts to the 60th floor to meet Shawn, Suyi, and the twins. Chinese Restaurant Buffet. Not bad. Stuffed myself cos I was pretty hungry by then (about 8 plus) Then went to Sy's house to play Wii. Played a bit only. YM came to join us for a while and we left at close to 3. Reached home at 3, went online till 4 then slept. Pretty tired.

Morning, woke up at 9plus to go down to Ben's place. Val's dad brought us over for tuition. XW orginially said wanted to meet up but then canceled. Hais. =( Ber has a test coming up in two weeks. =\ I hope she can pass. I try to help but, basket, she didn't do the homework I set the last lesson. And sometimes when I come over she's not around. How to teach English like that? (Seriously I think it's the only thing I'm confident of helping out. And maybe Bio. But they don't take Bio.)

Came home, trying to apply a closer test date but it's very hard. Cos you need to be freakin' lucky and freakin' free. Sigh. I look at the page I sian already. Might just give up and choose 11 Feb.

I know I always complain I'm bored. But I'm damn sian now. Here's why:
1) I failed my TP (with all the ensuing aforementioned consequences)
2) RAWR.
3) Nothing to do on a Sat.
4) Watching Coraline tomorrow morning. MORNING MOVIE?! Sigh. No choice.
5) IMT and Combat Shoot next week. Kinda sian but that's my last debt to the SAF
6) Weekend disappearing and it's not been fantastic.
7) I failed my TP. Sigh.
9) I'm still in the Army. (3 months 10 days!)

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