Not much mood to blog today. I'll just post my thought here. A peculiar mood of depression like a vile cloud has enveloped me, leaving me enervated and without the motivation for anything. It is not unlike what i have felt before. Life is good, but occasionally, I really can't feel it.Those times are when it seems everything that was once right is now wrong, whatever I clung to for hope and joy in the past has faded into oblivion or is eluding me.


The software screwup and the fact that I can't load songs into my phone has pissed me off, and worse, I forogt to hand in the GPP(Great Pain-inthe-ass Proposal) for my PW (Piss-you-off Work). I like my goup. I just dislike the subject. And myself. Through my own stupidity adsent-mindedness, I forgot to hand in the GPP, and have to err on the side of caution and go to school early tomorrow(deadline) to hand it in. And go home. Because my 1st lesson is at 2-bloody-35. I hate myself. All my fault


The only that can take away this pain has not materialised. and I fear it never will. Hais. Please don't let that happen. I've been forgetting a lot of stuff eversince I came to JC, which is a real pain. I don't know why. It just slips my mind so easily. My blog, the second joy in my life, is grinding to a dead halt.


I want to blog, yet with this oppressive sense of unhappiness, and I can do is just crap abt life. Zzz. The once task I undertook of reading everyone's blog I lniked and systematically tagging them seems tedious. Yes, I really did that. Read and tagged all my good friend's blogs everytime I blogged myself.


All 20+ of them. Read. Tag. Read. Tag. I even used 2 windows to speed upthe process. It felt more and more tedious recently, but I did so to keep up with old friends. Some even from, what? Primary 6? The small trickle of tags on mine has dried up. Leaving me with nothing to reply on. Ah. What the hell. Maybe its my fault again. Maybe I'm the crazy one bloggin on weekdays while everyone else is mugging or playing outside, so they don't read. They view it on weekends, and miss the posts before cuz I blog too fast. Maybe I should slow down. Zzz...Maybe I'm just going loopy. To prove it, I'll leave you(if there are any readers out there) with a weird thought. I came up with.


Quirky thought of the day: If "Chang Jin" of Jewel in the Palace were alive today...she'd ACE home economics. Damn I wish I'd had her powers back then...


Out.