[UPDATE]
Dear Kenneth,
Please email all participants arrangement to SA : L----- or C--- instead of OA C----.
You didn’t mention participant’s name or IC, how can I know what are talking about?
How you check with C-- J---- before you check with me?

God what a bitch. Thank god I'm quitting soon. You can lick my arse as Mozart would say. Fuck off and enjoy your dead end shitpile job. =)
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More douchebaggery. Ben you will love this.

Seriously, please tell me to stop wasting my time trying to be friendly to him. My proper response should be, no, MOTHERFUCKER because barely an hour ago you were acting like a total fucking noobcake about JBing and let's not forget I helped give you some tips on it before. Acting like some angsty emo prepubescent kid won't get you chicks so BACK THE FUCK OFF AND GROW UP YOU'RE 21 FOR CHRISSAKE. You angst on your blog, you angst here, youreafuckingpussyitellyou. A FUCKING PUSSY. Grow some balls before that cluster of pimples you call genitals falls off from your sad sad emo self. Dipshit. Can I get a HELL YEAH, dear readers? And AMEN to that, you MUTHAFUCKING DOUCHEBAG.

Back to your regularly scheduled programming. CAMP. So much to say. Suffice to say, it was absolutely awesome. Totally loved it. Love my OG, love my camp, ZORN ROCKS. Orientation is definitely worth going. Some of the best fun I had in years. Just a rough overview: First day of camp, game, fun. SP, ended late. Day 2, games at SRC. More fun! Ended early. Stayed up for supper and chat, fun! Day 3, beach games. Fun too. FINALE WAR GAMES. Someone paused the game to explain the rules. I wasn't listening. Then he stopped talking and I fired. Everyone stared at the lone waterbomnb sailing through the air in a graceful parabola before it hit the blue side's newspaper target squarely. YEAH. Everyone just started jumping and cheering! I felt like I just scored a goal in the World Cup. Awesome.

Day 3 night, late at night, loaded up on prata, naan, milo and curry, everyone was so high we created our talentime show. A heavily modified Lion King. We practiced quite a few times and ZORN WON TALENTIME! HOHO YEAH! So awesome! Loved this experience. Went home then for OG dinner. Fish and Co. Timbre at OldSchool. Had to go back cos I didn't wanna cab and I had work. ROARR. More motivation to quit lol. Prolly leaving on the 16th! 2 more weeks! Then I can enjoy and go out. I hope Prefab (Aki/ID camp) is this awesome! I LOVE ORIENTATION! Then I can truly go out after and enjoy!!! Last chance for me to have fun b4 sch.

I'm going to bed soon! I need it. Yesterday didn't blog because I was too tired. The people I'm doing free shit for came to me at 11+ with changes. Thsank goodness for email errors then. I didn't receive a certain file.So I did what I could, shut off and went to bed at 1 plus. Oh yeah. Screw the rest. Yesterday was fairly mundane, nothing much.

Went running again. For only the second time in all the time I've been running, I finally see a girl worth a second look at. Maybe I need to change my route...hmm. LOL. Oh well. Or I should just run further down. =P

Today was fine too. Last work day of the week. =) Did my stuff and got off. Packed for camp. Exciting. Going USS tomorrow for SY's b'day. Wish it were with a diff grp of friends but oh well..bring camera. Oughta be cool. =D CAMP SOON YAY. Bringing my bags along, staying till morning then I leave for Clementi via Harbourfront.

PHOTOS PHOTOS PHOTOS!!!

Work was okay today. Fairly hectic but doable. I announced I may be leaving on the 16th (Whee!) but haven't received a reply to my email yet. Well, at least now I know announcing you'll be quitting early is a good way to improve your day. (Take that, coffee!) Hoping to hear good news for tomorrow. I almost forgot, I've got camp this week! Working till Wed only. =)

Also, anyone noticed the SMRT let's clear the air ads closely resemble the Twitter Fail Whale? =.= Ripoff?

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Blue background, white string, small creatures (birds/butterflies) lifting large object (bus/train/whale), one (or two) distinct colours. Plus it's an icon for fail. =.= Might I suggest LOLtrains the nect time?

Went to watch Toy Story 3 today. It was fantastic! Watched with YM and SW. Then went bugis for YM to go gift hunting, and so did I. Got present for steph! And saw something I thought val would love so I got it too. =) Going sleep now. Too late.

Busy day. Went to NUS for admission day. Took like 1.5 hours. =\ Got in listened toi them talk. Seems like must overnight quite a bit. =X So models. But I will be learning studio photography. OMG HOW COOL IS THAT? I can learn studio photography as part of my course. They said said normsal camera can but DSLR would be good. DSLRRRR. Want. =X

After that signed up for DE Camp and Arch/ID Camp. YAY. I dunno how am I going to work. Lol. I considering telling them I wanna quit on Mon. =\ Else July needa take 5 days off to go. Hmm. After that went home, chilled, then went for Dylan's b'day at flyer. First 21st of the year. LOL. Obviously I need more friends. Then again, save on present money! =P

Met angyun at City Hall. We found the shuttle bus stop but it was relocated due to NDP rehearsal. Then thanks to road closure, we waited 45 mins for the bus. Why? Because they sealed off one road like nobody's business. Well more of like our father/their boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss' boss owns it. Our great leader himself. So our bus was actusally stuck inside that lane for like 20 mins or so not moving. I'm amazing noone sounded their horn.

Finally got on and made our way to Flyer. O'leary's Sports bar. Nice place. Buffet. Liked it. Watched a fair bit of soccer. I felt kinda guilty because I was kinda a douche to him for a period back in army, and he invited me but lucky that's over now. =X Got home at 12. It was a good celebration. But then again he's got the ka-ching to spend. Glad he enoyed it. :)

Today we had training the whole day. Made me sleepy, but nevertheless it was a relief to be away from the usual office for once. Good for a change. Whole day training. Trying to ask val out for dinner. But I feel like I'm actually hunting out Saddam or Osama. Well, more of Osama. Even Saddam got caught in the end! In May Val said we should meet up for dinner, esp after work since we work so near. It is now mid-june and still no progress. Roar. =(

I been asking her out recently but she is always busy. Then when she's free on 24/25 I got SDE camp! Look like it'll have to be July le. Hor! Wait till I go hall. My turn to be busy you don't regret ar! Lol. Well at least tomorrow is Friday...

Work was okay. Went for tuition then home. Weekend is approaching. I have yet to touch my Photoshop project. Oh boy. Maybe tomorrow... My SP talked to me on FB. Hmm. Oh well. Lol. She got into Sheares too. AND SO DID I! ^^ Trying to slp early tonight.

Work today was okay. Connected my NAS. Transferring 180+ GB of stuff crap. I think I need to cut it off halfway. =X Can't let it run too long. Prolly going to sleep soon.

Fairly tiring day. Was up last night doing stuff. Namely, XW's farewell gift. Haha. Slept at 630am. Went for tuition at 1140. We had to pick up val first, reached their house at 1230. =\ Din expect it to be so late. I was meeting my friends at 130. So I still postponed the meet so I stuck about for an hour. =\ Feel bad for leaving so early but we started unexpectedly late today.

Went to City Hall to meet YM and the twins. They bought GPSes. Haha. Quite crowded. Wanted to find 2GB SD card for Val but they were all sold out. =\ Rushed off to meet XW. Met her and tak. We went to Starbucks where we found...wonders of wonders, unoccupied power points! Laptops, transform and fold out!

Surfed FB there. We watched the beginning of Shaun of the Dead. Then XW went to meet the rest of her group, and ben joined us. They checked their bags in and we went for dinner. I passed her her gift! I figured since she's been violently ill recently and had issues with certain asses on that trip, it would be nice to get her a farewell gift to cheer her up. =) Actually I had that idea for quite a few months. Too bad everyone was around. Or else we could've discussed it! After that went home via bus. Surfed the net all the way using internet tethering. =P

Work today was ok. After that went IT fair. Was quite ok, crowded as usual. Just forced our way through certain parts. Too bad can't melee like in games. Rofl. -bish- Went to check out all that was on offer, settled on a Wireless-N router from D-link. Linksys used to have weird connection problems, the stupid Belkin died after 1 year. Happy to have my internet back. It even seems faster! I must have made my intertube bigger. lol.

After that, got my Network Attached Storage (NAS)from Cisco. Basically a vault of stuff you can access from any computer in your network or online. =) Also to empty out some stuuff in my HDD. Maybe the wireless-N will allow me to stream smoothly my shows now? =) Tried streaming before from PC-PC but it would occasionally lag. Came with 500GB drive! THe girl at the Cisco side was kinda cute. Would've bought from her except they didn't have stock . =\ Got it at level 4. First booth was sold out but not the second one. =D

After that, put my stuff at home and went PS to watch A Team with ym and the twins. It was AWESOME. Damn funny and damn nice. It was spectacular, ridiculous, and made out of pure awesome. Action-packed and hilarous, with great scenes. Watch it! Ok, off to bed now...

SBS Fail

On the train now, so might as well do this. Completely screwed up start to the morning. Left the house and went to LRT station. My card was rejected. The screen said expired. WTH.

Can expire one?? =.= I bought ticket to sengkang, thinking I could get a replacement there. Rode the LRT one stop. It broke down. SRSLY? Rode back 5 stations in the opposite (longer) direction. They told me my card is spoilt and I need to change it at the ticket office.

Went there. Closed! Went back. Now then they say it opens at 10. =.=. Asked me to buy standard ticket. $2.80 total to go bugis. Dammit. Freaking ex can???

Tried to buy ticket. $50 not accepted. Win. Went around to find ATM. Yes, there are a couple. But they are also behind two metal gates because the shopping centre isn't completely open yet. They might as well have been on the dark side of the moon.

Went around to ask for change for 50. Found it. Everywhere else hadn't made enough money. But not the minimart. But wait! The machine doesn't accept $10 notes either! I need to secondary-break my 10 into 5 or 2s. I went one round asking once more.

Finally found twos at the 7-11 bought tickets. I think I walked around the entire Sengkang MRT concourse 5 times. Just for a fricking ticket. And I had to change money twice.

Now onboard the train. Just great.

ARGH. Freakin' pissed off. I'm using internet tethering on my iPhone because my stupid shitty router (Don't buy from Belkin) is down. Now I totally can't access Facebook. WTF. It's just loading nonstop. And it's just one tab!!! Dammit. Seriously need a router. IRRITATINGGGG.

Work was okay. Friday! Went home then went to YM's place to watch World Cup. Usually we don't watch socer, but oh well. Lol. Just for fun. Tomorrow PC show! Too irritated by the internet to blog. Gah.

Work today was ok. Nothing much. Tomorrow is friday! May watch world cup at YM's place. Feeling sleepy. Off to bed by 1!

MAYBE, just maybe I am being a little sensitive, but is someone being a bit of a douche on Facebook? Take a look at the following and give me your honest comments?

I'm not too sure, but perhaps someone overreacted a wee bit much? Man up, I think girls handle PMS better than you. It's not that time of the month for you is it? I wonder who's the one 'not happy'...no big deal mah, which is why I mentioned it IN PASSING.

Background info on this guy: Back when we were in the army, he asked me for a favour once. He wanted to go nights out, but was tasked with preparing stores. Some of us were staying back to look after the men, but they said he would be crazy if he thought he could find someone to do his job when they could easily be resting. He asked if I can help him prepare the stores for IPPT the next day so he could leave. I just agreed, to help a friend. I went and did up the stores, helping the officer to get everything ready.

He went out and called, asked if I wanted Macs. Said he'll treat. I said no, it's ok, I really don't need it. I just declined the offer. Stupid, yes I know, but I didn't do this for any reward at all. Seriously. You can choose not to believe me if you want. People, my close friends reading this, you decide.

He came back thanked me, that was it. I never mentioned the incident again. To brag? For what? Army nothing better to do ar? I don't need to go WHOA I HELP CHIU LEHH. WHOA! Fast forward to the shooting range. Night shoot. Long story short, I needed one shot to ensure a pass. I asked him to cover me just in case. (He was in the lane beside.)

I took the shot and so did he. I passed. Great! Thanks! For months he bragged about how he used that one shot to 'save' me (Actually it was just a safety net just in case I couldn't take the rest if my rifle jammed.) and crowed about it like I was so dependent on him. I kept quiet about IPPT still.

Among friends, you will joke and jibe at each other. He said some fairly unkind things about my character too, all in a joking manner. Fine. He kept that stream up for a certain period. I still never said anything. Now I still occasionally talk to him on FB. And this. Okay. What's your say?
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Back to your regularly scheduled programming!

Work today was okay. A bit late. Better force myself to wake early. But sleeping late today SHIT. At least no more tuition tomorrow. Val's siblings canceled tuition. Fine. It's YOUR funeral. I'm perfectly happy to come and teach only you if your bro can't make it but since you don't want, it's your loss. Free food and transport home notwithstanding, I still receive $200 a month, which I must point out, is quite low for someone supposed to teach TWO students O level English for more than 4 hours twice a week. Sometimes I stay beyond two hours to finish up.

Am I in it for the money? Yes, and no. 60% of it is to help Val. 40% yeah money, but WAIT. All my tuition money goes straight to my mom. Do I use it? No. Twice a week, often up to 3 hours each time, just for that. And I'm fine with that. It's the 60% that counts.

After work, went to City Hall for that infamous OG Outing. I remembered wrongly! It was Clarke Quay, not City Hall. Well, I still could go down by Raffles Place and walk to Circular Road. Went to Pitstop. Had dinner and played boardgames. It was fun and affordable! Shold bring my other friends that one day! =D Nice place.

Played quite a few rounds of Saboteur. Was always miner but miners won! =DD Citadel was FUN. Hahaha. I had a decent strategy but it doesn't pay to come out too early in some games. =( Oh, well, I was awesome in the start la. Hahahaha. Built up damn fast. That part was great. Then of course they beat me down and the guy quietly building up in the corner took over when they were clamouring over me. Boo. Lol. Eh but I got good strategy okay. First time some more! =P After that, a few rounds of Uno Stacko before we left. Hope for next outing! =D

Work tomorrow. =\ But it's Thursday!

Ahhhh crap. This sucks majorly. My speaker died on Saturday so I have to send it for repair. Next Sat is admission day so I'm not free. Earliest time to send it for repair is the 19th. No (loud) music. Went to work today and found out we're doing the rotation of the first line. so I have to uproot myself and all my files and move over to the first line table.

And when it's over, move everything back. How annoying. Have to replace and update all my files again. Furthermore the computer I'm using only has Internet Explorer installed. Oh boy. IE for one whole week. Fantastic. (gonna install the mobile FF) And I'm working with my boss behind me. Double the fun.

Then I came home to find my internet down. Why? For no reason, my router went kaput. It's simply not lighting up. I've said this once before and I'll say it again, I absolutely HATE it when things break. ESPECIALLY for no visible reason. I can't fix it. Things aren't supposed to just die like that.

So. No internet in my room unless I tether my phone which I'm a little lazy to do (plus I couldn't get it to work the last time I tried) and even without internet, I can't watch movies to entertain myself BECUASE I HAVE NO QUALITY SOUND SYSTEM. I want my 2.1 speakers BACK. ARGH. WHY must everything break down at the same time?! WTF. This sucks. I'm stuck using the outside computer.

Nothing much going on tonight. Might sleep early..
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Today was an unmitigated disaster of fairly large proportions. Let's see, well, morning I went to meet Val and Ben at Ikea for breakfast. Everything was fine and dandy then. Food was great, and I really missed dining at Ikea. After that we went back to Val's place where I gave tuition. Once again they didn't do their work. I wanted to find out why but then they told me I came on Fri and they were out the entire Saturday. Ok. Fine.

Want to complain but this week I also only gave them one day. Can't complain this week. The other lesson before they also didn't do much. Their work ethic is. Tsk. Hard for me to scold them, because I know them personally and I don't really want to. And yet, they aren't putting in effort. Val, I hope you read this but I doubt so. They really need to buck up and put in effort but they aren't. They're not helping themselves.

Went Tamp to look at NAS. May get one the next IT fair. Running out of space on my hard disk. Then after a little trouble coordinating we finally got XW to pick us up at Tampines. Made our way to Ngee Ann Sec where ben was meeting Kiaming. On the way there, some short tempered driver horned XW as she made a turn. Jin lowered the window and flipped the guy the Universal Falcon of the World. AKA, the Bird/Up Yours/Fuck You.

Now in the name of all that is good and just on this world, I do heartily and strongly condone such an action. The only problem is that a)I don't have the guts to do so (as described later) and b) I am also not Taekwondo trained. Also, the ensuing result of allowing the driver of the car behind us to catch sight of that great and majestic winged falcon of the earth only served to put us in my first ever case of road rage.

After gloriously speeding off into the sunset, we encountered at red light at the next intersection. So the angry driver cut into our lane in front of XW, and got out and demanded to settle the issue as to why he was treated to such a display. So, jin got out and followed him. XW asked us to stop him. so we got out of the car in the middle of traffic and ran after him. They drove the cars to the side of a petrol kiosk and proceeded to have an argument right there. Well, they pretty much ignored me and ben.

After much shouting, the guy felt threatened by us and wanted to call his friends along. jin went off to talk to him. XW went over to plead. His wife and kids were in the car. Nice one. Next, the man told jin his wife might leave him so they apologised to each other and the women. We drove off. And made our way to Ikea. Quietly. We got the the restaurant and discovered revelation number two. At Val's house XW msged me saying she wanted to eat meatballs. So the whole purpose of going to ikea after lunch was for her to eat. Turns out, she had eaten already. And was driving us to Ikea. For us to 'eat' with her. Whoa. Mind. Blown.

She said she'd go off with jin for a while, then ben and I wandered around for a while. Then after a while she texted me saying she had left. We went to look at bedframes. Ben got a pillow and blanket. Then after that we left for home. I think because of the whole fiasco and everything dragged so long ben also didn't want to go nx house anymore. =\ So yeah. That was my Sunday.

And suddenly I'm reminded of something. Fri night after Halo Bar, Shawn and SY and I were going back. As always whenever she is around, he inevitably brings up this topic. He ALWAYS brings up this topic. Whenever she's around He simply CANNOT fucking drop it. He goes on in this semi-joking way about how I once liked her, how he shouldn't have trusted her with me and how I betrayed him, yada yada yada.

Well, YOU CAN FUCKING WELL HAVE HER FOR ALL I CARE. I don't give a rat's ass. Jeez, I know your dainty yet massive manhood/ego was damaged by this 'assault' on the prized trophy you coveted but YOU GOT HER ALREADY. You chased her for 6 bloody years, you've gotten her, why can't you just simply FUCKING drop this issue. It was a small incident in the first place for crying out loud. 1, it was 5 years ago, 2 we were 16, 3, it was a small crush, 4, it was exams period, we spent days all around each other eating, sleeping and mugging, stressed out. 5, it's OVER. Don't you get it? Or are you so happy you got her you like to trumpet about it to boost your ego and try to heal the dent it took last time?

Also, after your on-again off-again relationship, the spiraling period of depressions it sent you into, the talks and advice I gave you, you keep bringing it up. After seeing her splurge incessantly again and again and AGAIN on clothes online, and EXPENSIVE branded goods, I am RELIEVED it never went through. You can have her for all I care. I'm just GLAD it's not me. Don't you get it? After seeing her throw her temper at you once, I'm GLAD its not me. Keep her.

That night, even she said you were making things awkward. See? Don't you see? Even she notices it, only you are oblivious to the ego masturbation going on here. So just STFU for once, ya? I have no more designs on her since 5 years ago. Every time you do this, you are only making things awkward for everyone present. This is the JERK she saw when she refused to date you before. =.=

I slept till 3pm today. Wah. So shiok. Haha. But that means I slept most of the day away! Couldn't figure out what to do. Went online. I was looking at my level bar on NCC. Eh? $0 to level 41. Why aren't I leveling up? I reloaded my nightclub. Hmm. Oh! I hit the level cap! OH SHIT. My left speaker died. WTH. I'm both angry and frustrated now. Damn shit. WTF la. I turned it on, heard a pop sound then nothing more from the left. DAMMIT.

This is bloody annoying. I hate it when stuff spoils. Now I have to send it for repair. CRAP. Go find Philips service centre. Bring my speakers down. And they're BIG speakers. UGH. Tmr after Ikea I guess. Ok. Prolly narrowed it down to the controller. DAMN SIAN. Listening to everything on the right side in mono sucks.

Anyway for evening, went to CP and Houigang to scout for new beds. My sis bed broke. Lol. Buy new one. Then might as well change mine also. I've been sleeping on it for the past 21 years. Wow. Tmr going ikea to see again. Ok. No. Nest Sat. =.= But first, breakfast at Ikea with val! Yay. Haven eaten at Ikea in ages! Kinda miss it.

I'm kinda tired. So feeling a bit lost. Need to think what I wanna do. Finish off Tron. Lol. Work today was...ok. After that went for tuition. Had to nag Val's bro. Not putting in effort at all. Sigh. Then went Jalan Kayu to meet Shawn, sy, and the twins for supper. Went to Halo Bar, which is coincidentally where Eric works. Haha. Good to see him.

Food and drinks were good. Quite enjoyed myself and wish we could've stayed longer, but no transport back. =( Nothing planned tmr. =(

UPDATE
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My secret pal added me on FB! That's strange. Originally after finding out who each other was she gave me 99999999 as her phone number. Can tell she's not into it, unlike the rest. Anyway she's attached, so bleh. I gave her 99999998. I bet if i called I'd get LKY on the line or something. Then she said she shouldn't be so weird and gave me her real number. When I mentioned FB she said she'll accept but she won't add.

Hmm. I wonder why. Must be pity. Boo hoo. I searched for fun but I didn't bother adding in the end. I also dunno why I didn't do so. Maybe I didn't see the point? Maybe I didn't see the point in appearing needy/clingy/pathetic in adding someone already attached whom I got paired up with during some university SDN-sponsored game because there would be no real outcome to it. Like i. An imaginary number. And even Bolo Santosi knows "nothing will come of nothing". I wonder whats her thoughts when she didn't receive a request from me. Then she added me. Imagine my surprise. Oh well. Accept for fun lor.

PS. I wanted to write Hor! Thought you didn't want to add me! But then decided I'd better not push my luck. Ha-ha.
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I'm very sleepy. Haven't slept much the past few days. Like from 3 to 650? And they want me to rush the photoshop thing out by tonight. I DOWAN TO DO LE. I'm TIRED. I'm SLEEPY. I GOT WORK TMR. I DOWAN TO PHOTOSHOP ANYMORE. I'm doing this for FREE. My friends ask me flat out don't do but I already do 80% I can't quit now. I just want it to end now. NOW.I'm not doing this anymore. Work was ok. Another complaint. Fuck you(@the complainer). You're stuck in this pissy shit-for-brains dead-end schmuck job while I have my life ahead of me. I can do better. Up yours, twat.

Came home, ran. I wanna sleep. Tmr Thurs. Sigh.

Dum dee dum. Work tomorow. Gaaah. But I was writing on NX's inkytank. I'm a little bit rusty as I haven't really been writing writing or exercising my brain that much in a while. Still it feels kinda good to do so. Been a long time since I've done so so it may not be that good. Love my name anyway. Brilliant stuff. Advocatus Diaboli. Now that's class. Highfalutin class. Frickin' awesome. You don't get stuff like that from any Tom, Dick or Harry. Much less any Ah Beng, Seng, and Meng (Bless her.)Lol.

Kay. Work was ok...not too bad for a Monday. Waited quite a while at UOB Plaza for Shawn, Sy, and YM to come. DAMN HOT. =\ Finally they came (I went straiht from work) and we went for our dinner on ther 60th floor. Buffet. The early dishes we ordered were SPICEH. Being in an adventurous mood(I can take spicy stuff) I went for the middle of the Mapo Tofu which was covered in some red powder that it I weren't alive right now I'd call Lewisite. Blister agent.

Stuck it in and Hel-LO. Felt nothing. Then my tongue felt a little strange. Like dry. And numb. It numbed my receptors. Shut them down. Whoa. It burned my mouth for quite a while after that. Numb tongue. I could eat a lot of the rest of the tofu after. o_O Rest of the food was nice. I ate till I was really completely stuffed to the max. Need to run soon. Oops. Lol. But nice. After that went to Cathay and watched Prince of Persia, then home.

Did I mention I was listening to the Pirates of the Caribbean soundtrack on loop while thinky-thunking for NX's inkytank? Brain pump-up music. Dum dee dum.