Surprisingly busy Thursday. Was quite ok at first. Had to key in 2 receipt books (100 entries) for CJ. Answered calls thoughout. Key key key with breaks in between. I signed up like 7 people today. Looks like I needn't have worried about the low numbers last week huh. What with today evening and yesterday's meeting, I registered 7 and 9 people on the respective days.

Keying halfway, D passed me two files and asked me to look thru A's registered customers. Okay. Got 2 paid. Made note of that. Then after that passed me C's forms. Look for payments too. This I did too. Then a call came in, supposedly A's customer. She took down date and time for their test then passed to me, asked me to settle. I tried but couldn't find the person in the stack. Put aside. Key somemore. Tomorrow need to find whose customer is it.

Keying more receipts. She asked me to go and call all the paid customer and book dates with them, and register everything. EH. I still doing thing leh. Still keying like 70% done. You stack 1 ,2 ,3 ,4 things on me I still handle calls and keying the receipts now leh. I dun have 8 arms, either mechanical or not. Ya, key finish I do. I key finish le just nice 6pm le.

Came home. Ran. Tomorrow Friday. Yay. I was so tired just now I hit caps lock 4 or 5 times wondering why it didn't tab. They want me to work from 8 to 5. Great. The perfect antithesis to my fuckin' schedule. I sleep LATE. And wake up early. Now you want me to wake up EARLIER. And go home earlier in the evening when I have NOTHING to do. 1 extra stupid pointless inane hour of doing nothing in the evening, 1 less hour of sleep. Awesome. I am the first candidate for EVERYTHING. =.= It's the ultimate best way to screw up my schedule even more. Make me SLEEP LESS. WTF. Just like CSP.

I was late for work today! D: I switched shifts for Tues. Slept late. Then forgot to switch back on my alarm. D: Slept till 925 before they called me. =X I rushed out ASAP. Reached work at about 1030. I did extra one hour before, so they said treat it as cancelled. Whew. Lol. Looks like I got my one hour back from SBS. Though not in a way I had expected. D:

Work today was unusually busy for a Wed. Or maybe because Anna was on MC. So I became second line. Must be that. Still quite alright I guess. Later when everyone met for the meeting I handled calls all by myself. Then the calls came in non-stop. WTH?! Wed evening leh. 3-4pm. All so free.

I end 2 continuous calls and see I have 15 missed calls. Amidst all the registering, typing, clicking, and checking of info, I accumulated 22 missed calls that I had NO time to look at because I also happened to be on the phone and doing something else the entire time nonstop. Regardless of how good multitasking sounds, I only have two eyes that look in one direction and two hands. That limits me to phone/computer/writing. That's all.

Meeting dragged till past 6, but one of my colleagues covered for me so I cdould go val's place to give tuition. Everytime I walk to her place, I look at the house with a Maserati, a Ferrari, and a BMW. I want a house like that one day. That's my aim. Actually Lambos are very common in Singapore. Ferraris, kinda too. Still. Nice. I shall aim to get a few cars. Maybe one for each day of the week? I shall go import a Delorean. =P Must aim for a place like that. I saw the Maserati drive home today. DO WANT.

Tomorrow is Thurs. Closer to the weekend. =)

Wah. 1AM comes by so fast. Stayed up really late last night. Like. Ok. Today morning. 5AM. Then went to sleep till about 1140. Had breakfast and went to work. Got a seat on the train! Haha. Then helped to buy takeaway macs for the rest of the office. It was so hot. =( Reached at like 105. So I was actually early ba. Work was ok. Tomorrow is Wed, tuition. At least it's about half the work week. =) Worked till 10pm. It got kinda boring near the end. Time seemed to stretch out into a long unwinding stream that slowed down in the night. Prolly going to go sleep soon.

Ceasefire! In 4 hours. Attacks have stopped. I need to rebuild and reorganise now. I have to stay alert till 2am to make sure noone tries anything funny during the last part of the war. Work today was alright but a lot of funny cases. Calls were not non-stop but quite frequent. I ended up having a whole series of unfinished cases all dangling and waiting for me to tie up the loose ends. Like 4 or 5 together. Had to keep track of them all and settle one by one. I managed to sign up 5 people though.

Came home today, tried to sleep but failed. =\ Nearly forgot I'm working late tomorrow too. From 1-10pm. So I can sleep late and wake late too. Haha. Sounds good but actually its not. You miss out on weekday evenings (if you do go out with friends) and also Friday evenings!

Tired tired. War is taking a toll on me. It was kinda exciting at first but now it's tiring me out. Tired of trying to hold my villages, to be on alert for attacks, and trying to reinforce my villages. I didn't get the build ratio right in the first place. Tired to even care about anything. Such a dull, boring Sunday. Went for tuition in the morning and came back. Country Story FAIL again, can't load in Chrome. What's new?

Attacks coming in, I'm right in the middle of the enemy. I can't wait for ceasefire and then peace. Let this be the last wave? There seems to be progress in the peace talks. All I want is some quiet time to reorganise my empire again. Reorganise and rebuild. Need to go to bed. Feel like turning on aircon. Feels so warm tonight.

Watched Dead Poets Society today and For A Few Dollars More. Haha. That's all I guess. Tomorrow is the start of another week again. Well...payday is coming soon!

Right. Woke up at 1AM today. That was good. Finally could sleep late for the first time in 3 weeks. Felt great. Stupid course. Lounged around at home, watched coupla TV shows I downloaded. Oh, I also broiled steaks for lunch. YUM. Nicely done, brown on the outside, red on the inside. I didn't remove the salt well enough though, so it turned out...salty. Nevertheless it was still edible and ok I guess. Need to work more on the salt thing. Shall try it on you guys next time. LOL! I shall broil veggies for tak bah. lol.

Preparation time took about an hour, but that's cos I had to salt the meat to tenderise it for half an hour, then marinate. But it tasted pretty good, salt notwithstanding. Went to play bowling with Shawn. Quite bad. My thumb is a little too small for the custom hole. Had to adapt. Now and then was a flash of brilliace of what I once had. Top score 150. My wrist is now sore and tired.

YM picked us up and we went to downtown east to catch Kick Ass. Was fun to watch. Haha. Hit Girl is BADASS. SW watched with us too. Went to Macs to chill then home. Been thinking a bit about my birthday, stemming from my conversation with Eliza the other night. She's planning hers. So are quite a few people. Should I be planning mine? But there's a lot involved. Not to mention the many unknown factors. Which are my excuse/reason. By then I'll be a month into uni so who knows how many new people I'll meet, or what else might happen? Maybe they'll do something for me? (HAHA) That'll save me some planning. =P But of course, I can't count on that happening. Rar. See how? Which for this thing means....wait and see again. =X

I do know what's one of the things I want though. A Weighted Companion Cube plushie please please please please!! =D

Tiring today. Work was ok. Past few days the calls like not a lot. I better get a some on Mon sia. Later it looks very bad. >< I rather have business than not bah. Cos some people say they consider, then maybe they call back also not u handle. War today. On my side, I was actively taking over villages of an inactive player. I got 3 so far. Need to fortify them! I hve support from neighbours, so that's good.

Still, it's scary cos I'm not sure I can hold all my villas. I'm next to this huge cluster of red. I just want this war to be over so I can care for my spoils of war. =P But it's not going to be that fast I think...

After work, went to meet up with Eliza to get my HP book back. We caught up over dinner and went to Hougang Mall. Haha. It was fun. =) Nice to be catching up with friends after a while. Came home fairly tired. At least I get to sleep in tomorrow. YAY. Finally can enjoy my weekends.

Work was quite ok today. I had to deliver material to Lincoln side again. Can't wait to get my capacitative stylus from ben. Did I mention that before? Ah, heck. War is heating up in the other sectors. Mine is still fairly quiet. But I'm getting antsy. We found a good target and they set me on it. I don't even dare to post much details here. Military secrets, yo. Loose lips sink ships. Or destroy villages. I launched my attacks on a enemy village nearby, but one of their own got to it first. Leaders are discussing the issue now. Let's hope I work this out. Don't know if I can take it in time. Things are gonna get hairy.

When I first started, I wanted a quiet life playing this game. But you had to seek shelter from clans. The game made it a must. Or else you'd get 'eaten up' by others. Still, I found one and made my living by hitting non-player villages. Now, with my joining the largest clan in the realm, I've become drawn in. Drawn into war. No regrets though. At least it'll be interesting...

Work as per normal. Transport, was not. Stepped into the train at Sengkang then waited half an hour inside. Doors didn't close. Train didn't move. Finally they announced trains were not working. Left along with a veritable early-morning zombie Horde up the escalator and down the lane of general confusion. Not to be confused with that eminent officer present in the SAF everywhere, General Confusion. HAHA.

I noted signs stating a shuttle bus to Harbourfront would be present at berth 3 in case of train disruption. Headed to the interchange. Wait what? B1, B2, B3? B3? But not berth 3? Couldn't find berth 3. Went back to ask the staff. One was giving out directions, like a walking version of my iPhone app. What bus to Dhoby Ghaut, I asked. He advised me to 3wait for the train, which would take no longer than "15 minutes."

So I did. I went down, got into the same train, still packed with people and waited. Then they announced there were no trains once more. Once again, the second zombie Horde stumbled out of the subway, moaning and groaning. The only difference was that zombies don't call other zombies to tell them they're going to be late.

I ask another staff who told me to go for B3 as the shuttle would be there. So I queued from the back ALL the way to the front. Got onto the bus and was told it was bus 80, not the shuttle bus. There WAS no shuttle bus. The shuttle bus was a lie. Probably runing from SBS' fleet of invisible buses I usually encounter. I alighted, went to look for more station staff.

I wasv told to take 80 to Paya Lebar and then to Bugis. So I did. Took 80 to Paya Labar area, changed to 24 to Paya Lebar, and train to Bugis. Arrive at work 2 hours 15 mins late. FUCKING SBS TRANSIT. Staff are polite, yes. I don't wanna complain cos I know everyone will be bitching to them, so I ask nicely. None of them know JACK SHIT. NO CRISIS MANAGEMENT PLAN, NO PLAN B, NO PROPER PROTOCOLS, NO PLANNING AT ALL.

NO FUCKING SHUTTLE BUSES. YOU EXPECT US TO PAY EXTRA TO BE LATE AND GO A ROUNDABOUT ROUTE TO WORK? WTF. PAY EXTRA SOMEMORE. LEAST YOU COULD DO IS TO PROVIDE FREE SHUTTLES BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU HAVE TO RUN THEM FROM YOUR EVER OMNIPRESENT FLEET OF FRICKIN' INVISIBLE BUSES. I TELL YOU I DID NOT FUCKING SCAN MY CARD WHEN I BOARDED THE BUS. SO SUE ME. YOU PROVIDE NO BACKUP PLAN AND EXPECT US TO PAY EXTRA. I SPIT ON YOUR WORTHLESS CASH-GRUBBING FACES. I'M GOING TO GET A CAR AND SCREW THE ENVIRONMENT.

Take public transport, go green my ARSE. Arrive 2h15m late for work , take a long roundabout route and pay extra. PLUS. I worked 1h45m extra last week. D'you think I can claim that back now huh? I wasted (more than) that time while travelling. So when I could've gotten off work about 2 hrs early, I blew it sitting on your buses paying you lot of useless assholes my hard-earned money.
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It's an all out war here in ROE. All around us, the sounds of battle filter through into the clan forum. Our stronger players are crushing the small players of our enemies one by one, and hoisting up the flag and details of their victories. I am located near a huge cluster so I can't do much. I'm definitely outnumbered. But all is quiet on my end so far.

I was involved in a minor skirmish of my own today. This player took a village I had just conquered, and wiped out my occupying force. I lowered the approval rating earler than expected so I had very few troops stationed there. It was a negotiation party. I messaged him to stop, but he didn't watch his governors land. My support was too far off. After the usual clan diplomatic formalities, it was decided he should return the village to me. But he wasn't going down without a fight.

Somehow this guy against the orders of his clan decided not to give the village up or disband his troops. So I attacked him. Sent spies to ascertain his troops numbers. He didn't seem to have any spies, so I overwhelmed his defences easily. Launched a massive attack from my attack village, which took a few hours to get there. ETA about half an hour this afternoon, I sent a another spy attack. Launched 4 governors in quick succession to lower his council's approval rating to below 50%.

There is a method known as 'dodging' in which you send your troops out to support others, and have then return midway AFTER the main attack has landed. You will lose gold, and your walled defenses, but not troops. Then you can massacre the lightly guarded diplomatic/negotiation party.

Using very careful and precise timing, I launched a secondary attack to 'catch' the troops if he used the dodge maneuver. The maneuver itself is very hard to time. He didn't. My main force wiped his army off the face of the earth in one fell swoop, with swords ringing and horses hooves thumping on the ground. Blood was spilt and I lost some of my men and forces, but we prevailed. 192 brave knights perished and 8 rams and 8 trebuchets were destroyed, but we lowered his walls and towers to piles of rubble. 1339 of his infantry died, and 173 light cavalrymen. His 81 knights also were killed. Village cleared.

The governors swept in in a few seconds and I took the village in a matter of seconds. Victory was mine. I set about repairing the wall and towers and boosting silver production. For Beastmode!

WAYYY past when I should be sleeping so shall not check for spelling. Good night!

Work was okay today. Even less calls than usual. Today feel nice. Not good, but nice. Cos I feel that I am finally resting after the past two weeks of 9-6 daily. 1 incoming attack on my new villa in ROE. Dammit. The guy hasn't responded. War has been declared between us and the 6th strongest clan in the realm. This shit just got real. And it's gonna be hairy. It's going to be pretty tough for me because I didn't build up a good solid base when I first started. (Like I said, when I first started.) So my villages are scattered quite widely apart. I'll be lucky to hold my main area. One thing's for certain. If I go down, I go down fighting and I go down for my clan. Long Live Beastmode!

Yeah. That's about as much excitement as I get in my life nowadays.

Work. Surprisingly not as many calls as usual. After work, went for tuition and then home. Kinda tired. Shall go sleep soon. Can't think of what to blog.

If nobody gives a shit and you do, you have no one but yourself to blame for that.So suck it and move on.

Not like we force you to do what. LAWL.

Heh. Early morning got scolded by people. My response? UP YOURS BITCH. See, because of this course I'm attending, we have to prep for our graduation. Becuase we go for course on the weekends, everyone has work and their own lives in between. Someone sent an email to try and coordinate everything. Well, not all replied. Because of everyone's difficulties, the discussion in the email was messy and pretty much half-fucked. This person shot an email saying so, and saying we can't come to a conclusion as it's just a chat corner.

They suggested meeting up at Chinatown Point on Fri to discuss. Which was eventually cancelled due to low attendance. Well, I'm don't know about you people, but I HAVE A FREAKIN' LIFE. Bad enough weekends are gone, but DO NOT, repeat, DO NOT friggin' touch my nights, especially Friday. And for crying out loud. Chinatown Point? WTF? Why such a weird place? Yeah, I work at Bugis but thee's ppl working at Woodlands and such. Tell you, its virtually impossible to get everyone together cos of our different workplaces and schedules.

So when we come to course today, early in the fucking morning, she comes along and goes why not all of you reply the email? Why nv check the email? NA NA NA NA NA. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. Must show we can work together as a team. We are one class, must graduate together as a class. If don't do then all don't graduate. Maybe at home got no computer, work have what. All wanna get together or not? -No response- All don't understand English is it? Fine.

FINE FINE LOR. YOU FUCKING BIG ISIT. OH YEAH ACTUALLY YOU ARE. PHAT, that is. SCARED YOU AR? KNN. Fuckin hell, let me tell you, we are your classmates. Not happy, also treat us with respect. You want to talk down to us then expect us to help you, you have a better chance of trying to pull that head of yours out of your fat ass. This shit works in the army. No matter what, you have the rank, you have the three pointy lines that says: I can fuck you 3 ways sideways before breakfast and come back for more before lunch. This ma'am, is the civilian world. You are no better than us. We are equal. You won't compel us to do anything. You only make us pissed off and provide bitch fodder for us during lunch break.

Because our course is not continuous 5 days and broken up, maybe we haven't been able to bond as much as other batches. This is one factor. Two, course finish, graduate, there is no don't do don't graduate. =.= Three, You use this kind of attitude to talk to us, you think will compel us to help you more? Use your brain. Size inversely proportional to your body isit? Four. Not happy, DON'T DO. Nobody force you. None of us put a gun to your gun and ask you to organise. Don't do then all don't do lah. Someone will come up with something. Five. You are no better than us. Sit down and shut up. Just because you may have helped out more in the planning doesn't give you the right to lord it over us.

I may have heard you have personal issues back home.Maybe this contributed to you 'scolding' us like children. Why don't you FOCUS ON YOUR PERSONAL ISSUES FIRST OKAY? Why do you care so much about this? So free ar?


Damn now I feel better. Course was okay. Menu I designed was Epic Win. Nuff' said. Owned the rest flat. Completely. The other one I saw today looked like it was designed by lower sec kids. Literally, rainbow font in Comic Sans MS lol. Received much positive feedback and also affirmation from the trainer. Not expensive what, $16 coffee. Outside got sell. You go to this kind of place, you get this kind of price. Voila! Now pay up, suckas. WIN. Hoho.

I am photographer for tmr too. After work, met Braye for lunch at Wendy's headed home, showered, and went to meet YM, Shawn and the twins for supper. Rarely we have time to meet up with full attendance. Went Changi V for supper then headed home. Tomorrow is the last day of course so I don't have to see them anymore! Yay! lol. I can have my weekends back too.

When I got to the LRT platform, I noticed the doors closing. I ran for it. Like the best of Indiana Jones, I got in as the doors were sliding shut. I fell. Hit the ground on my side, and tucked my feet in to ensure I wouldn't get caught in the door. Success! Picked myself up. Totally not intended. Work today was surprisingly hectic. Everyone else went on course so only two people were left.

The calls came in non-stop in the afternoon. Haven't these people heard of TGIF? =.= After work, went vivo to meet YM and Sixu to have dinner at Shin Kushiya. Then went to watch Shutter Island. VERY NICE. I knew that making sure I had to watch it once I saw the trailer was the right choice. You get mindfucked. Not as seriously as in other movies I've seen but its pretty cool! And creepy at times too.

My throat hurts. =( Keep coughing. Who wanna guess what I had for lunch? Anyone? No? McWings. Yeah. I forgot. =.=

Argh. Sleep already still feel tired. Sigh. What I need is really proper rest. I came home, slept after dinner, and in the blink of an eye it was 1030...so I woke up to go online. Still feeling tired. Anyway, my day today. I had to prep for a new class opening today. (They pretty much ask me to do everything in the office.)

I have been asked to/done: changed the water cooler tanks as part of my 'weights training' and weekly routine, done full day+OT cos people can't do evening, gone down to Redhill to watch/help with the CAT test, (Don't worry tak, we don't test cats though.) opened class in bugis, sent to a branch I've never been to to open class, and collecting forms while en route to work, done CSP+work hell combo. SRSLY. Everything also ask me do one...this is half-complaining ba. I dont really dislike it, but like what? Really every time there's stuff they ask me to do...its very tiring to keep doing all the various shit.

Back to today. So I had to go somewhere to open class. I Googled Lincoln School cos they're whom we're renting the place from. Google told me Lincoln School of Management at Midlink Plaza. Turns out the Lincoln school is actually Lincoln Business School at North Bridge Centre. No idea if the two are related. The schools, not the buildings, duh. So I made my way down to Midlink Plaza only to find there's no such place. =.= They said North Bridge Centre, quite far, might have to take bus. It was hot, I had walked a fair amount and I was really =.= by then. Decided to iPhone Google Maps my way there myself...

Released my frustrations via a tersely worded ARGH DAMMIT DAMMIT KNN burst on Twitter and FB, and moved on. Managed to walk there, got to the place at 930 plus. It wasn't open. They opened the office at 10am or so, so everyone had to wait outside. =.= Then I had to take attendance and then call my own call centre to find out where's the training materials. Of all classes, the supplier didn't deliver to this one. =.= So they set about finding the materials and sending someone down with it. First they open office at 10, then supplier didn't deliver the materials...

When we finally got most of everything settled, I sighed in relief and plonked myself down on the sofa. It looked like one of those low, squat sofas you can find in nondescript clinics and small offices all over the world. Only it wasn't a sofa. It was a friggin' piece of concrete wrapped in cloth. At least, that's what it felt like to me. I plonked myself down and bounced up again going Oh, ow ow ow ow....cos it kinda HURT. You could feel the hard surface through the virtually non-existent padding of the sofa. Still, I was glad to find a place to sit. Left when we finally settled everything, and took the car back. The one which delivered the training materials. Turn on the radio, it was Love in the First Degree. Mambo in the morning...

Rest of work today was nothing special. Only, I now have to work from 8 to 6 tomorrow cos someone can't make it. REALLY LAH. It seems like the go-to person for everything is me...gah. I have to be up at 520 plus cos I'm attacking a village in Realm of Empires and I still gotta go work at 650. Sigh. At least it's Friday. Roar. Can't wait for weekends. It seems everyone is asking me out on Friday. Shall see how. =)

Work, fine. Tuition, ok. The stress and lack of sleep period is easing up and life is returning to normal. Can't wait for the weekend. Nothing much interesting today though. Basically work, mousehunting, harvesting stuff in Country Story, and tending to my empire

Work today was ok. Weather was a killer. Last night I tossed around for half an hour before giving up and turning on the airconditioning for comfort. I would have made it 18 degrees to spite the weather thus demonstrating mankind's power. (Yeah, take THAT Mother Nature!) But far from worrying about my carbon footprint, (KAPOW, Earth!) I was more concerned about our electricity bill. I switched it to 20, then 23 later.

Finally rained heavily in the evening after work. Made my way home, had dinner and rested a bit and got around to doing up a leaflet for my friend's project. I wonder how it's a a leaflet since its actually A4 size, but oh well. I still can't get it to look nice. Defenitely much room for improvement. Then again, I am pretty out of touch. (Army, hello?) So the creative juices weren't flowing. Hope he likes it. Lol. Shit forgot to email it to him. Tomorrow evening?

Then I started working on the menu for my CSP course. Customer Service Professional. It's a pretty decent course and quite useful/interesting with a humorous trainer. Only, I'm not thrilled at burning three weeknights, two weekends and working 3 weeks straight for it. Hence, the slightly pissed-off feeling at times. SO...since we're supposed to but never give 5-star service while serving our coursemates at meals, I'll try to start by showing you a ****ing 5-star menu.

I just let my imagination run wild. Actually there was a lot of space to run. Why? In designing my menu, I followed the trainer's advice on how to jack up the prices of everything higher than a man on weed clinging to the top of the Eiffel tower. How? Make everything in French (Or the western foreign language of your choice.) Squid, cuttlefish or sotong? MEH. Try Deep Fried Calamari. $20. Nah. Coffee? Caffe Latte.

So...I essentially converted everything into French and put the English translations in brackets at the ends. (Basically to help my team and everyone else on the course or else the only thing they'd understand would be Cappuccino and Cafe Mocha.)Yes I remember all the drinks they have. No, Milo is not Milo. It's ****ing "Singapour Milo" okay, mai siao siao. Teh Tarik also become French. HAHAHA.

What else did I do? I found the most fancy-schmancy, most cursive, most swirly, curvy, swoopy fonts I could find, and slapped it on sparingly, leaving a lot of white and the minimialist words. Fancy-schmancy enough for you? Threw in astronomical prices, and classy pics, (royalty and copyright free, I know the place ;)) and I was done. Voila! Yes, I am kinda free today. Tuition tomorrow. Shall go sleep now.

Work today was alright. I was happy to be able to come home earlier today. Went online till 830, then slept about an hour, then came back to check on my RoE. Thinking of going back to sleep soon. Getting all this extra sleep is making me feel better. Slightly. Weather is still being unreasonably hot. =( Tomorrow's weather should be better. So says the little gadget on my laptop. Lol. Prolly going back to sleep again. I wanted to wake up at 10. But then it doesn't seem like there's anything to do online.

Saturday din blog. Went for course. Quite okay. Went home excited. I was finally going out with my friends in what felt like a very long time! Went down to YM's place. We planned on going to a 2AM Dessert Bar we heard of. Turns out it looks like a pretty upscale place. I was dressed in berms and slippers. What? The past few times we went out I also dress like this! So we were at a loss at where to go. Then went to Lavender Street for supper in the end. Ordered Stingray. Yum. Quite a treat.

Came home at 1plus, then slept at 3am because of some complications in RoE. =( That makes just over 3 hours of sleep. Surprised I still managed to wake up for course.. Arrived a little late though. During lunch we went to this quite famous place called Tian Tian Chicken Rice. Got the whole chicken shared among 5. So much. But it was nice! So guilty. But once in a while I guess, and I usually order roasted, not white. The contractile tissue was all soft and tender and very nice. We managed to finish all of it. I ate the skin too. -Guilty-

Came home at 7 and wanted to sleep asap. FBed and showered and had dinner, slept at 830. Made myself wake at 10pm so I could go online and talk to people. Felt so tired. Think cos of my interrupted rest, I felt really warm and tired. In the end I just went to turn on the aircon. OMG so nice. Enjoying it now. Tomorrow got work again...=(

Work as per usual. Some customer messup and complained. Kinda my fault. But she was being a bitch too. I wanted to shove a red-hot poker into her mouth multiple times and pour boiling oil down her throat just to make she feel pain. Cos it's fun like that. Went for course again. Course tomorrow. Sleepy. Go sleep soon.

Ooh today was nasty. Lack of sleep has brought out the crankiness in me. I wanted to nom on people and spit out their bones. And then crack open their bones and suck the marrow out. Nom nom. Feeling tetchy and on edge. Tired the whole day. Overcame it because I'm used to staying up overnight, but throughout the whole day was an underlying fog of fatigue. Tuition tomorrow. Work...found myself jumbling up words more and getting more irritable.

What I read was true. Tues at Val's place, there was a compre on sleep. Lack of sleep does impair brain functions. Like, duh. After work went course. Got hungry halfway. Maybe I didn't eat enough during lunch. Din bring biscuits in too. Super super hungry. Then felt pain. I hope it's not gastric. I dunno. Finally ate at close to 9. Went home. Tired. Stepped off the train at City Hall, thought I was wrong and stepped back on. Went to Bugis. RAR. Had to go back to City Hall. Reached home at 1120. Showered and dinner. Time to go beddy bye. Pack my bag for tomorrow. Neeeeed. Ah yeah. Sleep.

Work, then tuition. Feeling a little tired in the evening. Tuition was ok. I bought the yummy beancurd egg tarts from the confectionery near my office to Val's place. They liked it. nothing much else to say. Need sleep soon.

Day 1 of this really fun week. Still ok. Morning was a tad hectic but manageable. After work went down to Tanjong Pagar for course. As I expected, barely enough time to eat anything really, so I didn't bother. Just went to find the office. Course seems kinda interesting and fun. I like the deco at this office. =) Trainer seems fun. However we took 1hr 10 mins to uh, reach slide 2...

There was a tea break at 8 plus! So thats's good. Got a bit of food waiting for us. Managed to get some into me after lunch at 1. Haha. Came home at close to 11 and had dinner. Work again tomorrow and tuition tomorrow. =\ Well. At least I got my facebook games to entertain me.

While alighting from the train and going to the excalator, I felt someone shoving around behind me. HEY EVERYBODY WANTS TO GET HOME OKAY. =.= When I felt them shoving past me, I shoved back. Cut them off and went up the escalator. Booyah! If this were a space battle, my intergalactic battle cruiser would have rammed theirs into a passing asteroid, resulting in a cinematic explosion only second to the Death Star explosion on the Size Scale of Space Movie Explosions. Woo-hoo!

Ok. I probably have been over-worked...more to come.

Sat was decent. I worked from 9 to 1 and then went home to rest before going out to meet XW for lunch. Because she changed dinner to lunch, my mum had already bought lunch for me so I bought a sundae pie. Ate at Long John. After that we walked around and she bought a present for her friend. I keep following her to buy presents. A regular Santa Claus. LOL. Wonder when's my turn? =D lol. After that she came by my house a while cos her iPhone went all wonky on her and we had to shut it off and restart. It kept flashing like Chuck, only this time no terrorists were caught.

Stayed home the rest of the day. Began to feel sleepy at 1 but slept at 3. =( Woke up at 10 plus. Quite nice to sleep last night cos of the rain. So comfy. I almost didn't want to wake up. Went val's place for tuition, then returned back. Next week is going to be fun. Tak probably has an explanation for this. Please share. Once again my sadistic streak has surfaced again and I am enjoying it. Rather than sadistic in a sexual way, (of course) this sadism is more of "Oh, hey, let's mess up my life more! Whee!"

See, I need to work 9-6pm from Mon to Fri. M/W/F, 7-10pm on course. Sat/Sun 9-6pm on course. Then earlier at val's place I derived a morbid sort of satisfaction from arranging tuition on Tues and Thurs. This involves a 45 min ride to her place, and staying there till 10. So roughly, 7-10 too. Being the regular normal 21 year old I am, I also need my daily personal internet fix, hence I most likely will be online till late due to me being unable to go online at my usual time.

This results in my being busy from 9-10pm everyday, waking up at 750 daily, and sleeping in the wee hours of the morning. And before we forget, Sat Sun also on course, so I EFFECTIVELY HAVE NO WEEKEND. I transit into the next week of work. The next week, no weekday course but I burn my weekend too. 3 weeks straight of work. Awesome. I derive a queer sort of satisfaction by making it worse on myself with tuition. So. Why? Part of it is like: Oh screw this. Let's f**k everthing over. Part of it is: Since I'm already deep in this shithole, lets see how far it goes/let's dig deeper. Another part goes: Hey c'mon, let's see how much shit your body can take and just mess around. Cool!

So, tak, what's this shit I'm in? LOL.

Tired so didn't blog yesterday. Work ,then changed and went NUS. Didn't eat so was hungry all the way there. Reached at 1310. Early, so I waited there for them to open after lunch. Before long, there was quite a crowd waiting. o_O I thought most were waiting to go for the admissions medical, but turns out most were actually going for a visit to the doctor's. So many ppl chao keng? LOL.

Soon, they opened the doors and I used my daily MRT boarding skills to slip in as one of the first. Walked up to the nurse asking who was going for the admissions, and was directed to the counter. Everyone please line up! Line up behind him! I was first. =D How's that for kiasuism? Actually its just so I can quickly finish and make full use of my afternoon off from work.

Did everything, and met Xw at central library. Went to have food at the deck, and saw Val Koh. While eating saw Siping and YS too. So many familiar faces! Lol! So cool. Food is SO CHEAP ZOMG. So happy. Easy to save money. Cai fan for $2.50. Ice milo for $0.60. I feel like I'm in secondary school again! Good news for my wallet. NUS is super big. It feels so foreign. I HAVE A NORMAL HUMAN LIFE WAITING FOR ME. Screw you NS. _|_(",)_|_ =DDD

XW says I shall need time to get used to the place. Haha. It's like so new. Omg. Every now and then I get these things that remind me of how good it feels to lead a normal life again. And it reminds me to truly savour the moment of being able to have basic human rights. I am a human. I can go (nearly) anywhere I want. I have a pink IC so SUCK IT.

Stayed at the deck, then she drove us to Bugis where we tried to look for a presdent for her bro before I left for work. I wasn't sure if I had time to get egg tarts for her, so I'll have to do that next time. =) OH yeah. I'm still taking the freakin part time course. Going to be fucking fun. Cos of it (long story) I have to work this Sat. Spoil my long weekend.

After this weekend, I have to work for 14 days STRAIGHT. 9-6PM for 14 days. Weekends burn on course. M/W/F of the first weekend course till 10PM. Fucking win already lor. Shouldn't have said yes. Then now I cant change back. I thought my evening nv burn can...plus they paying me $5 an hour to attend. Turns out, that only amounts to $200, 2 burnt weekends, 3 LONG days (9am-10pm). I tell you, fuck this. I'm still gonna go out with my friends and shit. Going to stay up late. You all want me to force me to go on this, not my fault if I'm tired the next day at work. I didn't ask for this.

Work, the usual. Minor fiasco over sending me to a course today. I said I didn't mind going for the part time one. Then I realised I would have to go to work, or something like it for nearly 3 weeks. JEEZ. Can you imagine that? Daily 9-6pm either at work on course for 3 weeks straight? =.= And On certain days, it's 9-10pm cos course after work. Sigh. I backed out but I dunno if I'll be successful...this course also messed up my schedule on Sat. I'll be thankful if I even manage to back out of it and switch back to the full time one.

Meeting today evening at work. Dragged till 7 plus...arrived at Val's house late. I stayed till 11 tonight, cos I managed to catch her home. Finally. LOL. Gotta pack my bag for tomorrow. Gonna go bring a second set of clothes to go NUS. Weather might be hot. Haha.