Saturday, November 18, 2006

Bored.

A pretty banal day. Played MU for quite a while. My Blade Knight is absolutely hell to level up. I half wanna revert to my 1st character, and half wanna force it to bypass my next reset. Think I'll do the latter.


I'm experimenting with Danson's way of blogging, which is rather useful. Isolating oneself from all form of external disruption, it is easier to think. It seems as though you can feel the gears of the mind work smoothly. Cliched, but I guess taking time off from everything and slowing down helps to clear your mind a bit. Seeking refuge from the cacophony of things that demand our attention all day, we can look through our minds metaphorically, and put everything back in order. After all, when nothing interesting happens in my day, what else can I do but to write a discourse on...nothing?


Indeed I have no topic, no theme, no main goal set for this prose to achieve. I am merely trying to blog something out of nothing. And motivated by boredom. This boredom is different from the isolation I mentioned earlier. The isolation provides a method by which to refreash our minds, to take a step back and see things once again. This boredom however is unstimulating. Your mind does not work. And I detest it so. So much time and nothing to do.


Honestly I feel what I wrote above was complete nonsense. I have run out of means by which to occupy myself. This boredom even takes over my will to blog. Such indescribable agony. Perhaps in this society, we are no longer left without things to do. And when the time comes in which we are completely free of all tasks, we lament it so, for we are used to the constant motion and pace of life. And when it goes, we lament that we had not used that time more wisely. Sigh. We are such irrational creatures.


And I am still bored. Thank you for wasting your time reading. Haha.

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